My White Grey

Chapter 123

"Bye byee~ I go home" said Saddam after arriving in front of the fence of Natha's house, Natha nodded and Saddam left Natha who was still in front of the fence.

"Ekhem!" the voice of the coughing man made behind her, Natha already knew who she was, she certainly knew him, her face changed drastically, whose smile was now even flat.

"He was pretending," said Keenan, Natha turning around so she could look at Keenan. Keenan who was stared at followed him with a mocking face. "Unclearly, lo." said Natha, Keenan chuckled and then grabbed Natha's shoulder so they could enter the house.

The clock is now showing at half-twelve o'clock. The girls are also very cold, while Natha only uses short-sleeved white shirts.

"Shutt, don't bacot much. Udah diem," said Keenan shut Natha's mouth using his palm as Natha was about to babble. Natha brushed off Keenan's arm from her mouth, "Chey, salty lo's hand." replied Natha cynically.

They are now in the living room, on the living room sofa there is Mama Lian, Keenan and yes, Natha. They were watching a movie together on television. Natha and Keenan had already changed their clothes into sleepwear. Natha got up from her seat to walk towards the toilet, she was about to urinate.

"Where, deck?" mama Lian asked, Natha pointed towards the Toilet, Mama Lian nodded then refocused on the television.

After Natha finished from the toilet, she returned to the sofa and settled herself next to Mama Lian. Natha was looking for her cellphone where, she was confused, did she take it down the toilet? The feeling he was not holding anything while going to the toilet.

Natha looked towards Keenan who was aik emainan HP, it turned out that it was Natha's HP. The three of them sat on the long sofa, so Mama Lian was in the middle, Natha was on the Left side, while Keenan was beside Kanan.

Because Natha was lazy to argue, she picked up Keenan's HP lying on the living room table. Natha opened the Instagram application, the first thing she saw was a photo of girls and boys together who reminded her of her photo with Aksa first. 'Why do I remember that? No, can not remember again' Natha's inner, he opened the dm-an ig Keenan.

About thirty-four messages were not read by Keenan. Apparently, all that is only the dm-an of the girl who always commented on the story ig Keenan and there are also those who asked to follow back, but not in response by Keenan. Folowers Keenan quite a lot than Natha, Keenan arguably three thousand followers and Natha only one thousand five hundred folowers.

"Well, the movie's over, let's go back to each other's rooms. Mama first yes, you two don't forget to sleep." said Mama Lian who walked towards her room.

"Yes, maa, goodnight!" replied Natha, who was replied with a nod by Mama Lian.

"Lo buy the folowers?" natha asked suddenly to Keenan, Keenan shook his head.

"What true? Time?" ask Natha again, she doesn't believe me, is that right? Posts do not exist, stories are also rare, which are followed also just two hundred. "You believe me, yes, I didn't buy it. Why also buy? Kebelt seleb?" answer Keenan put Natha's HP on the table.

"Yes who knows. Oh yeah, why open my HP?" natha asked, "Lo's HP motif is noisy." replied Keenan,

"What's the notif?" ask Natha again, "Open it yourself in WA." replied Keenan took over his phone from Natha's hands. Natha took her phone put by Keenan earlier, she opened whatsapp application.

"Well? Ngechat really? I don't think I'll swear. Like he's the same, haha!" natha said after seeing her Whatsapp homepage.

"Diem, don't laugh, laugh lo kayak kunti." said Keenan heard the laughing voice of Natha, who was laughing now staring at Keenan cynically.

"What do you want, huh?!" Keenan again looked cynically at Natha, he did not want to lose with this other adek.

"Sad, bacot." answered Natha, he turned his gaze to the HP screen to read the chat from Nazia. Yes, Nazia who ngechat Natha, Chatnya has been read by Keenan but not in reply by Keenan.

Natha didn't want to reply to Nazia's message, because she was too lazy to argue with this guy again. Next time if Nata is Mood to prank people.

Natha got up from her seat to return to the room, she was already feeling sleepy. "Gue went to the room first, bang." Natha told Keenan, Keenan nodded then followed behind to return to her room as well.

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One Week later.

"Ta, borrow HP lo, bentar doang, bentar." said Vio, Natha nodded and handed her phone to Vio.

