
After dinner Harada drove me back to the apartment. No conversation during the trip. Only silence in the car.
"What are you doing?" Instead of going home, Harada went inside and sat back on the sofa.
"I'll wait till you sleep." He turned on the television and started choosing the channels he wanted to watch.
"I'm not a kid whose sleep needs to be taken care of." When this damn trauma, it's healed, he's the first person I'm gonna beat.
Harada did not answer.
Hais! It's like he doesn't have a home.
There was nothing I could do but let the Yakuza do what he wanted. Though this is my apartment and he managed to make it seem - if making this place is his home.
Don't don't don't tomorrow he'll come here with a suitcase. I can only complain in my heart. Because speaking directly also seems like Harada became deaf.
Ddeerrrttt saw the name that appeared on the phone screen I immediately answered the call.
"Eomma" unfortunately I give you a scene that sucks but also fun simultaneously.
I saw Appa hugging eomma from behind, leaning his head on the shoulder of the eomma spoiled. "Hi dear." Eomma waved, while appa was busy smelling his wife's hair.
I saw him lazily. The view I see every day at home. Their affection did not fade even though they had been together for a long time. They are like young people in love. And it makes me jealous.
When can I get rid of this fucking trauma? I want to be close to someone too. Feel loved and cared for.
"Angel, honey you're okay?" Eomma broke my daydream.
I smiled, not wanting to make eomma worry. "Sure, Eomma. Appa, stay away from my eomma."
"Hey.it's your own fault you're far away. Appa can be with your eomma as much." she said. Deliberately rubbing his face against Eomma's shoulder.
Both of them made me laugh. Oh. I miss home.
For almost an hour I talked to them too Keenan.
"Go home, baby. We miss you." Appa starts to peel.
"Come visit your beloved daughter, Appa. Your money won't run out just for visiting me." I reply by squeezing too.
After talking to Eomma and Appa deserted back hit. I'd better go to the terrace, see the stars can make the heart more calm.
Harada doesn't look like a couch. Maybe he's home. Who cares. His presence around me makes me breathless. Not because I don't like it, but because of this fucking trauma.
Before going to the terrace, I took a glass of milk and warmed it up. This apartment has a terrace outside. I sat on the bench with a pillow. Looking up, looking at the stars.
They shine beautifully in the night. Am I like that too? It looks beautiful despite having a dark past. Even to this day I can't really escape my past.
"What are you doing in the night?" Yakuza gondrong's voice shocked me. My heart is like a jump.
Haish, he was like a demon, coming and going as he pleased. I felt my heart to ease her crazy beat.
"Night is not good for health." He sat in an empty chair. I lit a cigarette and started sipping it. Harada looked at me but did not ask, so I did not explain the reason I stayed away from her.
"I'm staying over." he replied casually. He did not even ask for permission to stay. He thinks this is his apartment.
"Oh come on. I don't want to be home alone." now he begs.
"Tomorrow my girlfriend, my ex-boyfriend." she corrected the words. "My ex-boyfriend will be engaged to my cousin." she explained.
I don't want to ask the clarity of the story, but of course I feel sorry for Harada. "All right, just last night." I gave him permission. Maybe he needs a friend to tell him a story.
*****
Harada's phone hasn't stopped ringing since. 'Mom' is the name on his phone screen.
He knew if, not answering this phone, his mother would keep calling. Taking a rough breath into the air, Hadara shifted the green button on her phone screen.
"Mom, you're disturbing my sleep." said Harada.
"Mom misses you too, son. When are you going home? Andy's engagement tomorrow." Alicia's soft voice could melt Harada's hot heart.
"Tomorrow I go straight to the show."
"Harada, are you okay?" Alicia doesn't know Sheryl's relationship with Harada.
"I'll be fine, mom. Can I sleep now? I don't want to come in with blackened eye bags." Hadara chuckles.
"alright. Mom will prepare your clothes."
"You're the best, mom." Harada hung up.
He went back into Angel's apartment and saw the door to the terrace open.
He found Angel was daydreaming while raising her head to look at the stars.
"What are you doing in the night?" ask Harada.
They sat together while looking at the stars with their own minds.
Every now and then Harada glances at Angel while asking in her heart, is Angel afraid of her? Angel always seemed to keep her distance. Keep distance in the true sense. Even Angel had shifted her chair away from Harada's chair.
"I go to bed first. You can sleep in the guest room" he said as he stepped inside.
Harada did want to go away for a moment from her home and family. There are many memories of Sheryl at home. While at his grandfather's mansion he will meet Andy, Sheryl's future fiancee.
After finishing his cigarette, Harada went inside directly to the guest room. Resting her body and mind preparing for tomorrow face the reality of her ex-lover getting engaged to her own cousin.
** Harada's photo is stressed
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