Nightworld

Chapter 12

Thinking about the feelings I kept on having, made things even clearer. Liking in silence or not is all risky. I like this guy in front of me, kind and very friendly what can not be done by him? Understand and also reliable. This feeling grew clearer as she was right near me with her sweet embrace and her little smile.

toktokotok...

"Is the job done?"

"that's how..."

"Tonight we eat together, there's something I want to say."

"Tonight can't, I'll go overtime and solve the problems we're facing right now."

" you can be late at home and I can help you with the youth."

"haa...I really can't do that."

"Fame..."

"...."

" I met him in the parking lot, he was with the guy and they were hugging. Looks like they have a relationship like a lover."

"Is that important?"

" dear.I just told you that your dear friend already has the man he loves. So stop wishing on her."

"Stop. You know all the love that exists between us is all because of Fani. Whether he's got another guy isn't a problem for me."

"You stopped. We've been dating and what fiancee do you want?"

" I love that woman..."

"What's? Are you kidding me?  This is not what I want to hear after all these years of not meeting."

"Our relationship begins with lies and pity, you know I accept you because of the lies you give. The sense of kasina from the lies you give makes everything clear."

" What? You've been in a relationship for a long time and this is the answer you gave me?"

"Let's break up."

"No. It's never gonna happen."

"I want to stop pretending to love a woman who is not at all in my heart. Stop lying with my own feelings. Stop wishing in the shadow of the love I want to have."

" dear.ki-"

"I'll stop spelling Fani. But our relationship will stop."

"ti..ti.ti..no."

" I wanted to tell you this a long time ago. I hate you and hate my cowardly self." (as it passes)

"I did all this because I love you. Is it me lying and kasian? Don't you feel the love I've been giving you all this time?"

.....

" This...?"

"My house..."

"But you live in an apartment? I've dropped off once..."

"It's just a place I live when I need to be alone."

" What are you saying?"

" This is my house, you will be the mistress of this house."

" ...."

"There's this one I'm doing."

Our legs became clearly audible in the hallway of this house. This palace-like house belongs to the man beside me. Calculated from the amount of money he has should he have his own company. What was Kein thinking?

After walking for a long time, we stopped in front of the room of a man aged 9-10 years. Like just struck by lightning, this room is comfortable and the photo of the child in it is also not wrong, the little boy that I never saved. The picture looks different and his face is very serious. My hand slowly approached and swept slowly over his picture frame, scrutinizing closely and turning towards Kein.

"It...Do you know this boy?"

" I know him very well, baby"

"He's your family?"

"He's..."

"What's wrong? Uh..."

"Do you know this boy, baby?"

"Ah.this.this."

"What is this kid you're telling me about?"

"(his face changed, he was upset) ah No...."

"I need your honest answer, baby.don't lie to me."

"ah ...what should I say?"

"I hope for honesty from within you..."

"DAD, this kid is my first love."

(while hugging) "I Love You."