Not as Beautiful as Roses

chapter 49

Arka looked down while wiping the tears in the corner of her eyes.

"You're saying that let me stop deletin' you right? you can't make decisions that make our children sad later." Arka.

"Why should my child be sad? he still has me who can make him happy. Without even your figure I was able to right now, I still want Mas you once said I would not be able to survive without you but what proof? I'm still alive in good health and enough." Rose.

"One more thing, don't ever say 'we' again because there's never been that word. I always struggle alone, and when I tell you I'm pregnant you don't like it, do you? you're not happy so why are you talking about this your son." Say another rose.

"I realize you're important to me, please take the lawsuit out."

"What am I doing to take out the lawsuit, this is not what you want. You don't want this child to be born because you also have another daughter."

"But now it's proven that Sherly's son Fras's son is not mine."

"I don't care!" resolute Rose.

"You go home, ma'am nyariin you keep him miss you."

"If you want to meet me, he can come here. Whenever I would never go back to that house, I was traumatized by what had happened there." Rose Speak.

"Why the hell are you so stubborn gini, at least you think our son later he will need a father figure in his life I beg us to fix and start everything from scratch again."

"It's over, Mom, I don't want to repeat the same pain as the same person." Firm Rose.

Arka in front of the rose. "I don't know what else to do, I don't want to lose you no roses."

Unable to hold back tears, the rose finally cried. "Enough is enough! I've been crying because of you. I'm cape, mendingan now you're home."

"I won't be home until you're sorry for me." Say Arka loudly.

Arka stood back up and approached the Rose, but the Rose kept dodging.

"I told you not to take me!" snapped Rose.

The rose pulled Arka's hand out of her house, and the rose shut her door tightly.

"The rose opens the door the rose!" yelled Arka from outside.

The rose was crying behind the door with Arka.

"I won't be home until you're sorry!!" yell Arka again.

'Why should one look for when one feels lost, why do you realize that you love me after I tried desperately to mengikhlaskan our marriage mas.' Inner Rose.

**

The day had begun to afternoon, Roses had just woke up in his room looking at the window he saw a very cloudy sky indicating that there was going to be rain.

The rose went to the front door and saw Arka from behind the window and the Ark was still there.

"Mas Arka why don't you go home anyway, even insist want to be here." Rose Grousers.

Roses try not to care about it, he also tried to busy himself with cooking and so on.

It's 18:00 Roses are done with the work including bathing. He also intends to have dinner suddenly rain down heavily.

Roses ran towards the front window and saw Arka still sitting in front, Arka folded her hands on her stomach, Roses knew Arka was cold.

Meanwhile the Ark outside began to be hit by splashes of rain.

"Damn it, it's raining again." Grouser Arka.

Suddenly, a thunderbolt rang out loudly making the Rose very surprised.

'Do I have the heart to let Arka's mas sit alone in the rain like this?" inner Rose.

But Roses recalled what Arka had done to him.

"Son, I don't want to apologize for Arka I have to stick to my principles." Say another rose.

The rose entered his room again and waited for the rain to stop. The thought of the Rose could not stop at Arka who was still sitting outside.

'Mas Arka seems to be doing this intentionally, let me pity continue to forgive him.' Inner Rose.

The rain is getting heavier accompanied by wind and lightning. "Testing doesn't stop." Rose Grousers.

**

The sound of the thundering rain made the Rose fall asleep until she finally woke up at 23:00.

"Geez I fell asleep, what time is it?" he said while looking at the clock on his phone.

"Oh my goodness, Arka!" say Rose.

The rose walked towards the window and saw Arka whether she was still there or not.

Arka fell asleep on the floor. His clothes were soaked in the splash of heavy rain.

Rose saw Arka's body shivering, Rose's ego finally collapsed and she opened the door for Arka.

"Mas Arka? you gapapa?" the Rose came near to Arka.

"Rose sorryin me ..," said Arka.

"Geez your body is hot, come on in." Rose.

Rose knew this was wrong, contrary to what he had planned but he also could not bear to see the state of Arka.

The rose took Arka to her room.

"Your clothes are wet Mas, you open yes fear of increasing the wind." Rose.

Arka fell asleep on the bed of the Rose, her clothes were still wet.

"Gosh, mas Arka why even overslept when he slept wearing a wet shirt? I don't have any of her clothes here either." Rose Grousers.

Because it was forced to finally release the Arka clothes one strand after another until the plain Arka was not dressed.

The rose wants to close both eyes but everything is visible. The rose immediately covered Arka's body with a blanket.

He looked at Arka's face as if he didn't want to turn the other way. 'You are so handsome and so similar to Dika. Unfortunately, your attitude is much different. Mas Dika who can make me happy in his way and you who always hurt me in your way too.' Inner Rose, did not feel the tears falling again.

The rose wiped away her tears then came out of her room to take warm.

The tightness in his chest was so obvious when dealing with Arka, his heart could not leave but the logic said enough and stopped.

The rose returned to his room to compress the Arka, with full tenderness the Rose compressing the forehead of the Arka.

'No, I can't melt anymore. I can't baper and get back on the wrong path.' Inner Rose.

After that Rose fell asleep beside Arka while sitting on a chair.