Not a Thorn in a Wedding

Calvina's Desire

Gauri hugged the child when she saw Calvina's tears fall on her cheek. This most painful thing Gauri never knew would happen. Not wanting to be a selfish mother attach importance to the happiness of the child until willing to make the daughter-in-law suffer forever. Instead, now he must account for decisions that were never thought if it would be wrong in the next time.

"I'm sorry, Cal. I have to tell you this is all. Zay..."

"Don't say anything, Mom. I know everything about Zayn and that woman. I watched their wedding back then from where I was at the bushes." Gauri shook her head not knowing how painful it was for the child to see a marriage that he never allowed.

It could only shed tears, a wound that was so painful on his chest as if it had been covered at this moment. Calvina knew how much she was crying right now that no one could come back. With the marriage of Zayn and Rista that has been running for some time, of course, he understands it is too late. Zayn was happy with another woman.

"Mother's guilty, Calvina. Mother guilty. I'm sorry, Son. This time I'll do what you ask as long as you stay with Mom and Dad. Please don't leave us again, son." Gauri cried sobbing saying her plea.

How afraid the shadow returns the child goes to tell the silence. Calvina sobbed in silence. His trembling lips kept trying to keep him quiet so as not to make a sound. It was hard to imagine how happy he was with his husband and son. All the happiness that God gave away suddenly disappeared replaced with nightmares that he could not lose.

"Father is also guilty, Calvina. Please forgive Mom and Dad. We never thought this day would come. Despite our great expectations you and your sister are back. I really can't bear to see Zayn who keeps falling. If there's something you blame, then we're the guilty ones, son." Matthew hugged Calvina.

The cries of sadness continued to sound in the room. Shopia even cried to see how sick her sister was with this incident. Their arrival should be greeted with happy tears. But not for now.

"I won't bother them, Mom. Zayn's been waiting for me this whole time. I'd be happy if my husband was happy with that woman. I know this is all a line I have to accept. I will learn to accept everything." said Calvina Lirih.

Sharing a husband makes her unwilling. If you have to damage the husband's household with honey, it seems Calvina is so evil. Hearing how Shopia told him about Rista being so sincere about taking care of him.

Gauri shook her head crying incessantly hearing the spaciousness of the child's heart. Unable to withstand the mounting guilt, the middle-aged woman immediately kissed the back of the child's hand. Apologizing profusely for interfering in the life problems of Zayn and the child.

"No, Ma. Mother is right. There is nothing to forgive. I am thankful to be alive. Although my two children can't be seen anymore at this time. I miss them, Mom. Can I visit them now?" calvina asked, dropping back tears.

His consciousness from so many comas got a bitter shock. Losing her husband, child and future child. Matthew who understood the pain of the child was no longer able to hold back Calvina other than nodding according to her request.

Sick when meeting with the family who both thought it had not made Gauri and Matthew to be confused about what to express themselves. There are many things they still confuse. Even to embrace the longing for Calvina and Shopia, Fara could not be explained at this time.

This is where two mountainous ground with fresh green Japanese grass decoration seen Calvina lowered her whole body collapsed from the wheelchair hugging the neat land. The guilt-ridden cry that he had endured in the canister finally spilled out. Calvina was aware that everything happened because of her carelessness.

Gauri in the arms of her husband cried to see how fragile Calvina is today.

"No!!!!" his screams echoed at the funeral .

"My son, God! My boy! Return my son! I beg of You. Please give me back my two children!" A strong scream sounded as Calvina gouged over the tomb that was holding her.

The body he had just realized did not care how weak it was at the moment. The pain he felt. Accident hit to lie in the hospital for years, and had to lose her husband as she lost her child. Calvina doesn't know what else to do. Wanting to feel grateful to be aware of the coma, but seeing everything he had taken made him want to go back to the coma and leave the world.

"What's my fault? What's wrong with you, God? All mine You take. Please wake me up from my nightmare." Calvina hugged the tomb beneath her.

Gauri and Matthew compactly grabbed the child's shoulder. The three of them hugged each other. The child they love is losing its way.

"Honey, there's Mom and Dad. Awake, Son. What do you want right now? Kataka." said Gauri.

"Say, Cal. I'll grant you whatever you want." said the middle-aged man.

His heart could not see how broken the child was. As a father he would do anything this time to make amends. Honey, Calvina just shook her head weakly. He himself does not know what else he wants today other than to get back his life in the past.

"I just want to go back in time, Mom, Dad. I want my kids, I want my husband. I want my former status. I want my old marriage." said Calvina lirih but successfully silenced the lips of both parents.