My wife turned out to be my first love

CHAPTERS 111. Biting the palm

Riana who did not get a chance to talk, she immediately shed tears, she wanted to explain everything to her husband, but it turned out that she did not get a chance, then she began to resign to the situation, she realized now she was just a foreign girl in front of her husband, she also realized, she would never be comparable to the fiance of her husband. Riana immediately got off her husband's bed, she immediately walked towards her bed, she no longer wanted to talk to her husband, for her free, her husband would cut her words. Hadi was still standing, he just looked at his wife who moved to his own bed, then he immediately spoke in his heart

" Christian, is there really no chance for me, what I must change, for you to love me completely, I do not want you to share your love, you are truly selfish, you are, you said you loved me, but you said you also loved Aldi, why you became a girl with no stand, why, I know my sister went only for my happiness with you Christian, but if Christians still think about my sister, how can I be happy, I can't be a man pretending to be stupid, I'm just a human being." Hadi said

After that Hadi immediately went up to the bed, he immediately sat down while resuscitating his head at the head of the bed. Tonight was the longest night for Riana and Hadi, the two of them were just sitting on their respective beds with their own thoughts that the two of them could not reveal. Riana still shed tears, she just stared at the balcony, her heart was so painful, again her chest was like a heavy burden, she thought her husband would accept it, because her husband said he loved her, he said he loved her, as she was still not fully conscious, but after she came to her senses, her husband turned into a selfish man again

" Mah, I can't wait here long, I want you to come to Indonesia soon, I can't bear to keep this heavy burden, I'm tired mah, mah, mah, why did I become a stupid girl, why did I love her again, she used to be forced to accept me because I was trying to kill myself, and now she accepts me too, maybe because I wanted to repay the debt of gratitude in the past, because I had saved her life, why I had always been the foolish girl in front of her, why could I not love the man who loved me sincerely, she said, why did fate bring me back, if in the end it only scratches old wounds, I don't know, he promised me he would marry me, seriously from the heart, or it just wants to make me not try to kill myself again, I really don't know, I'm too tired, with so much drama life." Riana said

Riana continued to speak in her heart, shedding tears, again she fell into the same abyss, because she could already remember all her past, her past was so sad, she said, until he grew up, even he only loved the same man, the man who could not see the sincerity of his heart, the man who was very selfish. Hadi who was sitting, he once looked at his wife who was just staring at the balcony, for some reason his heart was very sick, when his wife just stared at the balcony, Hadi thought his wife was staring at the balcony, at her sister's room

" Christian, do you miss my sister, until you keep staring at my sister's room, if you're honest from the past, I won't let my sister go, and had you been honest long ago, I'd have backed out of our marriage." - Hadi

The two of them continued to speak in their hearts, there was not the slightest sound, there was only the sound of the ticking of the clock in the room. Riana who continued to dissolve in her mind, suddenly she remembered that her husband had not treated her wound, she immediately asked her husband, still staying on his bed

" Hubby, is your wound okay?"

Hadi simply replied by shaking his head, while speaking in his heart

" The wound in my hand will not make me die, but the wound in my heart, can make me die." Hadi's inner

" Please don't hurt your hand Christian, if you want to bite, just bite my hand, I've told you, if you want to bite, just bite my hand, never hurt your own."

Riana did not care what her husband said, she turned her back to her husband, then immediately cried again while biting her palm. Hadi could only sigh heavily, then he immediately stroked his wife's back while talking

" Please don't do it Christian, I love you so much, I don't want to see you get hurt, I'll call Aldi to come home soon, I'll tell him not to go to college there, I'll tell him not to go to college, I know you can't accept the fact that Aldi just left, and tomorrow I'll be taking care of our divorce papers, too, so please don't do that again."

Riana immediately let go of her already slightly bleeding hand, she immediately sat down, wiping her tears, then she immediately asked her husband

" What does hubby mean?, why does hubby say about Aldi?, this has nothing to do with Aldi, and I cry, because the weight on my chest is so heavy, she said, I just want to get out the grunts that are in my mind, I'm tired of every talk is always in pieces, I know hubby does not love me, but never put Aldi's name in our household, because it has nothing to do with it."

Hadi who heard the explanation from his wife, he could only sigh heavily, he did not know anymore, why his wife was so stubborn, why his wife again denied, he said, obviously his wife was puffy this afternoon because of Aldi, but his wife still closed all that from him, either in any way so that his wife admitted that she loved her sister very much, then he immediately asked his wife, he was also tired all night just arguing

" What do you want?, if this has nothing to do, why are you crying like that?"

" Why do you ask me?, why don't you think clearly, what mistakes you made me, hubby, I'm just a human being, I can also feel tired, I can also feel tired, if I keep saying you cut, and you ignore."