
Povs
Vicky..
...Tonight I could not close my eyes at all, my hot struggle and Utari was unable to prevent my thoughts that continued to drift on Vira, guessing - hell where it was after coming out of this house, it seems impossible if he went to the orphanage.Since he is not a person who wants to bother, to go far also seems impossible.. Vira has no money, all my cards for his purposes he returns....
...I stared fixedly at the face of the woman beside me who was now pregnant with my child, her stomach was starting to look bloated, the child I really hoped to be born from the womb of Vira, he said, ah somehow the shadow of the woman who came back came. woman whose heart is very difficult to conquer first. ...
...Had Mami not asked me to marry Utari with tears, there was no way I would have shared my love for Vira with another woman, but my love for Mami and my obligation to carry out all her orders overcame my love for Vira....
...It flashed back a few days ago when I cursed Vira with my harsh words, and with my own hands I slapped her teary cheeks, that soft cry so pierced my heart, I don't know which demon possessed me back then so I was able to do all that to Vira. ...
...If only, Vira was pregnant with my son.of course things would not be this complicated, Mami would not be possible to throw away her own granddaughter, I know Mami. her heart is easily touched by small children. Mami will definitely fight for Vira in front of our big family who has been cornered by Mami due to my marriage and Vira....
...Yes, this noble family does measure everything from seedlings, weights, and bebet. Nothing in our family history has married anyone outside the noble family, of course my decision to marry an orphaned Vira who was considered a low caste made the family very angry, only Mami supported my decision to see my struggle to get Vira, although in the end Mami was always insinuated, insulted, cornered, and often ignored. ...
...Mami's family is the richest of the relatives, but it does not make me free to choose my future wife according to my wishes, everything must be measured based on seed, bebet, and weight. ...
...I remember very well at the time of my application with Vira, only Aunt Gendis and Utari came to represent my family. Others refused to come because the bride-to-be was only an orphan. I was forced to lie to Vira by saying that all my men are in the office and not to forget all my friends who are present there as my family, I don't want to hurt her by saying that my family doesn't want to come to our show. ...
...Aunt Gendis often defended Mami in front of a large family, only Tanta Gendis supported Mami and me when deciding to marry Vira, although previously I was betrothed to her son Utari. ...
...I knew Utari kept a taste of me, several times she convinced me to accept the match, but I refused her, the charm of Vira overcame everything at that time, finally Utari who was disappointed then left following her mother to New York who was taking care of her late husband's company there. ...
...I was surprised to see Utari's appearance was so meilhatnya, she looks more beautiful, sexy, and fashionable, her smile so seductive. I who realized that I had Vira immediately buried his interest in Utari. ...
...At first I wanted to think of Utari as my own sister, yes even though she is the child of my Tantiku. But one night, Mami cried sobbing, telling her that Aunt Ningsih, her other cousin did not invite Mami to her daughter's wedding because Vira was likely present with us, they did not want Vira to humiliate them in front of the invited guests who were all noble families and nobles and officials. ...
...Aunt Gendis who informed him of the news then calmed Mami down, and gave us a solution.. Aunt Gendis willingly gave Utari to be made a second wife by me, so that Mami could be embraced again by her extended family. ...
...At first, Mami and I were hesitant about Aunt Gendis's wishes, and I didn't want to hurt my wife, and I would never divorce her no matter what, I wouldn't lose Vira. ...
...Until there was one incident in my office that made me sure to marry Utari, that night Utari who was working in my office waiting in my room to be able to go home together, all the employees have gone home.. leaving the two of us in my room, 2 of my bodyguards are guarding the outdoors along with the office security. ...
...Utari deliberately seduced me, unbuttoned her top and left the bra cover peeking there, without me realizing the kiss on my lips I returned wildly until there was a struggle between us that night and the next night at the office because Utari managed to get me hooked, filled with my guilt on Vira.. but my passion for Utari cannot be restrained, especially considering her sacrifice for me who wants to be made a second wife. Even after coming home, Vira always aroused my passion for making love to her, that woman was perfect. ...
...And that day, Utari gave me happy news.that she was pregnant with my son, I who expected the presence of a child would feel very happy. Mami who knows Utari's pregnancy asked me to marry her immediately, but somehow Mami seemed unhappy, on the contrary the more days I feel Mami is closing down and not infrequently I see her eyes moist. ...
...My marriage to Utari I did in New York, for about a week we were there I really spoil Utari and our future child, as requested I did not contact Vira at all, for me at this time Utari's feelings are the most important, I do not want him stress that can be bad for the development of the fetus. ...
...Utari's attitude was very different after we got married, she turned out to be very spoiled and temperament. As long as we were married never once did he prepare warm water for me to take a bath or just make me warm tea as Vira used to make, Utari seemed to only care about herself, hopefully this is only because the condition is pregnant, I am sure.utari was educated very well by Aunt Gendis, because I know Aunt Gendis is a woman who is very holding manners, he said, manner is the thing he holds dear. ...
...I don't seem to have made the wrong decision to marry Utari, after this our extended family will re-accept Mami and will definitely be very happy with my marriage to Utari, especially when they find out Utari is pregnant with my successor. ...
But honestly, I was not willing to release Vira. It took a great struggle to get her heart, so even though I have Utari now, Vira still will not let go. Greedy indeed, but it is not easy to let off Vira especially divorce is a taboo for our family, so let him stay here to be my mistress. anyway I will still love him like before, even though I knew it would be difficult for him but he had to be able to accept it, he was used to the bitterness of life long ago.