"Thank you." said Vio again, Natha again nodded. When finished, Vio returned Natha's HP.

The ceremony was over, they were given fifteen minutes to rest. Now Natha is in the canteen with Gabriella, she heard the conversation of her classmate.

"Eh, why do I rarely see Aksa now? Though he often I see loh, on the basketball court, if not on the court I most see behind the school. How rarely does it seem now? Moving schools?" said a student who was also waiting in line at the cafeteria.

'Aksa? Yeah, I haven't seen him in weeks. Where's she? Sick? Or change schools again? Is changing schools in vain? Soon also passed.' Inner Natha thought, she was dumbstruck until her arm was patted by Gabriella.

"Think what lo? Bengong bae," asked Gabriella, Natha shook her head. Natha was dating with Saddam for a week, and the former Saddam also had a boy and did not bother Saddam anymore. Nathas? Natha still could not forget Aksa from her thoughts.

'Gue has it done once, huh? Saddam also had not disturbed his ex, Aksa also now has often not seemed. Okay, I've justin.' Inner Natha again, he now ordered a drink to quickly go to class because soon the break will run out.

Natha and Gabriella are in their classes. The break is over, Natha sits next to Vio, in fact she was about to ask about Aksa to Vio, but she is prestigious. Natha thinks her friends are hiding something from her, it's impossible if Aksa had no news at all they still look ordinary. Especially Gabriella who always fuss with small things, whereas now? He was just silent and never told about Aksa who had often not entered.

Moreover, Vio, who is said to be Cousin of Aksa, there is no way he does not know, while they only live in one house. Really, Natha became unsettled, she felt guilty, sad, confused, her feelings mixed. He felt guilty because if Aksa asked him to meet, Natha always refused him. If Natha accepts Aksa's invitation, Natha will know why Aksa rarely goes to school.

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The hour of rest has arrived, Natha invites Saddam to go to the rooftop. Upon their arrival at the rooftop, Natha begins to open her voice.

"Dam, thanks for helping me, Kiran has a guy, she doesn't bother you anymore. Aksa also rarely entered, I also do not need your help anymore. So, I've been pretending, huh? Thank you for helping me." Natha told Saddam.

"Ta? Do you really forget Aksa?" saddam asked, Natha shook her head, "Gue doesn't know my own feelings, and" Natha answered honestly.

"Honestly, I'm confused about my own feelings, sometimes, I think of him, but sometimes I also think of events where he took me." replied Natha.

"OK...tell me, too, to help me let Kiran stay away from me. I go first, right? Alex was waiting in the cafeteria" said Saddam who went straight from Natha's presence, Natha nodded. He was alone in the rooftop, looking at the field where there were people playing basketball, making him remind Aksa again.

'Ta? You really don't have the same taste as me, do you? I was hoping too much? But I'm happy, my friends already thought we were dating real when not. I like it, I like it, but I know what the answer is. While you still like him, I hope, you get a better guy than before, thanks, ta.' inner Saddam who is standing behind the door rooftop, he said, he was still not far from Natha, after which he really went to the cafeteria.

Almost fifteen minutes Nata was on the rooftop alone, before long, Vio came alone to the rooftop.

"Ta," she called out, Natha looked towards Vio who was alone approaching her. "Why, Vi?" ask Natha,

"Gue want to be honest," replied Vio who made Natha confused, Honest? Honest about what? Think Natha.

"Gue wants to be honest about your own feelings. And I'd also like to be honest about you being Saddam, you're actually dating, or just pretending to be able to keep Aksa away from you?" asked Vio who spoke without staring at Natha. Natha was shocked by Vio's remark, "meaning?" natha asked.

"Gue is the same you've won a year, Ta. I know the nature of you, although not everything I know. I beg you, you're honest, may you? Here we both hanga, the others are not there either." replied Vio staring at Natha, Natha gulping her saliva roughly.

"They? Okay, I'm honest. I am confused about my own feelings too. I don't know, I still love Aksa, but? If I remember what happened to him, what did he do to me? I arrived crying unclear. Sometimes, I also feel guilty with him, if he met, I always refuse, especially Mother Ghita, if you meet, I always say busy." replied Natha, replied Natha, his eyes began to look glass.

"Gue......"

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