Not Bucin's girlfriend

Chaos and Confidence

Ah, my brain is still thinking about what happened one week ago, I should start moving on, right? How a little unwilling, huh? Like Azam for a year and a half will certainly leave a mark. Hm, love claps one hand just this much pain, not dear it feels if love is betrayed. Amit-amit.

Fortunately I am not a person who easily depressed, so rejected Azam did not make me stop activities. I'm still eating, drinking, peeing, laughing at people, and gossiping as usual.

But it's certainly if at school, if I'm alone in the room I often feel bad too. Fortunately, many people who also can not date with their first love, some even keep it until adulthood. So I feel grateful enough to be able to express my feelings, even if ignored. Hid.

I should be doing my homework for tomorrow, but my mood is really bad. Be me just lying down on the bed. There's still Ayu I can cheat on tomorrow, haha. Having a smart friend should be put to good use. The origin of the theme is not to use it, but to use each other. You see, I also do not want to be used only by others.

Actually I want to confide in Ayu, but I'm lazy to be a laughing stock. Moreover, Ayu's mouth was like a leaky bucket, today I tell you, tomorrow the news must be immediately known by the children in the class. But, if not vent it feels like something is stuck in the heart. Totally dilemma.

Did I vent, huh? Maybe Ayu still has a conscience, I will be really sad. Things like this of course he will not spread it, right? But I doubt it, huh?

Ah, I really can't hold it anymore. I need an impingement. I want to get all the junk out of my head. I want to stop thinking about Azam and focus on my happiness. Also, when it comes to happiness, I immediately remember meatballs, the most delicious food in Tasikmalaya. Hm, so hungry.

Did I just go get some meatballs, huh? Thinking about the meatballs made my appetite grow and I was sure I could forget about Azam even a little.

I immediately changed my clothes and asked my family for permission to leave. In the living room, I was watching TV with Kak Ani, Eni, and Ana. Very creative of my father, all his children are given a very close name. Where are the three letters all anyway. This family also did not follow the government program, two children are better. Be my provision should be at least to school.

It's okay, I love them. Moreover, Ana, the age of just three years, still funny, even though sometimes desperate to go here and there. Under the hot sun.

While Eni is already sitting in class VI SD now, again times prefer to play with friends than her brother. So at most we only met from afternoon until morning. He went to school and played at home.

I was closest to Brother Ani, probably because our age was quite close. It's only three years different. He most often talked to me about caring for and decorating my face, the thing that only goes in the left ear and then out the right ear. Especially now that she was working and could make her own money, every payday she would buy new makeup and show it off to me. Told me to try it, too, or sometimes I was her guinea pig to dress up.

I approached the father who was sitting on the sofa with Teh Ani, while Eni and Ana were sitting down.

"Well," I sat down.

"Where are you going, Na, that neat?" Even Ani's sister responded, while dad just turned his head.

"I can ask for money, Dad? Gonna buy some meatballs." I put on the clearest face I had, I just remembered not having any money, because this week I had a book to buy.

"Eat at home! This is ripe." Mother's scream from the kitchen stopped the hand of the father who was about to take the wallet. Aaaahh, failed to eat meatballs. Yes, eat at home.

***

I'm done eating, mother's cooking is the best. There was a side dish of fried Gurame fish as well as fried tempe tofu, sambal and lalapan. Delights. My stomach was full, and now I'm sleepy, but he said he finished eating can't sleep.

I went into the room, actually this room is not just mine, but Eni and Ana's too. While Kak Ani has his own room, because his goods are quite dangerous if played Ana. Yeah, who wants the lipstick to be used to draw on the wall?

I'm approaching the study table, I'll just do my homework for tomorrow. Because I really joined, and if the fall is guaranteed to go straight to sleep.

The typical HP Samsung ringtone sound is, uh, it's an incoming call. Where did I put my salary? I opened the drawer of the study table, searched under the pile of books, and searched under the pillow. There aren't.

The ringing stopped, then it rang again. Ah, I remember, my gawa must still be in the school bag. Immediately I unpacked the plain black carry bag that had accompanied me this year and a half, and sure enough, my salary was there.

I immediately pressed the green button while reading Ayu's name on the screen. "Hello, Yu, why?"

"Tomorrow there's a task, right? I'm still at the cousin's wedding." Ah, I just remembered, Ayu was indeed busy from two days ago. Though not he who wants to get married, but Ayu is the most flattering. His cousin is very close to Ayu, so everything must be with Ayu.

"There, Math assignment. You're not going in tomorrow, are you?" I leaned my back on the chair, because I just did two seeds. I'll continue after the phone is closed. I'm not Ayu who can still think even though her mouth is busy talking.

"No, can rampage Nia Tea if I am not present at the wedding, the address was fired so cousin was mah. If Miss Fira nanyain says I'm a permit, yes." There was a loud noise from the sebrang, surely the family of the bride was gathering all.

