Nisa For Abi

Can't do it without my medicine.

^_____Night sky is very colorful. Fulfill yourself, who won't leave.

Waking from my sleep, kissing you again.

Your voice is whispering

"I Love You"

Your body scent, your,

come to me every day.

You Where?

**

Luckily Abi was able to drive until he got in front of the garage. He parked his car anywhere. He got out of the car, his breathing was unstable, his steps almost staggered down. However, he can still control himself.

"Mas, Mas Abi why?" asked Bibik, who happened to be out to close the window. Bibik immediately grabbed Abi's body, wanting to break it, but Abi refused.

"Wild, I can. Don't come, Mama knows." said Abi. Still weakly, ran up to his room..

"Mas Abi, how can you not heal too." sad Bibik saw it.

Abi closed the door of the room, and immediately he locked it. He loosened the tie and immediately laid his body on the black-clothed mattress. Restless, rolling and curling up held all his anxiety.

"Aarrrrgghhh!" Abi sobbed, and roared off what he was holding.

Slightly conscious and relieved, Abi wriggled his body. He grabbed the nightstand drawer, and took out a medicine. Moreover, if the sedative for a moment forget everything. He has been dependent on it for the past five years.

"What should I do if I take this medicine with me wherever I go? I'm bored, tired, and careless" he lamented.

**

"Where to, Bik? How does the car park?" ask Mama Sofi, who just came home from her show.

"Is something?" mama Sofi asked, who caught a strange look at Bibik's expression.

"Mas Abi, come home last night." she replied, nervous.

Mama Sofi sighed, shrugged her shoulders and massaged her forehead. He knew, even though Bibik did not explain further about everything.

"Where is he?"

"Rest, Madam." point Bibik towards Abi's room.

Mama Sofi gave the bag to Bibik. He immediately went up, tried to approach and calm Abi. However, his room was locked tightly. He won't knock it. Abi must have taken the medicine, and slept soundly by now.

"Follow me... When did all this end? Mama knows, you're tired, son." cried the Mama inwardly.

Mama Sofi turned her body, left the room and went back to sit in front of the tv. He could only ponder, thinking about the fate of his eldest son.

Specially? Even Abi has received intensive care from experts. All ways have been done. But, it is from Abi himself who is not ready and able. Only positively, he is more able to control himself than before.

"The only way it's, is she's married. But, even betrothed nothing works. If he doesn't refuse, it must be the woman who is ilfeel. Moreover, with Abi's history like this."

"Mom, Mas Abi was just traumatized. Mas Abi is not crazy. Why did they get like that?"

"So, Bik. They only judge by what they hear."

Mama Sofi was restless. His son was stamped as a weathered bachelor, and even many did not hesitate to accuse him of being deviant and abnormal. The heart of the mother who does not hurt, when the child is only a puppet is considered as such.