
Cheating on my own husband made my self-esteem fall too deep. So why the begging of love that makes me feel inferior?
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Sitting alone in the gazebo behind the house, Keyra was contemplating staring at the small diamond-eyed ring on her ring finger. The ring was given to Rafka four years ago during their seventh anniversary.
Breath blows from her ripe lips. Keyra looked at the sky that looked very bright. "Do I check myself out?" His words glanced and then followed by a hard coil from him. Keyra leaned against the gazebo while bending her knees. His head was buried on his thighs. The woman did not cry, but her heart was sad.
His phone creaked, Keyra spontaneously looked up. Glancing at the screen of his phone that was lit, it turned out that there was a video call connection from Naya. Keyra pressed the green icon and put her phone on her foldable mini tripod. Keyra began to smile as Netha and Lintang greeted him.
"Aunty, Aunty! Leeches eating candy keep coming out smoke. The mouth of the fire leech?"
"Did?" Keyra did not understand and his gaze was now fixed on the silent latitude beside Netha. "What do you eat with candy until smoke comes out?"
"Candy loli," replied Latitude looking away.
"Gee! Brother Kiel said, Leech smokes." Netha's light shocked Keyra. While Lintang has gone over his cousin. "What's aunty smoking? Etha wants that candy too!"
"Netha is noon?" Tanya Keyra switched the conversation. Netha shook her head funny. "You sleep there first, bobo noon can make Netha more beautiful loh."
"Ready Aunty!" Little Netha ran away from her Mommy phone with Lintang.
"Cross." Call Keyra soft but with a firm tone. "When did you smoke? Who is teaching?"
Latitude looked straight at the phone in front of him. Obviously the short-spoken fellow was a little scared by his Aunty gaze and voice.
"Yesterday next door, Bang Kiel taught."
"Kiel who?"
"Latasha is." Latitude again. "Aunty don't be angry, Lintang is afraid that Aunty doesn't love Lintang anymore." Her great-granddaughter, yet her flat tone still dominated her voice.
"Aunty won't be upset if Lintang doesn't smoke. So from now on hindarin cigarettes, huh? Don't you want Mama Papa to be angry?"
Latitude shakes. "They're angry gapapa, as long as Aunty doesn't get angry at the same latitude."
As Lintang turned 5, Keyra was confused as to why Lintang seemed to respect her more than her own parents. The woman patted her head slowly. Though you could say Keyra with his two nephews only met once a month, Keyra sighed again.
"Can't do it, baby. If they're angry, Aunty's angry too." Keyra. "Catitude dear Mama right?"
"Yes, Latitude dear Mama."
"Good, means if Mama Lisa is angry Latitude, latitude diem yes do not volunteer? Sin is against the elderly. Mama Lintang likes to be sad if Lintang does not obey Mama's words," said Keyra did not lie. From Alisa's gaze alone Keyra knew her sister was saddened by her latitude indifference to her.
"Mama doesn't love Lintang, Aunty. Mama unfortunately the same Latasha."
"Who said that?"
"Bang Kiel."
Astaghfirullah, really toxic that boy.
Keyra growled in the heart.
"Dengerin Aunty, Mama is so dear to you. Although his attitude is fierce like a lioness, he can't see you are sick, Lintang. Aunty does not forbid you play with anyone, but if the person is like your neighbor Kiel, away, yes, Lintang?"
The latitude seems doubtful. "But if I don't play with Bang Kiel again, at school I'll be bullied."
Keyra gaped in disbelief. "Yaudah, starting tomorrow after school, you learn martial arts huh? Not to be a school thug but to take care of yourself so that no one bullies you anymore."
"Now you're sleeping, you're still living in Aunty Naya's house, right?"
Lintang nodded, before long the video call connection was cut off. Keyra immediately pressed Andra's contact and called her. Since it's lunchtime, the connection is directly connected.
"Gue asked for one request."
"What? I guess I'm a genie who granted the request."
"Dih jokes you crisp," retorted Keyra. "It's not really a request, but rather a request for permission. The Latitude Permit goes to martial training. I have an acquaintance of taekwondo athletes who often train children in the complex area of your house. Is it permissible if Lintang comes?" Keyra said at length without letting his interlocutors protest.
