
A few months before the execution of the death penalty, Amanda was isolated in a special iron bars, located in a remote place.A room that is so narrow, short, and,stuffy and cold.To move and stand was difficult.All daily activities are all done there.Amanda felt scared, almost every day he screamed hysterically because of fear.Even in every sleep Amanda always had nightmares that were so scary.
Demons and evil genies always torment him in dreams, but it feels so real.So Amanda froth not to sleep, when sleepy, Amanda always bangs her head against the prison wall.The appearance of Amanda's body is very sad,like the undead or zombies.Ironis indeed, from a photo model, now become a patient.Without relatives, there is only a spillover of sin.
In her slump Amanda remembers all the sins she has ever committed in her life.None of the good can be remembered.One person who has been wronged, appeared one in her brain.
There was a moment in his heart to repent, Amanda remembered the God who had created him.Amanda wanted to perform the five prayers that he had long left.Even the movements and prayers he had forgotten.
Amanda heard the sound of her cell door being opened, usually there will be people who deliver food for her.The person always wears a head and face cover, such as a mask.His body is large height.After putting his food the person immediately went away,but Amanda stopped her steps.
"Sir, mother.Whoever you are, I beg you to help me.I want to repent before the day of my death arrives.I want someone to lead me to prayer"Amanda crawled up crying and came closer to the man.
"Help me sir.I beg you.I do not want to die in vain.at the end of my life.."the man just nodded then left.
The next day the man came again, not only carrying food but also a guidebook for prayer and mukena.The man gave it to Amanda.
"Why am I just given this sir, I need to attack the teacher to guide me?"ask Amanda.
"We do not want to take risks, this is all we can do, make the best use of it" replied the person then immediately left.
After almost a week of learning it Amanda began to understand and memorize what she learned.But she was confused how to ablution, the water there is only limited to drinking.Even her body is full of unclean.
Because of his strong intention to repent, Amanda continued to worship.
Seven days before his execution, Amanda was given time to make one last wish in her life before he was executed.
"I would like. meet my son. His name is Dinda..This is my last request.please be granted"The body of Amanda shivers violently, and,as the day of his death neared he could not eat at all.Amanda left an address and a handwritten letter Amanda to Hasna.Amanda smiled at the thought of meeting her daughter.She was very sorry to have abandoned her child.
Dinda was also searched based on the address given Amanda.It turns out Hasna refused Amanda's request.
"Tell Amanda, she's not her child, she's my child, anyone has no right to take my child!"hasna said angry with fire.
'But Ms. Hasna, this is the convict's last request, please be granted" said the person assigned to search for Dinda.
"Well then let me represent Dinda, I don't want to take the risk that Dinda why is there later" finally Hasna who was brought to meet Amanda.