NIRVANA SHACKLES

DON'T STOP ME!

‘He saved me, I should have saved his life too. But why...my heart feels unsettled? I'm sure this one thing is the right thing I did for her. I have to save her. He can't wake up tonight until the fire is completely extinguished. If he woke up, with his reckless temperament, he would definitely run to find his family. I'm sorry, but this is all I can do to repay your kindness. Sorry for not being able to save your family, her inner’.

There was no other choice for the boy, other than to let Wuxian sleep without knowing what had happened that night. He did so only to save Wuxian, although the actions he took seemed selfish.

He allowed Wuxian to be soaked until the fire was extinguished and the morning had come….

“Hoaaam. Is it because I'm too tired?” wuxian muttered while yawning as he still felt very sleepy. However, he still forced himself to rise and open his net wide.

When Wuxian's gaze became clear, he found the child with him standing far from his reach.

“Hei! Hey!!” Wuxian called out, calling him that way, because he did not know what his name was.

When Wuxian woke up, the boy looked back. He found Wuxian smiling widely while walking up to him.

‘I wish he could keep smiling like that. But unfortunately, after he learned what had happened, he had to be forced to set foot into the real cruel world. Dab probably won't smile like this time, just like me, his inner’.

“Hey, did you sleep well last night? I am known to sleep anywhere.even though the stables, I can still close my eyes without interruption,” said Wuxian while embracing the shoulders of children of the same age who were right beside him.

The boy smiled slightly at Wuxian. The boy's smile made Wuxian a little amazed to see him.

“See! You smile!” Hysterical. “Looks like there's a good part of you. At first, I was bad at times. Even though you are very cold, do not like to talk, and love to ignore others, but it turns out you can smile,” said Wuxian gleefully.

“Wuxian..,” call it.

“Woah! This time, you even called my name.”

“Wuxian right, right, your name? Look that way!” the boy straightened his eyes back.

Wuxian followed the boy's request.

“What's special there? Isn't that the village I live in?” said ease. A moment later, “B-true. What is it?” stuttered. Wuxian waved at his joints for a moment, making him let go of his embrace unconsciously.

“Disease overnight. It seems, there is someone who deliberately made a mess,” said the boy in a straightforward tone.

“You.... do you know that?” ask Wuxian.

The boy was silent for a moment, only beginning to answer questions from Wuxian.

“I just found out this morning. You ...”

When the boy turned his head, Wuxian was nowhere to be seen. He searched for Wuxian's whereabouts, then saw it had passed away. He guessed that Wuxian was running towards the village where he lived.

“Mother... Dad.... Where are you guys? Mom, Dad!!!” wuxian shouted while looking for the whereabouts of his parents behind the remains of objects burned by the fire last night. “Mother, Father!!! Please, come out!!! I'm sure you're okay. Right, right?! Mother, there is no way. Mother, you can milk me for anything, you can beat me any number of times, I beg you to come out! If you guys don't show up, I assume you're okay. I hope so. But... would it be foolish to wish it that way?” wuxian's knee joint weakened, making him fall over the remaining ash that was still quite hot.

“Wuxian! Yu Wuxian!!!” The boy shouted the name Wuxian.

Wuxian reflex turned to her who was looking at her with a sad look in her eyes.

“Dad and Mom are gone. What use am I to survive!!” cetus Wuxians. Then, Wuxian grabbed the pointy wooden branch he got at random.

The boy who was with Wuxian had guessed that Wuxian would do such a foolish act as he saw with his current eyes. When he saw that, he quickly ran to Wuxian and swiftly caught the hand of Wuxian who almost hurt himself.

“Stupid!!! What are you doing?!!” his jolt, trying to stop Yu Wuxian.

“Don't stop me!!! I'll catch up with my parents. If they are no longer with me, why would I survive?!!” wuxian replied with a shout that made his vocal cords hoarse and heavy.

“Stupid!!! If you're like this, it means you're losing. A coward! Don't be a coward. Don't you want revenge?!” persuade the boy.

A moment later, Wuxian's hand clutching the pointy wooden branch weakened and he began to cry.

Wuxian finally shed her tears. He was crying, screaming.

“Cry as hard as you can. A man can cry once. But after this, your tears this time, will be your last tears. If you want to be a strong man, then never cry, even if it hurts. Make tears the strength of your first foundation builder. Then, do not destroy that foundation with a second tear. That way, we will be strong. Whoever is strong, then, will get whatever they want. Including revenge. I'll help you.” The boy tried to persuade and strengthen Wuxian's mentality.

“Help me? What can you help? Do you know who did all this?” ask Wuxian.

“For now, I ...”

“You don't know it. So, how do you help me? You're not helping at all. I'll find them right now. I will search for them and tear them apart. I will reply them many times for what they did!” the spontaneous Cetus Wuxian rose from his position with a glittering gaze at the end of his net.

“Stop!!!” The boy stopped Wuxian while holding Wuxian's body with all his might.

“Exit!” Wuxian stared at the boy's net guts, with the intention of warning him.

“No!” emphatically.

“If you can't help me, at least don't get in my way. I command once more, get out of my way! If not, I will not hesitate, even to you,” said Wuxian.

“And my answer is still the same, NO!!!” sternly once again.

“Listen... Looks like we should straighten out the problem between you and me. I saved you out of pity, and also because I should have saved you. I don't care who you are or your identity. Since you survived, you can leave. You don't have to repay me. Among us, there is no debt. So, get out of my way!” cetus Wuxians.