I frowned in surprise, "Are you not sending a permit to school?"

"Send me, but usually the teacher doesn't know."

"Oh, okay, I'll say it." Then silent, Ayu did not reply. I also expressed suspicion, "You're joining really, yes, to waste this quota?"

Ah, I shook my head. It doesn't really matter. I better just close it. Fortunately I do the task now, if not tomorrow I must be disappointed because Ayu did not enter. There are still other friends, but only Ayu who is not stingy to share answers. He is always great value anyway, active also in the class, so do not worry if others will take the position of champion.

"I'm closed, yeah. Not done with the job." I prepared to press the red button, but Ayu shouted, making my ears buzz. "Wait!"

"Don't close yet, dong, I want to tell you a story." Well, it will be a long time if Ayu has started the story, I also males thinking, anyway. But it's a task gathered tomorrow, so I turn on the loud speaker, and keep the phone on the table. Just let Ayu nyerocos, I'll finish the task first.

"Steak, noise! Eni's just like Ana's going to sleep." Oops, I grinned, then brought books and mobile phones moved to the middle room.

I continued to do the task, while Ayu sniffed that I only answered with wow, oh, hm, and yes. Luckily it's about the matrix, so it's not that difficult. Ten questions were completed in fifteen minutes. Yes, it is, just addition and distribution is easy. Try if you have discussed inverses and determinations, pening directly nih head.

I began to focus on Ayu's voice, she was still not tired of telling stories. This is a great kid talking fifteen minutes non-stop. Not wrong I give him the nickname as a friend undigested se-Tasikmalaya.

"Do you know? That guy turned out to be our upperclassman! I wonder why she is in a women's lingerie store. What a vow! It turns out he was forced to be her boyfriend! Crazy no girl, maksa boy time to such a place." Ayu took a breath, then continued. "It turns out, uh apparently, the girl nganter the boy's sister to buy the interior, and unfortunately this guy was part of the driver. Fortunately he just waited outside, if inside he must be in the same crackle girls, haha!"

I laughed, there was nothing. Why don't guys wait in the parking lot just try? Bucin really are afraid of his girlfriend? Wonder.

"There's another funny story. There are fathers, he wants to buy BH for his wife, but does not know the size. The cashier's mother is confused dong, continues this father innocently said gini, 'I don't know the size, Ma'am. But it's about this big.' Not a lot of advice, anyway? He raised his hand to his chest and demonstrated as if he was holding his wife's. Crazy, straight up everyone who was there. Porn is really this, gentlemen."

I laugh ngakak, this boy wants to buy clothes in just a lot of the story, where not filtered also the talk. Fortunately my family was already asleep, if not, could be serious tuh.

"Okay, Na. I'm tired of the nyerocos!" Lah, who told you? He wants to tell himself, really.

But calling Ayu like this made me feel quite calm, I could forget the sadness of being ignored by Azam. Now remember again, tsk.

"Your turn dong's story, don't just me whip that shit."

I grimaced, lazy really have to nyerocos like Ayu. The ability of my mouth to tell stories at length was far below Ayu. But, did I just tell ya last week's incident to Ayu?

After pondering for a while, I decided to tell him.

"Last week ...." Start with a soft voice.

"Yes, why last week, Na?" Ayu's voice sounded curious.

I stared at the ceiling, "Please promise not to laugh! I'll continue the story."

"Duh, what the hell is this? I'm getting curious, huh! Promise not to laugh, promise!" Ayu's voice sounded excited. The noisy voice was already not very audible, it seemed like he was moving places. Yes if I were he would also be embarrassed about the incident at the underwear store with a voice in front of the family.

I exhaled a heavy breath, then started telling stories. "Last week I shot Azam."

There was the sound of things falling from the ground. Anjir, what the hell? Ayu didn't drop her own phone, did she?

"Sorry, sorry. I ate, and my spoon fell." Thank goodness it's just a spoon. "But what did you shoot Azam for? When exactly? How's story? Clear in detail! How come I don't know the big news, anyway? Why not tell a story from before? How did Azam respond? You accepted? So now you're Azam's girlfriend?"

Astagfirullah. I stroked the chest. This is a boy question a lot. I was confused which one to answer.

"Silence, Mom. That's who's gonna confide in what's the interrogation, anyway?"

"Sorry, sorry. Too enthusiastic. Tell me the chronology try!" His orders are absolutely indisputable.

I finally told him all the events, and as I thought, Ayu did not fall asleep. May he be snuggled! It's great to worry about people's suffering!

"Angyr, Na. So funny! It's grim! Do you like the same statue? You should have hit his head at that time. Who knew his brain was sane again, haha."

I chirped, "So, why do I like Azam?"

What a question I couldn't answer until now.