Not a Secret Boyfriend

21.I Love you

Reyhan looked at Nadira's back, he understood maybe Nadira was awkward because he slept next to her, but Reyhan stayed asleep next to her, he wanted Nadira later to get used to it.

The atmosphere of silence was felt in the room, although actually both of them had not fallen asleep but they seemed reluctant to just chat, but unlike Reyhan, he seemed to be eager to chat with his wife.

("I always expect this moment, when I can sleep next to you, and if tomorrow morning, it's your face that I first see when I wake up from my sleep.") Reyhan said.

"Ra, I don't know if you're asleep or not, but I just want to express my feelings right now, honestly the first time I met you, I've put my heart on you, I've put my heart on you,and it turned out that God was so good that he planned something beyond my expectations, now that I'm married to you, someone who made me fall in love for the first time." Reyhan murmured, looking at Nadira's back.

Reyhan seemed to just want to tell the truth, he no longer wanted to hide his feelings, even though he did not know Nadira heard it or not.

("Duh, Reyhan, how the hell is that, but why do I feel happy, when Reyhan says it,eemm actually what I feel, where maybe I fell in love with him too soon, maybe I fell in love with him too, while I also love Arfan.") Nadira's inner.

"Nadira, I love you." said Reyhan softly.

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Nadira's heart feels like it's going to be dislodged, when Reyhan gently says that he loves her, which is why Nadira feels a different feeling when Reyhan expresses his feelings.

Nadira was initially reluctant to answer him, he pura fell asleep, but at that tense moment, Nadira's nose even itchy terrace, like his he wanted to sneeze.

"Yyyy." Nadira sneezed while the atmosphere was tense.

"So you haven't slept, um why didn't you say, here!" Reyhan turned Nadira's body into facing his direction.

Their eyes met each other, Reyhan smiled to see Nadira who was like her was surprised by what Reyhan did, especially when Reyhan hugged her.

"Why?" Reyhan poked Nadira's nose.

"I-i." Nadira was nervous.

"Don't answer anything, I just want to reveal it, you don't have to answer if it will only hurt my heart" Reyhan said, knowing that Nadira had not loved him.

Reyhan is very aware that Nadira has a boyfriend that he loves, he does not want to force Nadira to love him back, but he will only try to get the love of his wife, in his own way, but he will only try to get the love of his wife,the way he thinks is good and not without coercion.

"Sleep, I know you're not comfortable with me.!" said Reyhan who got straight out of bed, he walked towards the chair, and laid his body there.

Reyhan deliberately did that, so that Nadira could fall asleep peacefully, he did not want to be selfish, because he also understood they had just known each other, so it took time to just get to know more.

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Mornings

Nadira just woke up from her sleep, she looked at the sofa, where Reyhan slept there last night, but apparently, Nadira did not see Reyhan there.

"Has he gone home?" Nadira Gumam.

Nadira also rose and began to prepare for school, Nadira today seems happy, I don't know but since last night Reyhan expressed his feelings, until it was carried away to dreamland.

There were Nadin and Surya who were having breakfast. "Are you ready, son?" nadin asked when he saw Nadira coming.

"I-iyah mah." said Nadira a little nervous.

"Eemm earlier this morning papa saw Reyhan praying in our mosque mah, what was he staying here last night?" Ask Surya.

"Dad pah, it was raining all night, so Reyhan was caught" replied Nadin.

"Oh Good, at dawn papa can also just go home, papa accidentally sleep in the office because of heavy rain, and Reyhan happened to be saying goodbye to go home earlier" said Surya.

"Mama thought Reyhan was still sleeping, it turned out to have come home, just don't look" said Nadin.

"Dad, tadi Reyhan also sempet say, he said he wanted to say goodbye to mama is not good because mama must still sleep, he knows that mama again comes to the moon so it is impossible to wake up at dawn" said Surya.

"Hmm indeed well, the boy was very attentive, mama seneng very pah, punya son-in-law like Reyhan, especially when yesterday Maghrib, mama ngeliat Reyhan praying congregated with Nadira, the feeling of mama is very cool to see her, ngem, Reyhan is a really gentleman." Nadin is very proud of Reyhan.

("Everyone likes Reyhan equally, even mama and papa brightly praised Reyhan in front of me.") Nadira's inner.

"Eemm I went to school first mah, pah," Nadira stood up.

"Loh, the breakfast is not spent" said Nadin.

"Kenyang mah, like mules if breakfast a lot" said Nadira.

"Yes, you're leaving with Reyhan again, right?" ask Nadin.

"Dad Mah, then Dira to Reyhan's house first" said Nadira.

"Alright, be careful, son." said Nadin.

"Dad, pah." Nadira kissed the hand of papa and his mother after that, he walked to his car.

When Nadira just wanted to get into his car, Reyhan appeared to come and smile at her, he immediately approached her.

("Why so deg degan gini well, why did he use a smile so anyway, I became a grogi gini.") Nadira's mind, he turned his eyes away.

"Is he ready?" reyhan asked with a smile.

"Dad." replied Nadira.

"Let me take the car, here's the key!" Reyhan reached out his hand, Nadira gave him the key.

After that Nadira climbed into the car, followed by Reyhan who from earlier just a smile of his own smile to see Nadira who looks nervous.

In the car, Nadira only pokus looking out through the window of his car, while Reyhan several times steal a look at Nadira.

"Ekhem." Reyhan pura coughs. "Sorry this morning I didn't say goodbye first, so I don't have the heart to wake you up, you sleep again pules problem." said Reyhan began the conversation.

"Dad." replied Nadira briefly.

"Have you had breakfast?" ask Reyhan.

"Udah." again Nadira answered briefly.

("Nadira is still nervous, what because last night well, but no papa, no we are also married, so it seems natural that I just hug her like that.") Reyhan's inner self.