New Student

41 MABAS

The two are silent and no one has opened their voices, Anya just looks down waiting for an explanation from Devan.

"Him".

Devan holds Anya's chin to see her face.

"Why ?".

"What's wrong ?". Anya asked confusedly.

"You're healthy, aren't you ? So pale".

Anya put away Devan's arm and nodded.

"I'm sorry about Karen, she's not wrong I'm wrong".

Why are you wrong ?". The angle.

He tried to hold Anya's arm in order to believe more, "She was sick because of me and I tried to take responsibility for it. Again sorry".

If Devan knew he was sick, if Devan knew, he would be like Karen. Honestly Anya really needs Devan, but why even the other girl Devan noticed.

The question only stuck in his heart, "Until when do you want to be responsible for him ?".

Devan was silent

Anya smiled wryly she already knew what the front was feeling, which was even worse she just kept quiet without answering.

"Submit Dev about your problem, if you're done you can come here again".

"You mean you're upset with me ?".

"Trying to be mature about kayak gini needs Dev's more patience, and I'm trying to do that". Evidently.

Devan smiled wryly, "By trying to avoid the problem even make you weaker".

What did he say ? weak ? Basic guy does not know himself he has hurt but instead add to the words that make Anya down.

Devan turned his head, "Keluarin aja who make you feel sick, do not in pendem. Because it won't cause any problems".

Okay if Devan wants to know what he is feeling then Anya will let him out.

"Lo know Dev what else do I feel ?".

Devan focused his entire body on Anya.

"Gue doesn't accept other people more in the eye than me, especially her ex you're not Dev ?".

"You're a selfish gini lo ?".

"Why ?".

"Because you always want yourself more than anyone else, what if it's me who needs me?".

"That's a different story". Anya Sarkas.

Devan raises one eyebrow, "Yes, you will feel my attention will be divided just because you always want full attention on the basis of love".

"Love is about sharing not fulfilling each other". Further.

Already now Anya is being slapped by reality. But did he wrongly ask for something like this when the state of his body is not supportive.

The two flinch, Anya stands up from her seat and turns to Devan.

"We're ending this relationship, Dev ?".

The sentence seemed to just come out of his lips, Anya closed her eyes to know what Devan was going to do now that he knew for sure Devan would be angry.

"Don't that Dev ?".

"Continue".

Afra and Fani overhear a quarrel between Anya and her boyfriend. The two looked at each other, they also could not divorce because it was indeed Anya's business.

"Lo knows what kind of illness she's suffering from is really hard, and what you're saying is Dev maybe Karen needs Lo more than I do".

"Don't lie to Him, Lo still love me just the opposite. Give me time to believe in Him".

Devan stood up, "Gue go home first, take care of your health". He said as he walked away.

"Foolish fool, why did I say that".

Anya grabbed her hair hard, for God's sake she still loved Devan very much even until whenever Devan remained one of the people she cared about.

It is true that he is selfish, why was he born to be a selfish person ? Nor does Anya know. He just knows to be the one who always gets his full attention on the people around him.

"Him". It turned out that it was Fani and Afra who were looking at him pityingly, "Out of all your frustration, that's not a bad thing anyway".

Her tears came back out after Afra spoke like that.

Fani nodded, "It's normal. Negative things are not necessarily bad and not necessarily positive things are good".

Anya spilled all her tears in front of them, ah now they become to see how the lowest point in her life is simply because of love.

...***...

Ryan and Ryan were having lunch together at Ryan's house. This afternoon Irana was good for delivering side dishes for their food.

"According to you Devan will choose Karen What Anya ?". Irana asked in between her meals.

Ryan just shrugged his shoulders.

"I think she's gonna pick Karen for her past".

It looks like Ryan is thinking, "Everything can change Ran".

"Change ? Who ?".

"Lo knows that people are very easy to change especially heart problems. As if I Devan his man is not like that but after I see him again like he loves the same Anya".

"Keep Karen !".

"My Karen problem doesn't know where she is in Devan's life right now. But that must have moved the position in my opinion".

Irana smiled happily, "I'm really sad about Karen's life. He's alive again for Devan but Devan lives for someone else".

"Doain I hope they get along". The answer.

"But you know what Karen's attitude is ?".

Ryan nodded, "That's what I'm afraid of, I think there's going to be a big event if it's really Devan jauhin Karen".

Irana agrees to Ryan's petition because Karen is the type of person who is reckless just like her.

"But Yan, that Devan still loves not the same Karen according to lo ?".

"I think there is, a little maybe in the first Devan love very much the same him. Even though I said it when I changed everything. Try if he did not move hospital or in fact died would not be like this happen". Evidently.

All that Ryan answered Irana did agree, since Karen and Anya took each other Irana has released Devan sincerely.

I don't know if his heart now wants to try to love Ryan, Ryan alone can love himself with such a sincere time Irana can not.