
Nad Love Story:
Not long ago Nad met an honest independent man, Nad felt admiration for him.
This writing Nad made because of Nad's admiration for him, not about love. Just a woman's admiration for a man who is almost perfect.
He is a male figure who Nad believes will not fall in love.
He is a man who really understands everything.
And he is a male figure who wants Nad jatuhi love, but Nad quite know himself, because he is indeed as difficult to be given love.
Many people think that independent men are conservative men who only focus on one goal. Nad admitted that the statement is true, very true, but... is there still a possibility for him to fall in love?
Nad believes in life, everyone must have many goals, only they are only focused on a few goals, even independent men must have many goals, right?
It is difficult to conquer the heart of an independent, Nad even had thought to also be independent so as to forget the taste that Nad experienced today.
Nad can't be? Nad can be an independent figure who deserves another independent, Nad has a chance right?
The story this time again about "first love" Nad.
Nad met him again.
Again Nad expects it and viola!
Today he spoke honestly to Nad about something, as much as Nad had ever hoped. He said he wanted to get back close to Nad and have a relationship. What should nad do?
Nad has to what?
When Nad himself was confused with Nad's perception.
When Nad himself felt he was not expecting him anymore.
When Nad himself felt he had risen from the shadow of his shadow.
Nad has to what?
She was no longer the first love Nad had ever wanted.
He was no longer the white riding prince Nad was waiting for.
He is no longer a figure that makes Nad feel idolatrous and respected.
He's nothing else, he's not.
Nad has tried so hard to forget then why did he come back?
Honestly, Nad is a little interested in someone, but because of his arrival, why is Nad so worried?
Nad was quite tired of this feeling.
Very very tired.
Nad hopes Nad can make peace with Nad's heart and mind.
Because Nad knows here is not only Nad who is wrong, everything is wrong, from the beginning everything is not right.
One thing I can be sure of right now. Nad just has to be himself.
Nad is back. Of course with the stupid story that Nad experienced.
Currently, Nad is in a dilemma of choosing between friends or love.
Between a friend or a partner.
Nad's confused. Nad never told you about a friend who considers Nad more than a friend? And now the story becomes more heel because the friend said earlier. Nad is sometimes sorry, very sorry.
Sorry I ever knew him.
Sorry for being close to him.
Sorry because why should he? Of the many men why should he?
In the end Nad can only decide to shut up and muffle what should be harbored.
Honestly, Nad feels Nad has the same feelings for him. It's just, Nad has the principle to never establish a serious relationship with anyone especially if it's a close friend of Nad himself.
Honestly, Nad loves him in the context of women not just friends. Only, Nad's ego to be independent more dominating so that Nad hurt his heart and Nad's own heart.
Nad wants to stand alone, not depend on anyone else what else with something about love.
So. for the future Nad very much hope we can be like before again, sorry if you can not give more than said friend. Although later the situation will not be the same anymore, Nad sure he must understand, right? Because a friend will always support the decisions of other friends.
Nad did not want to break our friendship. Let's say Nad is selfish because it's true. Nad was selfish, Nad still want him as a friend.
Sorry, one word that Nad will probably always say to her.
Nad really hopes he can find someone who is the same as Nad, someone who can also fill his heart with love.
Of course Nad is ready to lose, that's the biggest risk isn't it?
Nad is ready, Nad is ready to lose a man who sincerely loves Nad only because Nad needs a friend who will always be there. For Nad, friends will always be there forever, while men will only exist until a very short time.
Lastly, one thing Nad says.
Nad loved her, as a friend and a woman in love.