"The star is a slacker, he often learns from my neighbor's son."
"Learning to smoke, learning not to value his own parents? You know, Kiel your neighbor's son is ngajarin Lintang crowing!"
"HUH?"
"Gue doesn't like to repeat a sentence I've already lontarin." Keyra was upset.
Andra who is the brother-in-law at once Om it makes Keyra grigetan. "That's it doang, bye I'm busy."
Keyra immediately severed the connection unilaterally. Is it Keyra or Andra? Obviously Andra on the other side is meeting with his client, while Keyra? Being unemployed, right?
I kidnapped that boy too.
His phone rang again and Keyra picked it up as she moved away from the gazebo.
Dugh
Keyra was shocked when her phone fell into the grass.
"How could you fall?" Keyra asked in surprise while picking up his blue phone. "Hadeh my finger why really likes to tremble?" Lirih.
Keyra stuck her phone to her right ear.
“Why call Rey?”
The sound of baby crying was heard, Keyra also heard the voice of Ervin's wife who was calming her child. “Mother, Papa and Raga are dead." Ervin to the point.
Keyra was not sad but chuckled to make Ervin who was across the phone frowned in wonder.
"Lo's gaterank?"
“Gue gak-”
“About-about my birthday today, lo kok tega anyway ngeprank gini?” Sela Keyra's.
“Gue seriously-”
“Darling I came out for the wind first huh? I think Azka overheated atalem.”
The sound of the Flower caught on the senses of the Keyra listeners. The woman chuckles. "No voice bini lo aja calm, mengeprank not so much time, Rey."
"Gue don't give money to bangsatt! Key, they were in an accident and pronounced dead before being taken to the hospital. I'm just as easy-going flowers as you say! You come to my house now, they'll be buried as soon as possible.”
The connection was cut off, Keyra fell silent rigidly. Even his heart was pounding madly at Ervin's very serious voice. He immediately headed to his car without contacting Rafka first. Some of her husband said he would be overtime tonight, maybe Rafka had been told by Ervin so Keyra decided to go to Ervin's house without telling Rafka first.
Arriving at Ervin's house, Keyra immediately barged in past the people who were dressed in distinctive black and white clothes like the one who was praying. Keyra approached Ervin who was sitting down beside his parents and his sister who was stiffened with a body covered by cloth.
Keyra sat down next to Ervin with trembling lips, her eyes heated up and hesitated to open the cloth to see her third face.
After the cloth was slowly removed Keyra, Keyra could see the faces of Reva, Davin and Raga who were just silent with very pale faces. The woman sobbed violently as soon as Ervin pulled himself into the arms.
“They're dead, Key."
That's what Keyra heard from his stepbrother's mouth, the woman felt a dizzy hit him until his gaze darkened, Keyra's consciousness gone right then and there.
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The end sat on the edge of the bed holding Keyra's tiny hand. Later and his friends came to Ervin's house to worship and see the state of Keyra who was lying weak in Ervin's room and Flowers.
When his friends have gone home, End himself is still waiting for Keyra to wake up. He kissed the back of Keyra's cold hand. The man recalled the message that Shahila sent to him a few minutes ago.
Where Shahila, the former sent him a picture of two humans sitting on a couch. Shahila smiled at Rafka's lap, while Rafka frowned with her eyes closed.
Want to make the End hot? Hey of course you can't! The end did not love Shahila in the least. His goal of courting Shahila a year ago was for Shahila to stop chasing Rafka, and thwart Shahila's scheming to separate Keyra and Rafka.
But now everything is discourse. His friend was tempted to have the baby of another woman. The end doesn't know why Rafka is so stupid now.
If Rafka wants to have a baby from another woman, it should divorce Keyra first, right? Which woman would want to be cheated on in the way that Rafka does?
Fruits fell not far from the tree, huh? The Final Cynic in the heart.
“Your husband is a bastard, Key. If you knew the truth, you'd be-”
His Late lips instantly clenched as he felt the hand he was holding begin to move. The end releases Keyra's hand and looks fixed on Keyra's face.
