My ways.....Loving you.....

Crushed

Marsya Xavier Thompson's

POV

I set my foot on the door of the room.

Brakkk.......Brakkk.....

With full force. I kicked the door to that room. After before him I heard I sayup a sigh for the sake of sighing out of that room.

"Joe....."My words are restrained.

After I saw the person I loved so much was on a woman's body without a thread. From the glare of his eyes that I see they are feeling very high spirits.

"Jo finish first, I wait in front when it's done" I said as calmly as possible.

Maybe people will think I'm crazy. Letting someone I love make love to that woman.

\=> What will you do. When you see the people you love so much. Making love to someone else. Maybe you'll berate, curse or swear.

But not with me.

I let them continue their love. Give them a little chance to fulfill their desires.

I'm Marsya Xavier Thompson.

I'm an expensive woman, I'm a classy woman. I have my own way of controlling my emotions, even if only for a while.

"Dude....."Cintya said stifled with a deathly pale face looking at Jordy. Seen from the look of his face Cintya was very frightened.

Jordy immediately picked up his clothes that were strewn on the floor. Wear it in a hurry. After that Jordy ran out of the room. Then he came to me with his face stiffened.

Instantly my hand was held. Not long after Cintya came to me and took my hand. Their positions are on my right and left.

"Don't touch me with your dirty hands...."

My words are flat and cold. While calming my heart that feels unreasonable.

"I'm sorry honey..... Sorry, my dear....."Jordy said with a face.

"Bang Jordy loves Marsya very much...."Cintya tried to calm me down.

Immediately I stood up. I looked at Cintya's face.

"Love know what you are about love. If your heart loves, there will be no betrayal. For in love there is no room for two. Sorry Jo's... I can never make you happy" My words are still flat and cold.

"No....Honey... I love you so much, I'm happy with you, I'm sorry honey......"Jordy said with regret.

"If your heart loves me. There will be no room to like other women. When your heart loves me. There will be no betrayal. I collect your Promise.... You're Jo yourself, who says that any problem of any size can be faced except treason.... That meant.... We're done here...."I said firmly and coldly.

I looked at the towering apartment building.

Tringg.....

The sound of the elevator indicates that I have reached my destination floor.

When I got to the door of my apartment. I pressed the password and closed the door again.

Half-run I entered my room.

I threw my body in bed. I looked at the frame beside my sleeping table. No more happiness was seen in the portrait. All that remained was immense pain and disappointment.

I grabbed the frame, then I threw it in my room's trash can. Along with me also threw the figure of Jordy who used to be patient, caring, loving and loving me. Now all of it has been destroyed and lost because of Jordy's betrayal. It left a deep wound.

"Why........??Why did all this happen.....??Why did you destroy me......??Why do you hurt me this way......??What....my fault......??What....my fault.......until you play me like this.....??"Marsya's screams filled the corner of her Apartment room.

Marsya's heart is very sick. The cries and emotions he had endured from earlier finally evaporated as well. Tears fell without being held back. Marsya dropped her body on the floor. Bending his knees while hugging his legs.

Last night he lamented his miserable fate. "I'm a stupid woman.I'm a useless woman.I can't take care of the people I love. I can't make her satisfied and happy to have me...." Marsya said softly in between her sobs.

Without realizing Marsya was asleep after tired of crying all night.

..."Did you know last night...

...I wept...

...Remembering you...

...Maybe my heart is hurting inside...

...Or always...

...Brushed our memories...

...You've brought him...

...To replace me...

...Without you noticing...

...I will never be replaced...

...You want to leave him...

...And hold me back...

...This is not fair...

...For me or him"...

Audy \=> Crying Last Night