Naifku Will Love

CHAPTRE 3

"Huuuhuuhuuhu"

Bella cried all night in her room, sad, angry, sorry, all the feelings in her heart, the sweet memory of being with Jack popping up like a piece of a movie, which makes Bella even sadder and cry so much, three years together and gone through all sorts of things together, why should it end like this.

The graduation exam was only one month away, and now the person who was always with him to help himself in doing many schoolwork was gone, and the person who always comforts himself when sad and happy is no longer with him, it is difficult, and very painful, he said, but the heart is already very saturated and tired with the same conflict continuously, yes.

Bella got up from her bed, and took the box on top of the closet, then opened the box, it turned out that in the box contained many items, photos, letters in the form of a cat, folded in the form of a cat, snow ball, and other funny stuff, it's all a gift from Jack when Bella's birthday, Bella's tears flowed back, her eyes were swollen, her nose was red, her hair wasn't combed, she said, Bella as if she did not become herself again, Bella took all the goods and brought to the warehouse, arriving at the warehouse Bella put the items in one place, Bella was silent for a moment to make sure that her actions were right, it was over, it was for the best.

Bella went out and went to the security behind her house, the garden was very beautiful, there was a hut and swing there, Bella chose to sit on a swing, and she chose to sit on a swing, her tears continued to flow with an empty look.

Two weeks after the incident, Bella returned to herself, a smile began to crack on her face, for two weeks Bella did not use her phone, because she wanted to focus on learning, and she was not using her phone, soon there is a graduation exam, so Bella focuses herself in studying, Bella revives her phone that has not been used for a long time, exactly two weeks but it is long enough for Bella.

How shocked Bella when she saw the many messages that came, most of them from Jack and there were some from Herry as well, Bella opened the message from Jack, with a feeling of longing.

"Bella... I'm sorry, I'm guilty, I'm sorry, give me another chance, I beg you, remember the memories of both of us, our promises.... do you really want to forget everything?"

Bella is sad but does not want to drown in regret and choose to delete all messages from Jack, Bella does not want to read the message, she is afraid that later her heart will waver and return to Jack, Jack, this is not the first time they break up, they have often broken up, but for this time Bella is very unacceptable, violence before marriage, and her jealousy that can not be controlled, what's the news if they are married later, he could be a victim of KDRT with trivial problems.

"excuse me Jack, this time I can't go back with you" Bella muttered.

Bella knows the reason for breaking up with Jack is very trivial, especially in the eyes of others, but not for Bella. Bella is already too saturated with the nature of Jack who is very jealous, even to the point of violence, not married just got slapped just because of trivial problems, how later if it is married? maybe there will be more violence that will be accepted by him, so Bella chose to end her relationship with Jack even though she was still in love.

Bella also opened five messages from Herry.

"dek bella what are you doing?"

"jeez the arrogant boy this one, reply dong message brother."

"excuse me for making the adek uncomfortable."

"dad bella?."

":(dek brother sad loh message brother never reply, does brother make you uncomfortable? please reply dong:(. "

"huuuft... Oh my goodness, these barnet brothers are trying? as bucin is so human, this is all because of this human, beware I report to his girlfriend, aiish." he murmured.

"wait for you, boucins cafe brothers".

Upset Bella who rushed out of the house, Bella went to the cafe where Herry, Bella intends to ask directly the intent of Herry, who continues to send her messages, because the cafe is headed close to home, and the, Bella was just walking to the cafe, not yet to get to the cafe Bella saw from a distance there was a commotion in front of the cafe door where Herry worked, Bella was curious but did not want to be discovered, Bella was curious, so Bella hid beside the alley, Bella narrowed her eyes, in order to see more clearly.

"Eh.. Wait, that's the cafe's brother, right? her boyfriend? buset horrified so much that girl fuss in such a public place, not ashamed what in see a lot of people? hadeuuuuh" (self-conscious who also had a thousand-flock with Jack at the red light, even recently there was a scene in the cafe)

Bella muttered to herself as she continued to peek, seeing that Bella locked up her intention to meet with Herry and chose to forget what happened, anyway without any cause from Herry, sooner or later Bella will also soon break up with Jack, because Bella is already very saturated with the behavior of Jack who is very jealous, Bella turned back home.

"Aaahhh live gini very dah, by the way has long also not gathered with friends, this again mba Liyu notah where, when in need he even gk there, call me dah." inner Bella.

Bella calls her best friend, who is her neighbor, and is also considered her own sister, as they have been friends since childhood.

"Hallo mba Liyu? where is mba? two weeks no slacking off? I want to confide in you? hiks T_T" Bella looks very spoiled same mba Liyu.

"Are you trying this one kid? did you say you went on vacation with Anthony, when you forgot?" answer Mba Liyu, Anthony is his fiancee mba Liyu.

"Owh yes yes... I forgot hahaha... So when to go home? vacation where the hell are you guys? ready for the graduation exam I also want a vacation, want to refresh the head of the brain that has been kissing" replied Bella who is always hyperbola.

"There you know, you know, but I don't think I'm coming back, I just want to stay here, because there's no one here who always sniffs me." answer Mba Liyu with a joke to Bella.

"issshh what the hell? sam I was mba? I've been fiancee, and I'm not in need anymore, you're evil know mba, I was so sad a few days, I broke up again with Jack, Jack, but this time it's different from the previous one, this time I really have broken up with Jack, anyway the story is long, I need mba dissi, hiks T_T" bella replied at length regarding her relationship with Jack.

"Yes-iya.. you are calm, mba otw yes, but use a raft hahaha.. ahh.. already a long time ago, I promise I'll be home soon and listen to all your stories later yeah, always happy." joked Mba Liyu and ended the call from Bella.

"Ihh what try... huuft... mama equally papa where the hell? it's a big house but the only one I live in is bi Liah, hadeuuh. it feels like I want a young marriage and have many children, so that the house is not quiet like this, feeling like you live in a lonely old building, God send me a handsome man who is loyal and jealous in little is okay, who loves me for who I am." Bella talks to herself in her room and looks very lonely, Bella sits in front of a window blown by the night breeze.

The sky looks cloudy so that it covers the light of the moon and stars, making Bella's heart feel more lonely and confused, the feeling of the galaxy is increasingly unavoidable because of the music she hears.

"Hmmm this is so much better, this is the time I need, I need to love myself more for now, this loneliness will teach me how precious they are to be with me later on, this solitude is coming to an end, for now I will enjoy these lonely days with love, love for myself, love for myself, because then my love will be owned by someone who deserves and will live happily." Bella closed her eyes and felt the cold of the night wind while thinking about what she would do later, while accompanied by a song from her favorite singer, Ruth B. - Dandelions.

*loving yourself is not selfish because it will no longer be ours