
*hai readers who are still loyal, this time the episode is very long until about 1000 words, usually just hundreds, because this episode will be more interesting than the previous episode, so this is a special episode, this is a special episode, okay continue reading yes.๐๐
Slowly Vino opened his eyes, but what Vino saw was a bright light in front of his eyes, then Vino tried to look around him,
"Vino you're conscious" asked Nera standing beside him,
"where am I?"
"you were in the hospital, and then you passed out while helping me, sorry, I'm Vin"
Vino held Nera's hand,
"it's not your fault Ra"
"it's all my fault Vin, because I'm too trusting with people I just met, it's like this, once again sorry Vin" Nera let out her tears because she could not bear to see Vino who was sick because of her actions
"hust Ra, I've realized anyway, so you don't have to worry about me" Vino said with a happy smile,
checkered
the sound of the door opening, Nera saw her mama was coming in,
"Vino you're conscious" asked Mama Nera,
"aunty"
"thank God, I'm sorry in Aunt Vin, because you helped Nera, so we got hurt"
"This aunt isn't your fault, it's my duty to help Nera as a friend, because you've helped me"
Nera who heard Vino's words could not stand it, and ran away leaving Mama and Vino in the room,
"Nera.. Nera.." call Vino, please,
"no papa Vin, at most Nera feels very guilty"
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Nera sat in front of Vino's room with tears constantly coming out making herself unable to bear Vino's current condition,
"why is everyone hurt because of me"
murmured Nera while wiping her tears,
Nera accidentally doesn't tell Andi about this incident, because she doesn't want Andi to be worried because of her,
"Dear Nera" called Nera's mother with Vino in a wheelchair,
Nera looked to the side, though,
"you're wanted by Vino"
"what's up Vin?"
"Tante let me push him"
"but you're still sick Vin, let's just auntie"
"no papa kok te, this has improved a bit"
"well, then, Nera Mama stayed first and bought food outside"
"iya ma heart heart"
mama Nera leaves Nera and Vino to buy food,
Vino pushed his chair closer to Nera,
"you why cry Ra"
"i-I feel guilty Vin"
"I told you, you're not wrong"
"obviously it's my fault, you're hurt for protecting me Vin" Nera again shed her tears,
Vino wiped Nera's tears with his finger,
"already, if you cry continuously, you are more ugly, which I see Nera is the most cheerful and beautiful girl"
Nera smiled a little, though,
"thank you Vino"
"yes, don't cry anymore, you've seen I don't papa"
Nera nodded her head.
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2 Months later, Nera's pregnancy reaches 4 months more, and Nera tries to look in the mirror, it turns out that Nera's stomach is getting bigger, this time Nera will be out of school, not because of pregnancy, Nera, but for the reason of changing schools, because if she said she was pregnant, this story would spread in schools.
"ma Nera come out for a second huh"
"where are you going, baby"
"i want to walk around the complex kok ma"
"are you with Andi or Papa?"
"i'm alone ma, don't worry I just walk in front of the door anyway, not far away"
"it's up to you, but you take care of your child"
"yes ma"
I don't know why Nera thought that her son would never have a real father, because all this time he had not found the real father of his real son, as Lisa said, who must have impregnated him was the robber, but until now Nera had not found the robber, and there was also no word from the police at all.
"sorry mommy, son, you haven't found your biological father yet"
muttered Nera while stroking her stomach,
soon the rain made Nera rush to shelter beside the house, while the house was a bit far, from the garden, and the house was, there was no way Nera would run to her house afraid she had a fever and make her baby sick, too,
"mama's at home must be worried"
nera said sadly,
Nera thinks she's just a burden on her family, including Andi and Vino, and she's just a woman who just troubles everyone, if she wasn't pregnant like this, Nera would be alive like a teenage girl right now, not like she's just a burden to everyone, you would have accepted her right now because she only felt sorry for her, and also Vino would have wanted to be friends with Nera because she had Nera please, everyone so hard it was because of her.
Nera was crying among the raindrops that were falling very hard,
"i don't deserve to live in the world, if I don't exist everything will be fine, I'm just a burden to everyone including my parents"
Nera walks in the opposite direction to her house somehow Nera does not want to go home, she hits a heavy rain, and she sees a very quiet bridge, she walks towards him, she walks towards him, then Nera's body told her to stand on the bridge, and Nera went up on the bridge and stood there looking down,
before that Vino out of the store because he had got his new job which is to keep the building shop, a hefty salary Vino monthly can for his daily needs, he walked away to his house, he, and when it came to heavy rain, Vino hurriedly took shelter at the stop beside the bridge, and before long Vino saw from a distance there were women walking under the bridge, while it was raining very heavily, and before long Vino saw from a distance there was a woman walking under the bridge,
"who is that woman"
vino murmur, Vino,
and to his surprise Vino saw the woman standing on the bridge, he immediately ran towards the woman,
Nera looked down at the river where the water was speeding very fast,
"do I end my life now"
nera's body was very limp at that time, she stood up seemed to be out of balance, and suddenly heard a scream from below,
"HEY YOU WHY, QUICKLY DOWN DANGER" shouted Vino,
Nera looked back at who was yelling at him, and how surprised Vino was to see Nera standing on the bridge,
"SENSE WHAT ARE YOU DOING" shouted Vino,
"I DON'T NEED VIN ANYMORE"
"DOWN THE DANGER BALANCE"
"I'M JUST A BURDEN TO ALL OF YOU, TODAY'S MY LAST DAY VIN, AFTER I'M GONE YOU'LL LIVE A QUIET LIFE"
"YOU'RE NOT A BURDEN TO ME"
Soon Vino goes upstairs,
"Nera stop" said Vino while holding Nera's hand,
"why do you come here Vin, go this way I fell"
"no Ra you can't leave me"
"i'm just a woman who is no longer needed Vin, I'm not a holy woman, I'm dirty, very dirty"
"Nera let's go down"
"don't Vin I'm a dirty woman I don't need in this world anymore"
"THERA I SAID LET'S GO DOWN" Vino snaPPED,
Nera was surprised just this time Vino snapped at her,
"AKU HAMIL" shouted Nera,
"what?"
"yes Vin I'm pregnant, I'm not a teenager anymore, therefore I want to end my life, I'm pregnant it's because of a robber who once robbed my house, I was raped by the robber, I was raped by the robber, after that incident my life was ruined until now"
jlep
it turns out that Nera had been pregnant, and that was because the robber meant that the child in Nera's womb was also the son of Vino, Lord Vino was very guilty, and that was because he was a child in the womb,
"you should go down first Ra"
"no Vin I want to die now" Nera tried to let go of Vino's hand that kept holding her,
not thinking long Vino hugged tightly Nera's body,
"Nera to me you're not a burden, but I really love you Ra, I can't live without you, so please don't try to kill yourself here, I love you Ra"
Nera who heard Vino's words just now makes her very sad, it turns out Vino loves her but Nera still loves Andi, because Andi has promised that she will be with him even though her son has been born, and she still loves Andi,
Nera let go of his embrace,
"I'm sorry I still love Andi"
"yes I understand, but now let's go down this rain so heavy later you have a fever, and if you don't feel sorry for your son, he must also feel his mother who is sad, he said, do you have the heart to kill yourself and this innocent child, please Nera"
Nera thinks right Vino said why he wants to kill himself, while his son is also not born in this world, Nera stupid, what kind of mother would kill his own child, and what kind of mother would kill his own child, then Nera nodded her head and they both got off the bridge.
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