Naila's Childhood Love

Angrier

"What do you love, where . Your legs ache, here I peg your feet.?"

"Not feet, but here." Treading his chest.

Brian tries to touch Naila's hand, but Naila refuses to touch her.

"Darling you why the, heemm.ko does not want his hands I touch."

"You lied to me, you're evil."

"Wicked why baby, I don't know what you mean. Tell me to mas, don't get angry like this dong. I don't want you to get to why Why.?"

"Sunday, when you said you came home late. Where did you end up.?"

Now the tears that Naila could not hold her anymore. Naila is now crying because of her tightness that she has been enduring.

Brian tried to wipe away her tears, but Naila turned the other way.

Brian stared fixedly at Naila, Naila reluctant to turn even a little towards Brian. And finally Brian threw his breath away violently.

Huffh..." You said what Nai. Naila you know, this guy just came home. So please don't be like this, I don't want to fight."

Naila looked at Brian with wet eyes.

"I don't want to fight, which I want to be honest with you. I know you're hiding something from me, mas.?" Brian was reluctant to answer Naila's question." If you don't want to answer, that's okay. And I won't ask what else to you." Naila was about to get up from Brian's presence, and Brian kept her from leaving.

Brian smiled at Naila, Brian trying not to be provoked by emotions.

"Well I'll be honest, what do you want to ask. What about the perfume on my shirt, huh.?" Naila nodded." Keep wanting about where else, what do you want to ask again hemm...?"

"Have you met your ex the Riska.? Do you still like it, are you silent still meeting with him mas." Questions from Naila.

"Did you meet him earlier on the road with Debby and Devi. There's no way you're this angry at me.?" Brian patiently asked.

"Yes I met with him earlier, you also ran out of meetings right with him not long ago.? Why do you have to lie to him, you say you've met him.?"

"Keep if I tell you. You sure you won't be mad at me.?" Naila didn't answer and didn't see Brian's face." Yes I have apologized to you, have met with him without your knowledge. But I did that there's a certain intent to Nai."

"What is certain mean mas.? His particular intent is because kangen wants to meet him, and wants mop..uk and ci.um him. Yes, you are bad, you know. Bummer mas..."

Hikss.... Naila crying.

"No, Nai, I want a story but I'm afraid you'll be angrier than I love you.."

"Don't want me to be angry. But you can lie to me, I don't like being lied to." Naila's tone began to emotion.

Jeder... Naila was surprised by what Brian said. Naila did not think that her husband trusted the evidence sent by her ex. Rather than his own explanation from his wife.

" I'm sorry, honey. Instead, I had to meet him at that time, to remember and I was there angry by Riska. I beg you not to upset Nai, I'm sorry."

"I didn't think you believed in her more than I did your wife. I'm disappointed in you, I'm disappointed in you." Brian looked down and mourned his mistake.

Naila stood up and was about to walk away from Brian. But Brian immediately blocks Naila from leaving.

"Where are you going.?" Now Brian is standing in front of Naila."Honey I'm sorry, please don't be like this.?"

There was no answer from Naila's lips, Brian understood Naila was still upset.

"If you want to be alone, you're here. Let me get out." Naila was in place.

Naila turned the other way, not wanting to see her husband at this moment. Naila was angry, but could not. Naila is not a grumpy girl, who easily vents emotions just by shouting. Naila could only remain silent, and let her out in silence and wept.

That's Naila's habit since her parents are gone, it's better to be quiet and hold her anger. Naila can't get angry, or scream like other emotional people.

Because that's what Naila does when she's angry, Naila can't be angry.

Since Naila lived with Farida's aunt, often her aunt snapped at Naila. And often Naila was treated harshly by her aunt.

Once upon a time when Naila was sitting on the bench of Junior High, Naila tried to fight aunt when angry. But aunt's reply was more sinister, and even then when uncle and Fandi were not at home. Naila's in brackets in a dark, stuffy shed, there's a lot of rats. Naila sleeps in the barn just because the thin mats are not fit to be used, and Naila is not fed. Melly, who defends Naila, Melly gets a punishment from Farida's aunt. So Naila just resigned with her aunt's attitude that, rather than other people who were exposed to the problem, just for defending her .

Yeah, well, Naila's weak is a weak woman. But Naila can be strong with the torment her aunt gives her every day, and Naila can survive. Naila did what her aunt told her to do, so that Naila would not be locked up in the barn, and tortured by her aunt. Naila is strong with aunt's behavior, just for her uncle's sake. Because for Naila, they're the only family Naila has. So Naila can only give up on what her aunt did.

*****

Naila was in the room looking at a picture of her parents.

If mom and dad were still around, Naila would be so happy. Naila can share the story to mom and dad, how Naila feels. Aya, mom, I miss you guys. Only in this way can Naila do after praying, looking at your photos. I'm tired, I want to meet you guys in a dream. Mom's father came to Naila's dream, Naila wants to be embraced by you.

Hiks. hiks... While crying Naila hugged a photo of her parents. His eyes were closed because he was tired from crying.

Actually Brian saw his aloof wife in the room. Brian looked behind his door that was deliberately opened a little. There is guilt and regret, Brian felt unbearable with his wife. Brian knew Naila's life when her parents left. Naila does not live happily with her aunt, Naila is treated harshly by her aunt.

Now Naila is disappointed with him, Brian feels that he has hurt Naila.

I let my wife down and made her sad. What kind of husband am I. I don't trust my wife, I trust Riska. And now he's taking advantage of what happened yesterday, and now Naila's angry with me. God, I'm so stupid as a husband, I'm sorry, baby.

Brian sat on the sofa contemplating his mistake and his sense of regret in the living room. Because time still shows at 8 p.m.

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