Next to Heart

CH 13

SORRY IF I LOVE YOU

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I just nodded in response to his words without intending to answer, I was also trying to muffle the rumbling in my heart, what is this why I feel pain when he calls me his best friend? what the hell's going on? am I not just his friend? but why would I

feel sick? I can't accept being called just a friend? I am his best friend, and that is the truth.

Could I want more than just a friend?is it possible that I've fallen in love with this chameleon guy?

"I'M IN LOVE WITH HIM, I LOVE HIM, GOD WHAT I HAVE TO DO"

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We got to the front of the house, Imran drove me home after I felt calmer, and I hope that all comes back as usual, I don't want this feeling to torment me one day.

"Still Bing" I said before getting off the vehicle.

"Hmm, you better rest, I need to think Dimas again, he's brengse*" warned.

I just nodded, it felt like today was exhausting.

"Yes already you enter gih, greetings to Mother and Father," he said.

"Tomorrow I pick you up as usual ok, inget no matter what happens we promise not everything will be changed Hmm,?"Imran stroked my hair dear, with a smile.

Ahh I feel like I want to faint, like I can't keep my promise, sorry Bing, you are too beautiful to forget.

Finally she left, I watched her disappearance behind the corner of the alley, not feeling my tears flowing.

"Sorry bing, I don't think I can think of anything ordinary, everything that happened so suddenly at the same time, can I bury this taste?" gumamku.

This feeling just comes, like a storm that comes and goes and leaves a terrible ruin, just like it was you who broke my heart.

💐Flashback💐

Still on the beach.

"Din, no matter what happens we remain friends well, never shy away from me again, lo everything for me, I love you, so I beg you to remain my hero" he said.

"Whataa? so he still only thinks of me as his best friend? everything that happens doesn't mean anything - what does it mean,? oh, my God, what am I thinking?what else do I expect from this relationship? indeed from the beginning we were only friends, well I will try to forget everything, assume nothing happened between us, he said, I promise I'll forget everything and come back the way I used to because I can't keep this feeling for too long, I don't want you to stay away from me just because of this feeling, I promise" my inner self.

I nodded, then smiled.

I try to be ordinary, I do not want Imran to stay away from me just because I know I keep feelings for him, I do not want to lose the figure of a friend who always protects me, even though I finally have to forget my love.

"Gue wants to go home, bing" I said.

"lo sure?"tanyanya wasn't sure.

I turned around and smiled at him, trying to behave as usual, as he wanted.

"Hmm sure, I feel better now,"

"Yes yok, I'm anter lo back,"

Along the way no one spoke, until he got home.

💐Flashback off💐

"I'm sorry bing, I really can't forget everything so much, I can't assume as if nothing happened, but you're calm, I'll try to behave as usual, for your sake for our friendship."

"Imran I love you, and This Sense Will Definitely Remain Saved until one day it will disappear on its own."

♨♨ Imran POV

This afternoon I will follow where Dimas will take Dinda, I will not let him play with my little girl.

After watching me still follow them, I saw them enter a foodcourt located on the third floor of mall xx, there is nothing strange about the gelagat, did I wrongly suspect that Dimas is not a good person? maybe it's true that he's a good man, it seems like I have to free that stupid girl with his choice, even though I'm very heavy to take it off.

What is it with my heart, why do I feel so unwilling to be with another man. I can only see it from afar, but wait what is it, gosh,,!!!

Did Dinda see me, huh,?

I should how?

What should I do if he comes to me?

Yes, at first glance the lecturer turned his head towards me, but when I peeked back it turned out that he had started to talk back to Dimas.

Well maybe it's Din's time, I let you go with him, I hope you're happy.

Triyingg triyingg

my phone rang, I saw the name, Mother Calling.

"Mother, what's the phone?" muttered.

I came out of the foodcourt to get Mom's phone, about 15 minutes I was talking to my mom on the phone all that time I didn't realize what was going on inside the foodcourt, I saw a bunch of people swarming around, and I heard the voice of a woman screaming hysterically.

"What's going on, then,?" I murmured in my heart.

I approached the crowd, when I was surprised, seeing Dinda standing in a very messy state, her face and clothes wet as they were being washed out of water, astaagaaa what happened to my girl.

What surprised me more was the hysterical woman, Meyra???

Wait for him to approach Dinda, what will he do??? is he going to attack my girl?? and look at that coward, he just kept quiet?? brengs**this couple really pisses me off.

I saw Meyra raise her hand, she was going to slap Dinda in the face, but first I blocked her hand, and threw it rough, as if she would slap my girl?? My body?? Hhehh is delicious.

Meyra accuses Dinda of seizing her lover who is none other than the brengs** guy, I will not stay silent, I kiss Dinda in front of everyone so I can prove that it is not my girl who is wrong, but that crazy woman.

I kissed Dinda in front of everyone at the foodcourt and certainly in front of Dimas, the coward who could only be a spectator, saw Dinda humiliated by Meyra, the male basis brengs**.

After the drama ended, I pulled Dinda out of the mall, before I put on my jacket, I knew she was cold after being drenched in water by Meyra, I was so crazy.

I took Dinda to the beach, I knew she really liked the beach, we were friends not for a year and two but since we were teenagers, so I knew a place where she could get her mood back.

For a long time we were silent with our own thoughts, until Dinda thanked me, and asked me to hug her, but I instead mocked her, not intentionally I did, he said, but actually I was nervous when that stupid girl asked for something strange.

I'm honestly happy to be able to hug her, but honestly I feel so nervous, I I I'm afraid of letting go, what's wrong with me???

I hugged my stupid best friend, I purposely hugged her from behind so that she could not see how my face looked, how would she look at me?? he must be laughing at me.

I closed my eyes to neutralize my heartbeat, I breathed deeply into her scent, O Tuhaann please don't let this stupid girl hear my heart beating so hard.

"Bing, uh,,"

"Hmmm"

"Can you ask for something else?"

"What's more, I need a macem deh,"

"Gue wants to nyium lo again," my great-grandchild.

"APAAA"

Tbc

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