
"This ... This seems to have been written by the man who found Dira, Mi." Papi Dian showed the writing he found behind a small photo of Dira.
Photo with a haircut like a boy.
...*For my little daughter...
Dira, if you read this. It means you will know a secret about your life*.
The secret that your mother and father have been hiding from you. Even our move to this city after 1 year in the village, also because the mother and father do not want the village people if you are not the biological children of mother and father.
*Here mothers worked in the homes of the rich as washers. At that time the mother accidentally heard the mother's employer was angry because of the baby they bought women. What a baby boy wants.
Since they bought the times illegally, the mother's employer plans to dump you. Mothers who do not listen to the employer's conversation about it immediately make a plan as well.
When you are put in a box in a state of unconsciousness, the trus is placed on the porch next to the house. I took the box that was your room and I changed it to another box that I filled the stone for the ballast.
After your dapetin, the mother immediately stopped working and the father made sure the mother returned home so that the mother's employer did not know about you.
Mother and father agreed to raise you and consider you our son because we have no biological children.
I also love you the name Nadira Anjani, because I feel the name is good and suitable for you who are very beautiful.
I'm sorry I'm the same father who couldn't give you a good life, son. Mothers with your dear father*.
Dira smothers his mouth in disbelief with what he hears. Sam read out the small, neat contents of the text so that everyone would hear it.
At that time Dira's body fell to the floor because it could no longer withstand all the crush on his heart.
"Darling!" Because immediately clenched Dira's body tightly and tried to calm his crying wife.
"Was Mika's mother always said I was a pick-up boy, Mas. It turns out that I am indeed a child of mother and father," said Dira in between tears.
"Sst, there's no such thing as a pick-up boy, honey. All children are the same, only their luck is different and the way they are present in the family that raised them is also different." For stroking Dira's shoulders gently.
"Why? Why is my life so sad, Mom. I'm tired, I'm tired, I can't afford everything anymore, Mom. All this time I endured many insults and disgusted views from people. Not even a few people who say I'm an illegitimate child who is not clear parents." Dira let out all the complaints that have been borne so far.
"Why is my life so full of drama? Wh why? I just want to be happy like everyone else, I just want family. But why is the fact that I'm not a mother's biological child and that father makes me so sick, Mom? All this time my father loved me so much, why do I have to be separated from my family? Why?"
"Do I not deserve to be happy? Was I so evil that I had to live such a bitter life before? Why am I not allowed to be happy even for a moment? Even after I was evicted from my father's house, every moment I thought was just a matter of life."
"How can I get money to eat? How can I continue school? How is my life going to be? I've never even lost my mother's affection."
Dira's cry grew more heartbreaking in the ears of everyone who heard it. Even Mega who for several years always with Dira was only this time saw the real pain of his friend.
All this time Dira never complained anything to Mega or anyone. Dira endured all the insults and scorn of the people about his identity.
"Dira ..." lirih Mega could not bear to see his best friend crying over his dark life.
Because his embrace to Dira who is still so shocked and a little frustrated due to all the facts he heard.
All this time Dira thought that the father and mother who raised him were his biological parents. Even every time his stepmother said that he was a pickle child, Dira did not care and never took a headache.
But now after he heard all the statements of the mother through writing. Dira's heart and feelings were so shaken violently by the facts.
"Nadir ... I'm sorry Mami couldn't take care of you back then, son. My mom is sorry for trusting you with others. As a result Mami has to lose you for decades. Sorry Mommy, Son."
Tangis mami Hera was full of regrets, she used to be very stubborn when the husband asked her not to work and take care of children only.
But Hera's mom who is very ambitious to succeed with her field in the world of fasion makes her not to criticize the husband.
Until the peak he had to lose his daughter because of too entrusting his son to the nanny.
Dira who was no longer able to withstand his inner shock, fell unconscious in the arms of the husband snag.
"Dear, what's wrong with you? Baby, open your eyes." Because that had felt Dira's body weakened immediately distanced his wife's face.
How shocked he and everyone when they found Dira unconscious.
"Darling! Hey, you're talking." Panic Gara when Dira did not open both eyes.
"Bring the room, Ga!" Papa Rudi's orders were to immediately contact the Doctor to come.
For bringing Dira to their room upstairs. Mega and the other women follow Gara's steps in panic.
While the men still wait below, because they do not want to make the surrounding Dira crowded with many people.
"I think we're wrong to come now, Pi. We should wait for my test results to come out first. We just talk slowly with Dira and obviously everything slowly. Maybe the result won't be this."
Sam rubbed his face rudely, regretting his overly rash actions in his opinion.
"Don't regret what happened, Sam. Even if tomorrow or the day after tomorrow we tell Dira. The result will remain the same, his dark life in the past that still disturbs his feelings must be eliminated."
Papa Rudi calms Sam who seems very sad about his sister's condition.
"Yes, Sam. We also have to correct the mistakes in our past with Nadir. We must love Nadir happiness as his hope. Because the bitterness of his life in the past also did not escape the interference of Papi sama mami."
Papi Dian tried hard to see the condition of siding with his daughter even though his heart was very sick to hear all Dira's complaints.
As head of the household and head of the family. Papi Dian did not want to show his sadness.
But if he shows sorrow in front of his family, he is sad, then who will strengthen his wife and children.