Slowly opening Keyra's eyelids, Keyra blinked a few times. He looked around and his eyes fell on the Final silhouette.
“And?”
Keyra held her forehead while trying to sit down. “Mother, Papa equals Raga where?”
“Key, you're patient. They're quiet there.”
“They were taken this afternoon, Key. Tomorrow I anterin to the tomb,” said End. “Your husband again at home-”
Stop, it's not your duty to tell Keyra.
"Mama's house is the same Om Cakra, he said when he met them. ”
Keyra's eyebrows raised. Since her mother-in-law died, Rafka really did not want to meet her stepmother and biological father, because according to Rafka, Cakra and Ana were the cause of her birth mother's death.
“Finally, we're going to?”
End nodded. “Iya temen,” answer.
“Kalo we temen, now answer my question honestly. Do you know where my husband is now?”
Again and again End nodded.
“Where.”
"Home nyokap--"
“Late!” Snap Keyra. "Gue doesn't like to be lied to, and now I need Afka beside me,” added Keyra lirih. “Where?”
At first the end was silent. But seeing Keyra's frustrated face made her unable to bear it. “Home Nyi Lampir Shahila.”
A few minutes Keyra was silent.
“Ngapain at home Hila?”
"Make a child," replied the End accordingly.
"Serious Hereafter! I'm not in the mood to say lo.”
End of eye twisting. "You come along, I'm anterin to the destination of your husband now. Not going to be scuffed at all," End pulled Keyra's hand out of Ervin's house without saying goodbye to the master of the house.
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Arriving at the two-story house that was a little quiet, Keyra glanced at the husband's white car parked at the origin in the yard of Shahila's house. All the negative thoughts lodged in her brain, Keyra closed her eyes to calm her mind.
Both got out of the car. End again clasped Keyra's hand and brought the woman into the house which turned out to be unlocked.
"Knock the door first just enter hey," reprimanded Keyra but not hounded by the End. The man still pulled Keyra's hand towards the living room. End foot stops stepping, automatically Keyra step also stops. The latter's cynical gaze loomed towards the human couple sitting on the sofa, with a woman who was spoiled by her sitting on the man's lap.
In that instant, Keyra's eyes stared at the sight that made her heart and eyes hurt.
Keyra pulled his hand to escape from the Final grip. He cleared his throat violently, then threw his face aside. He could not see another woman who almost kissed Rafka's lips, in front of him. "GG really bulldoze it here by Af.“
(GG/great)
Rafka pushes Shahila's shoulder out of her lap. He looked at his wife with mixed feelings. "What are you doing here?"
This isn't wrong? Shouldn't I be that?!
"Nge-pick up dong's husband, what else?"
"Lo's husband is dating me again so don't bother me!" With confidence, Shahila hugged Rafka's waist from the side.
What makes Keyra hurt is, when the husband who did not refuse the embrace of Shahila at all.
Prok prok prok
Keyra clapped her hands while looking at Shahila low. "Oh the story is you're the actor? How anyway? There's a drama of actors who keep telling me what-" pregnant"
"Gue is pregnant!" Cut Shahila hard. "Gue is really pregnant, your husband's son, Rafka Putra Kalandra!"
Keyra was silent a thousand languages, his body felt stiff to move. Now his gaze was fixed on Rafka, Rafka's face when Keyra set foot in this house was very flat, very different from this morning when Rafka said goodbye to leave for the hospital with a cheerful face.
Keyra becomes suspicious that the man next to Shahila is not her husband.
"Really Af?“
Rafka nodded. And a nod from Rafka was able to make Keyra's legs tighten. Unavoidable from Rafka, Keyra reached for the Final hand standing beside her.
No, not because Keyra is in mode or wants to show off to her husband if he can also cheat. The woman only felt herself about to fall to the floor if she didn't hold on to her arm.
"You know me best, Af. I hate betrayal and bullshitness" Keyra said expressionlessly. "Love me alesan why are you gini?"
