Not a Curse

136. Letter from ex

Sarah just sat on the cold floor of her cell and kept looking at the envelope Alisa had given her. It feels unable to read the writing in it because of hearing Radian who is getting married. Surely in it is just an apology from Radian who was addressed to him. Sarah could guess.

In his mind he still could not believe that Radian could just forget about it after more than ten years together. If asked, what in Sarah's heart still loves the man. The answer is, yes.

Sarah was married to Erland only tempted by her property. Although over time grew a sense in Sarah's heart because of the handsome face and also the attention of Erland. But compared to Radian who has filled her heart since High School, Sarah loves the man even more than anything.

Now, Sarah what can it be?? He's in the cell. Running to see Radian alone can't. He was begging the man to cancel his marriage. That's impossible for Sarah right now.

Sarah rubbed her tears that suddenly seeped out. His bouncy fingers began to open the white envelope. Even though I guessed the inside. Sarah kept the envelope open.

The handwriting in black ink welcomed Sarah. Sentence by sentence that was deliberately written Radian as if waving asked Sarah to start spelling it.

🌹🌹🌹

To Sarah, the woman I once loved...

(Sarah smiled wryly. From this one opening sentence alone, Radian plainly said that at the moment he was not the woman he loved )

Sarah, I'm not gonna ask you how you are, because I've heard about what's going on with you right now.

Until now I never thought that our relationship would end like this.

We used to dream of building a happy family.

But it turns out destiny is so far apart.

Through this letter, I apologize for all my past mistakes that have ruined your life.

If only we had not done the forbidden thing, surely at this time you could still be pregnant with your husband's child.

I'm sorry about that, I'm really sorry Sarah.

But time goes on and we can't turn time back.

You have always been the owner of Sarah's heart, but that was before I tried to get you back to your husband.

Once again forgive me Sarah, for telling you this.

In the near future, I will marry the woman who has now succeeded in replacing you in my heart.

For some reason in a short time he managed to control my whole heart.

It wasn't my intention to dump you with another woman.

I just want to apologize to you for not being able to come back to you even though you're divorced

I don't want any misunderstandings in the future because I promised to marry you when you got divorced from your husband.

I can only pray that you are steadfast and patient in living all of this.

I also believe that there is still a good side in your heart that is deepest.

So do not act rashly again so that it can make you more difficult.

Radians...

🌹🌹🌹

Sarah clasped the paper tightly until the surface was shapeless. His back shook and a small sobbing began to come out of his lips.

Sarah hid her face between her knees. Crying by trying to hold his voice so as not to come out. It hurts when crying in such circumstances.

He should have shouted throwing all the weight on his shoulders at this moment. Where there is no place to share, there is no place to go now.

Indeed, the reply he received for his actions had made him tormented even though it had only been a few days. Especially if you face ten more years. I don't think Sarah can. He was like a piece of wood floating on the high seas. Alone no one cares and no one intends to pick it up.

"What do you really say. Time cannot be turned again. But if the opportunity is true. I want to go back to our happy times together. If I'm given another chance, I won't abort our future son Radian. I would never have married Erland if I had just accepted a simple life with you. It was all my fault, I was greedy and evil. Let all this be in return for my actions. I'm willing to languish in here, even for good. Because even when I get out I won't have anyone else"

After her crying subsided, Sarah dried her tear-filled face. Then Sarah walked to the door of her cell.

"Excuse me!! Mom, I asked for permission to go out. I'd like to call my relatives for a minute" Sarah's permission was given to one of the guards who served there.

"What business is it??" Ask the fierce-looking warden.

"Just ask for news. Nothing is important. I beg you, just for a moment" Sarah's been begging someone else this time

"Can't be more than ten minutes!!" Said the woman with her sharp glaring eyes.

"Good ma'am, thank you so much" Sarah smiled, looking so excited just because she was given the opportunity to contact someone.

Sarah was taken to the room in there also guarded by several guards who worked there. They seem to be busy with their work.

Sarah came closer to the phone, which was in the corner of the room. Although those who were there seemed to be focused on his work, but Sarah felt that every movement continued to be watched. But he didn't care, because there wasn't anything weird he was going to do.

Sarah started picking up the white phone. Pressing the twelve numbers he had already memorized heavily out of his head.

His heart was beating faster just from hearing the sound of a phone being connected. It was really stressful for Sarah. What he called was someone who had been with him for years.

"Hello??" Answer a man across there.

A heavy voice that Sarah misses. The voice that used to accompany his days.

"Hello?? Sorry, who's this with??" Ask the man again because Sarah never let out her voice.

"Can I help you??" Ask the man again.

"Who is Mas??" Sarah could hear the voice of the woman near the man.

"Don't know honey, maybe a wrong call or a prankster" replied the man.

Sarah smothered her mouth so as not to let out her crying voice. Hearing the man calling another woman "honey" made her heart cut.

Sarah immediately turned off her call by putting the phone handle back in place.

"May you be happy with the woman of your choice Radian"