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"When love to the lover can make people depressed. So there's been a lot of people falling into the abyss, because they can't control themselves." (Gumisha)
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"You keep complaining about your fat body. That's why everyone is taunting you because you don't have any confidence!" said a man, put his hand in his pants pocket. His smile was thinly engraved. May Ghu be honest, he looks handsome under the dim light.
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Ghumaisha fell silent, looking at Ardian's face. Admiring God's creation. Feeling both lucky and sad, seeing himself is very different from Ardian. I can't be the woman that this man wants me to be. Did he really embarrass her?
"You're better?" tanya Ghu switched the conversation.
"Well, I didn't notice fainting long enough. The last time I remember seeing you was praying and praying that I could leave my play boy status." Said Ardian while recalling the last incident before falling unconscious. "Ah, one more. When you left me alone in the room angry."
Ghu's eyes whizzed. Then he said, "You're a bitch, so I'm leaving!" timpal Ghu ketus, no matter now Ardian has been sitting next to him.
Ardian's chin was raised haughtily. "I'm talking what it is. I'm handsome and charming, you admit it, too, right?" he said confidently.
Ghumaisha clucked," it's up to you!" answer me." Lagian .. not everything you can value from beauty, the heart is more important. That's the most important point,"
Ardian plucked a finger, "that's the problem! Because I don't know the contents of a man's heart, eat him look from the face. To me, humans are the same. They have two sides, good and bad." Clearly, but ignored Ghumaisha.
"Indeed, can you know the contents of the human heart? No, right? Because good is not necessarily good, so is evil." Ardian revealed his previous assessment of human attitudes.
Ghumaisha. "Why then marry me? Why didn't you refuse when Oma made the offer?" Ghumaisha protest, increasingly confused with Ardian way of thinking.
Long ago when Oma decided to betroth the two of them, Ardian rejected her all out. But a few days later, he gladly accepted. Even with a forced face.
"Because I have to accept it, "he replied casually.
Ghumaisha's mouth was wide open, unable to believe Ardian's simple answer." Don't you think we've been playing with marriage?"
"You're asking a lot of questions. You know, we're being slandered for doing bad things! How could I refuse Oma's offer, I might be killed by Oma for being called a brash grandson!" ardian said, annoyed to keep wondering.
"You can explain it, if it's a misunderstanding. Ali left the mess, when he learned of this misunderstanding. And you! Even calling us dating! You really made my life runnyam!" cerocos Ghumaisha was frustrated by Ardian's attitude towards him. "Will it not be better. If we say we're married?"
Ardian's hand was raised and then held the back of Ghumaisha's head, and then placed both of them on his forehead. Ghu's eyes twitched in surprise at Ardian's action now.
"Keep what do you want? You want us to be like other husbands?" Goda Ardian's.
"How many women have you treated like this?" ask Ghumaisha.
"You won't be able to count it" replied Ardian and it struck his heart. "I want to hug you, said the guy hugging the fat guy like he was hugging a teddy bear." Ngeles Ardian, even though he actually needs a backrest.
Ardian pulls Ghumaisha's stocky body into his arms. Unwittingly Ghu, Ardian's tears flow. He drowned his head on the side of his wife's neck covered with a veil. If only Ghu knew how many wounds he had suffered. Maybe he'll think of him as the world's poor man.
"Adrivesi ... "Ghumisha tried to push Ardian away, but he was arrested. Eventually she chose to let Ardian hold her for longer, even subconsciously returning her husband's embrace.
"Sorry Ghumaisha, I love Tasya."
Instantly Ghumaisha's hand squeezed down onto the floor, while Ardian's embrace grew tighter fearing Ghumaisha away from her now.
Ghumaisha's eyes were already in tears.
"Don't love me, Ghumaisha ... Because I will never be able to love you. My love for Tasya has become flesh and blood in my heart and body, until at any time there will be no one who can replace that position. Including you, the women out there."
"I'm what's Ardian?" Ghumaisha sobbed, heartbroken by Ardian's explanation.
While the moon closed itself, choosing to hide behind the black clouds. Let only God know what will happen next between the two.
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Tasya smiled as she picked up the holy book of the Qur'an which she always kept in the living room glass cabinet. Scripture as the beginning of his sin against Ali, the time when he began to recognize the word lie.
"I'm sorry Ali. As long as you love her, then I get harder to keep you two away. Even though I have to commit sins." Tasya murmured in the Qur'an given by Ali.
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"Tasya, this is the Qur'an for you" said a man giving the Koran which was still wrapped in plastic.
"Didn't you buy it for Ghumaisha?" tasya asked nervously, even though he took it from Ali's hand.
Ali smiled softly, for a moment she looked at the deserted school corridor. Then take something out of the pocket of the gray school pants, which are small red boxes.
"look? I'll give this to Ghumaisha" Ali showed me the golden ring happily.
Tasya flinched, hugging the Qur'an tightly. Spreading his sadness there. His lips were thin, though inwardly bitter to know what Ali would say next.
"the ring? What's for?" tanya pretended not to know.
Ali took a breath, suddenly he felt nervous to tell Tasya his wish. They have been friends from childhood.
"I want to propose to her. But after Ghumaisha graduated school," Ali said nervously.
"Aren't you going to Egypt after graduation? How can I propose to him?" tanya Tasya held back the tears. As much as possible, he cannot look sad.
Ali saw a ring with the inscription M. "I can propose to him first. There is a saying that marriage should be hastened and not delayed. After marriage, I can calmly go to Egypt. If I could I'd take him there." Ali had long been planning to propose to Ghumaisha. But his unruly attitude, sometimes makes Ali feel embarrassed to talk about his intentions to the woman.
"Oh, yes. Don't tell Ardian. I'm afraid he's shocked to hear that, knowing I married his enemy he he" Ali chuckled. Unaware on the other hand there is a woman who feels hurt to hear Ali's good intentions earlier.
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Tasya said istighfar, remembering his memories first. The great sin he had committed to separate Ali and Ghumaisha. Sacrificing one heart to make it with Ali.
"I'm sorry Ardian. But that's love .. If you really love me, then you have to sacrifice. May you forgive me for my blunder that slandered you with Ghumaisha and caused you to marry. Sorry .. "wept as Tasya wept, hugging the Qur'an tighter.
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In the room was quiet, the two men were still asleep in sleep. Until Ardian's eyes opened cleavage, a beautiful face with hair like a lion was in front of him. Instead of dodging, Ardian smiled. Disturbed by his wife's bangs, he put her away leaving his wife's pretty face looking perfect.
"Thank you and sorry Ghumaisha. For the umpteenth time I've played you .. " said Ardian slowly, then got out of bed after wearing a bathroom dress.
Ghumaisha's eyes slowly opened, after the ardian entered the bathroom. "I know Ardian .." - shunned Ghumaisha, tears shed lamenting her love clapping one hand. "Sister Tasya is beautiful and anyone would love it. Different from me who lacks." Inner Ghu was crying.
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