"What alesan?" Rafka embraces Shahila's shoulder while stealing a kiss on the cheek. "It's obvious I'm bored with you."
Keyra is destroyed and Shahila is completely above the clouds. That describes the feelings of the two women in the room.
"Bossen is with me? Or because I'm not pregnant yet, Af?"
Go where Afka always says 'I won't be bosen with you, Ra! In this world only you I love, even without children we can be happy!'
A bullshit?
"Of course! It is just a burden in my life. Even after we've been married for decades, you can't give me anything down, no use!"
Like being stabbed by a dagger, Keyra was completely powerless to hear the cruel words thrown by her own husband. During 10 years of marriage, this time Rafka was able to scratch the wound in his heart. Too deep, even too deep.
"Over this time the expression of love from me just never said. Because what, how do you want love? Nerima lo aja presence. I'm just pretending to let Mommy not hate me. Now that you've gone, I open my mask right now!“ Lying Rafka.
Keyra didn't hear wrong? His Rafka, his love doesn't really love him? So all this time, it was all just bullshit? Even Rafka again used vocabulary when they were in school first "gue elo"
"Why haven't you said this before, Af?" Tanya Keyra demanded. "Why is it now?"
Why is it only now that I've actually fallen too deep because of you?
"Lo don't need to know.“ Rafka said relax. " The point is I want to marry Shahila because she's pregnant with my son. Get ready to accept him as your honey."
Keyra shook her head, "For what? Why the hell do I have to accept my honey while you never really accept my presence in your life!"
"Died accept what's so hard? I wish you were born, so no drama."
Well, Rafka is unstable or has two personalities anyway? Keyra is confused.
I want to slap your cheek as hard as possible. But why not be able? I am not useful, can not love you descendants, but why do you say it feels like someone is marrying the same heart I Af?
Late forward, he and Rafka were barely apart. Until the Late blow made Shahila strangled hard, while Keyra just looked flat.
Bugh
"Lo goblogg!"
Bugh
Bugh
"Lo tololl!"
Bugh
End pull up the collar of Rafka's shirt, "lo bener-bener goblog Raf! You throw away diamonds for the sake of her trash cake."
Finally, walking closer to Keyra, he clasped Keyra's hand tightly but did not hurt the tiny hand. "Let's Key, you've received enough humiliation from a guy who doesn't know himself like Rafka."
With her empty eyes, Keyra took off her End grip. Keyra walked toward two lovebirds who were able to crack his heart. But he did not intend to hit or slap the two humans. "Love alone can be a betrayal, let alone you, Af." Keyra sarcas then looked at Shahila who was looking at Rafka worried. "What's so good about taking people's rights?"
"You jealous?"
"Jealous?" Bzn, Af. But his lips spoke another. "How can I be jealous anyway, while your affair is not as beautiful as me." Keyra is confident. He pulled Rafka's hand and boldly whispered something until Rafka's body stiffened.
"I loved you before, even before you realized your false love. With you cheating with Hila, it does not mean I will beg for your love. Thank you for your gift to 11 and my birthday. Honestly, I'm impressed with your acting, and thank you for making me fall too deep, Afka."
Keyra turned his face to look at Rafka's stiff facial expression, rubbing the jaw and corners of Rafka's lips that were bleeding from the End. Then, Keyra turned her heel and walked out of the house with her chin raised. "Let's end, I'll wait in the car."
TB
mark typo woe, blom repaid nih
this story is a drama, not good also because the cwoknya cheating. realistic is if so Rafka. many years" married but belom is also given confidence to have children, but also, Rafka was envious of her friends n instigated:v she also doubted Keyra's feelings, cuy.
emang fruit fell not far from the tree.sama cake chakra, the difference is chakra GAK GRATEFUL! have a beautiful bini, baubles, pinter n have two boys cwe even cheating constantly ..
if someone says you don't connect ni nopel, you're right! my brain is too shallow for the connecting bkin, but at least from the beginning it has been applied gini
same w. n of course not jiplk, look out for the one that jiplk asked for, ALREADY KNOW THE STORY GAJE, JAN DIJIPLK YAK!
hail bocil ngegas:v