My Wrong

02.

this morning the weather was so cold, it just happened to be outside the rain that made the weather so cold, and this morning it was the best to sleep and pull a blanket but it was not me, I like to look at the rain, I like to look at it, I like the smell of rain I really like the rain, I think the rain is the grace of God, this morning the routine as usual I help make love before going to college, I said, pasih always forbade me to help her but I never mind helping her......

1 hour passed but the rain still did not stop, like the rain that was given formalin.heheheh laughs me cengengenges alone, after all was done I immediately get ready to go to college, even though it was raining I had to go to college because it was my last semester, I couldn't leave my school hours this morning.

loh fir where to go, outside is still raining whether you want to get wet through the rain" reprimanded mbak mila who saw me was neat

"fira hastily mbak, it's 7 o'clock fira must go to campus, this morning fira there are kiler lecturers who once absent directly a 3" said I

"despite you want to break through the heavy rain like that, you are an adult still like to play the rain, whether you go to college, you can't walk"

"not that I'm the same mile as Ivan, I just called him just so he happened to have a lecture hour this morning"

ivan was my best friend from childhood, from childhood I only knew ivan men other than my family

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"yes, if that's so calm, what time will the fir come home?" ask again

"fira was out of college at 12, but fira went straight to the store to keep the store"

in addition to my lecture that busy my activities I also work as a shopkeeper in a store near the campus, coincidentally the store belongs to my friend, so I was easy to work in the store, my store always rame the same buyer, in addition to the place that is easy to reach and also the goods that the wholesale price of my store there is also a cafe, which, understandably my store is very close to campus so many buyers and connoisseurs of caffe, I often go home at 9 pm because the store I keep it closed at 9 pm,the coffee is 24 hours

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"yes it's my mil brother leaving" said my pamit

but when I rushed out of the house suddenly I hit the father who was again holding coffee, I was immediately afraid of trembling

"a.a.a..dad.pardon me" I said nervously.

"shit" grumbled dad

"excuse me dad, I'm in a hurry"

"you always make trouble, make my fate never lucky" cried my father angrily to me

I was still silent in front of my father by lowering my head, I was afraid, I was afraid that my father would hit me again

"forgive me dad, I didn't accidentally" without my tears

when my father was angry that no one could help me, everyone was afraid that my father was angry, I immediately remembered my brothers because usually when my father was angry my brothers were the ones who defended me.

"dad forgive me dad" I'm not stopping to apologize to dad

"boy doesn't know himself, why you got to be seen by me this morning, I'm sick of you"

"Fuck son, why are you born this second, why do you always make me angry, why do you make me suffer, dissatisfied you for so many years this makes me miserable, you better just die, you're better off, you're an unlucky kid" said Dad, berate me and slap me

I immediately ran away from my father, saying that it was like lightning striking me, I went straight into the car of Ivan silent a thousand languages, he said, I just turned my face to see the path that the rain began to subside but still drizzle, Ivan always looked at me, occasionally he reprimanded me but I let, my heart ached to remember the words of the father like that, I said, my tears continued to melt nonstop.

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"dad why dad so long ago to safira dad, wrong safira what father"mbak mila pity to listen to the words of father

" you'd better shut up, you don't know what that son of a bitch is that makes my life like this" shouted the father with a face of high emotion

"better like that, I hate that kid"

"but I was wrong...."

mila did not have time to continue her words, suddenly her husband came from the door, spontaneously mila immediately stopped her babes, her father immediately left them

"why dear, what else is there why the morning has been crowded like that, children where" asked cross who was curious about the events that made his house crowded

without answering the question, the husband went straight to his room, and immediately followed his wife into his room

"why, what happened, what's wrong" he was still curious to see his wife's behavior like that

"mas, do you want to do a lot?" tanyanya who still held back her tears

"what do you want"

"actually safira is not your sister, is she the child that father and mother found when they were little"

"that's why you ask that" how shocked he was when he heard his wife's question

"answer my mas"

"no, safira is my younger brother, safira is my father's and mother's son"

"if it is a biological child why did such a father mas to safira"

moreover, what the father did to sapphires, is still the nature of the father does not change until now hates sapphires, he said in a cross heart

"as we just move out of this house, we take sapphires far away so that he does not meet dad, just yesterday dad hit him all out either safira wrong what mas, mas, and just now because the safira rushed and hit the father, the father was immediately angry and immediately slapped the safira until he fell" he told her husband

"what..." crashing immediately reflex stood up and seemed to not believe what his wife said.

dad why you got that shit dad, safira is your son dad why you punished sapphire for a totally no-fault he's dad, why you like that dad, your blood-flesh sapphires, you know, actually what you want father, you want to kill your own flesh and blood father, it's not enough for you to torture father's sapphire" grumbled inwardly with his hands clenched in emotion

"safira why are you still this strong with the treatment of such a father, mbak mila just see it is not hearty what else you are tortured how sick safira" his grunts alone

gilang had gone out of his room looking for his father, but it seemed that his father had gone to the office

"bik asih"

"yes den gilang anyone can help"

"don't you just want to nangak? have you left the bik?"

"it was just now"

"okah bik, I'm hungry bring food to my room ya bik"

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