Night Girl

Chapter 34

when irli has returned home, laura remains at home yuna. as usual laura often stay at home yuna. and yuna had looked moody when in her room.

"yuna, what are you thinking?why do you look moody when you just met Irli?"

yuna was still silently looking at the sky of her room "what if Illi would leave me and prefer the upperclassman you told me about earlier?especially when he knew that I was sick like this" said yuna lirih

"so until now you still have not told irli the problem of your condition?"ask laura

yuna shook her head "i still don't dare to talk to her about this matter, although papa has reminded me very often" yuna said uninspiredly

"yuna I know how you feel, but wouldn't it be better if I knew before it was too late?or he better know from you than from anyone else" laura said

"whether ra, I am not brave enough to say the same irli. I was just afraid later after knowing my condition he will leave me sooner. I just feel happy like this ra. I know I'm too selfish, but I still want to feel loved like this." explained yuna

yuna was silent "after night, sleep ra" said yuna

"well think about what I said just now yuna. it's all for you. But all the choices are yours. I can only remind. enough you know me and om gunawan very dear to you yuna"laura said again and immediately turned off the sleeping lights and went to sleep

yuna is still awake at night.yuna is very anxious to think about the words of laura, yuna turns her body and she sees laura who is already sound in her sleep.

"forgive me laura, I'm so selfish this time, not because I don't remember if you or you love me so much. I just don't want anyone to be close to me just because of pity. just that. I don't know until when I can survive with this disease. actually I am also very tired who every day have to live with drugs. hasn't it been very painful?then I have to feel pain later if I have to lose love?"inner yuna

yuna was still busy with her thoughts, she was confused as to what to do, but what laura just said was not wrong. indeed papa and laura were very fond of her. but Yuna wants someone to love her and consider her a friend because she sincerely wants to be friends with her,not because of mercy because of the illness he suffered.suddenly made him fall asleep coupled with the effects of drugs he just drank.

sorry ya a little hampered for updates, because again less fit. hopefully the readers are all healthy always and keep the condition ya gaes..