
"Lord I never asked you much but I beg you to erase this feeling I'd rather just die I can't live until you keep testing me,"
"God you know from a long time ago I was alone feeling pain like this you know God take my life now hyks hyks I can not afford to until when my life gini," I watered in the wet grass because after the rain I did not ignore the gazes of many people who passed around the lake.
"I've been trying to forget her I've also learned to forget her then why else would you have to put her back in my life bring her back in her place,"
"Sorry, why?" said someone patting my shoulder slowly I raised my head how surprised I turned out to be Chen when I scattered into his arms spilling all my grievances.
"Nihlyi you Nihlyi are my best friend,"
"Yes who else is the hyx,"
"Why do you cry so pretty?"
"I don't know what Che's gonna do,"
"You've been here all along?"
"Yes Che sorry, don't you know, why are you here?"
"Oh gini Yi the story, the,I'm looking after the bakery the same mom and there's a call from Luii he said he saw you in the hospital parking lot but when he asked you this you really or not you answered no,so he asked me to help me make it here I also have been a long time in Japan a year after the time you moved I also followed the move here at the request of your papi mother also follow you continue to wake up ruko for me as a business mother yes now thank goodness I also graduated nursing majors,"
"Why not find me?" ketusku
"I'm sorry I actually know you've been around, but I'm just in it because I don't want you to be so hard because of me,"
"You never make me hard Che even I always make you hard,"
"You know Lursl's almost crazy because you're Yi,"
"Isn't Lursl married?"
"Was marriage?"
"That's serious,"
"Who's married, who's married,"
"Che," ketusku
"Yes-yes,"
"Say Lursl was married,"
"Who said?"
"Say anyone I think,"
"That's it,"
"Continue Fanyu,"
"If Fanyu had died two years ago, he said he killed himself jumping from the top of the building,"
"Ha who really is you?"
"Yes, really, I wanted to tell you that you're still in America,"
"Darent," I said, taking his hand and I saw that there was a ring
"This Che, are you married?"
"Ga I'm just engaged but I'm getting married next month, anyway,"
"Who has not seen this until so long ago, I don't know,"
"You know haha, for sure,"
"Who?"
"There you are," he replied, laughing out loud
"Oh sure om om om hahah you like the same om om that,"
"No," tart her
"Continue?"
"Lu"
"You want to marry Lursl, right?" I pretend to laugh
"Yes, I want to marry Lursl" he said, looking at me seriously
Deg
"Chen the same Lursl kept me how oh my God what trials let alone this," my inner self refrained from crying
"Hahah Nihlyi,"
"Why?" tanya I seriously saw her face that looked a little thin from before
"I want to marry Luii in the same time as Lursl hahahha,"
"Luii?"
"Oh that's why I believe with Brother Luii he can take care of you Che more than anything,"
"Do you have any pity on Lursl?"
"Pity?"
"Yes, you know when you go Lursl always sits on the bench where we usually sit and hold the chair where you sit in class no one can sit there ever is a guy in the class we want sitting there right home from school battered tomorrow he did not dare to school, he,continue this is the funniest every in the canteen Alrasthor children always keep the place we used to sit he said Lursl ga would if his little cat there is a bother until he wants to pass ga there who dares to destroy or hold everything you have ever occupied Yi,"
"Lursl?"
"Yes Yi he's in love with you proof that he's always looking for you, and well you know why they're soldiers,"
"Ga know,"
"That's because Lursl wants to look for you and keep saying he wants to be a Reio kayak that can belong to your heart,"
"Che I've been mean all this time with Lursl I haven't pantes for him,"
"With Yi you are pantes for Lursl believe sam me, he already now you go home pity uncle same aunt,"
"Yes Che I'm home, you're home, too,"
"Yes, but I'm gonna have to stop by the shophouse okay,"
"Surely it is,".When I got home everyone smiled at me
"Mami sorryin Nihlyi," I said running into my mother's arms sobbing
"Yes dear mami also apologized to Nihlyi,"
"Mami is wrong Nihlyi is wrong, Nihlyi is also sorry as well papi all,"
"Yes papi knows,"
"But why lie to Nihlyi?" ketusku
"What lie?"
"That's Chen why you didn't tell me from the beginning,"
"That's sorry princes papi don't want you to think Lursl continues,"
"Ante Shefi inta aaf yes,"
"Yes dear ante also apologize for yelling earlier in front of you,"
"Yes ante or cheek ante au so altis,"
"It's an artist haha,"
"Sorry yes mbak earlier Nihlyi shouted continuously angry with mbak," said I hugged Mbak Sye
"Dear dear, sorry but not again, that's it,"
"Yes, mbak,"
"That's ante peyuk imi huwaaaa,"
"Mimi you have an ante now she's more affectionate with ante wekk," I said sticking my tongue out at her
"Huwaaaaaaa cheeks,"
"Here-yes dear to mimi,"
"Sister Deey sorryin Nihlyi," I hugged my handsome brother's body
"Hey, baby gapapa,"
"Adi mimi cheekbones dipped ante huwaaa,epas ante peek,"
"Ante also has papi" I said hugging papi
"That's an op by Shefi and her papi ante,"
"The answer is Aldief and his papi ante" cried Aldief with his lisp
"Sister Doof," I shouted running over my dear brother's arms
"It's getting heavier, Brother," said Kak Aldof carrying my body
"It's big, brother,"
"Ante has been great pasih aja inta in dendong kalo Aldief alu,"
"Let me first I have a brother than you have a daddy," I said sticking my tongue towards my father who was 1 and a half years old while Shefi was 2 years old.
"Nihlyi have been embarrassed you are already big still ask in the arms ga shy?"
"Ngapain's ashamed of my brother's own brother,"
"Well, let's all eat it out, it's rest,"
Don't forget to leave a trail