My Ustad, My Possessive

My Ustad, My Possessive
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ummah: "why are you, son?" ask ummah nisa with a worried face


zahra who saw the nisa ummah, directly hugged the nisa ummah while menagis in the arms of the nisa ummah, nisa,


seeing the condition of the zahra ummah trying to calm the zahra, by stroking the head of the zahra gently


ummah: "you calm down son, now you tell the same ummah what is really" asked ummah nisa


zahra also wiped his tears ummah nisa invite zahra to chat in the back garden, because it is not good there is still a lot of people


they arrived at the back garden


ummah: "now you tell me, why are you crying?" ask her ummha gently


zahra: "zahra confused the ummah, must face the attitude of mas azam how?" zahra said with a sad tone


ummah: "You mean?" ask his ummah with a face that is difficult to understand


zahra began to tell about the azam who always misunderstood, angry, jealous, to the mass of clients, even his friends in Turkey that is fahri, and with his childhood friend farel


ummah nisa understands, for all the explanations of zahra


ummah : "Zahra you must be patient in facing such a doom, because.." his ummahh said was cut off when he remembered something and the face of the ummah turned sad.


zahra: "what color is the ummah?" ask zahra curiously


ummah: "ummah think you should know the truth about the past azam" said ummah nisa


Zahra: "what is the ummah?" ask zahra again


ummah: "zahra after you know everything, ummah mintak you are always patient and remain beside the doom until anytime" said ummah nisa while holding the hand of zahra


Zahra: "yes ummah" said zahra with the hands of his people again


"azam has a tempramental that is very difficult to change, so when you are angry it is difficult to get rid of it and control your emotions, honestly, son, azam has absolutely no excessive jealousy and anger2 like that, all because of his former wife-to-be


Zahra: "do you mean ummah?" zahra was confused


"in the past, azam we had betrothed with the children of ummah friends, at the beginning of all baik2 only, azam likes sifa, so sifa, all good families2 only even the relationship between the two families is getting closer, the relationship between the two families is getting closer, but it was 1 week before the wedding,


"the attitude and behavior of sifa changed, one day sifa broke the relationship unilaterally, on the grounds that he did not like azam, and preferred another man2 who turned out to be the closest friend of azam"


"maybe that's one of the causes of doomsday do not like if you are close to another man2, zahra you have to be patient to face the sikaap azam, actually he is not as you imagine, he is not, azam is very attentive with meekness"


"ummah hopes you can continue to be beside the doom of both joy and sorrow, now azam must have hurt himself, because it has made you sad" he said


Zahra: "apparently behind a firm and tempramntal attitude, mas azam a weak figure and need support" said zahra with a sad face


ummah: "yes son, that's how azam, he never shows a weak figure in the presence of his family, but the original he is very fragile" said ummah sadly


Zahra: "sorry zahra ummah, has misjudged mas azam" said zahra with regret


ummah: "do not want, besides you do not know what the past of punishment is like" he said


zahra: "kalo so zahra pamit met mas azam" said zahra and in anguki by his ummah


up in the room, Zahra saw a table that broke due to the blows of the doom and other barang2 scattered, zahra quickly approached the doom sitting on the side of the bed with a view to the outside window


zahra, who saw the hand of azam with fresh blood, reflexively held the hand of azam with a feeling of anxiety


Zahra: "Astaghafirullah mas" said zahra while looking at the hand of doom


azam was shocked at the arrival of Zahra 2


Zahra: "it must be painful" said zahra, staring at Azam in a soft voice,


and Zahra went from her duuduk and opened the drawer and took the P3K box she also cleaned the azam wound very softly and slowly,


while the azam only stared at the zahra with deep beads, the zahra only focused on treating the wounds of the azam regardless of what the azam did


Zahra: "Mas next time do not hurt yourself, because it is carried away by emotions" said zahra who is still focused on treating azam hands


Zahra: "is it still painful?" ask zahra while stroking the hand of azam that has been wrapped in bandages


Zahra: "alhamdulillah" said zahra relieved, and wanted to rise from sitting


zahra had not yet stepped his feet, his hands firmly azam tightly stretched on the zahra, the zahra who saw him was perfectly shocked


Zahra: "why? still sick huh" asked zahra puzzledly


but there is no reason for the doom he continues to hug the zahra tightly without caring for the zahra who had asked


"Sorry" said Azam in a sad tone


"Zahra also apologized, because zahra had misunderstood" said zahra while staring at azam


azam did not dare to look at Zahra,


zahra who saw this terrible doom quickly embraced the weak body of the doom


"sorry" said azam again


"suut" said zahra while covering the mouth of azam


"don't go zahra" said Azam


"zahra ga go mas, zahra will always be beside mas azam" said zahra


zahra embraced the body of the doom up to the bed and they sat face to face, looking at the zahra with a deep gaze filled with sadness and fragility


zahra who saw the azam like she wanted to say something spoke up


"as azam want to say what, let's tell zahra story ready to be a listener" said soft zahra


azam Iu eyes look at the zahra and re-hugging the body of the zahra with tears, zahra does not always think it turns out a azam who always looks firm and cuek turned out to have a fragile attitude


zahra reflex kiss cheeks azam


"mas don't be sad, now mas have a zahra that will always be next to the mas azam" said soft zahra


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time passed, now that Azam had fallen asleep in the arms of zahra, ummah nisa entered slowly into the room of azam


zahra: "ummah" said zahra and wanted to get up from his seat but ummah nisa forbade him quickly because he did not want to make the doom


Ummah: "how is azam?" ask the ummah with a worried face


zahra: "alhamdulillah mas azam can calm the ummah, oh yes ummah zahra apologized for not being able to follow the event in this pesantren" said sad zahra


ummah: "it is not good, son, what is important now is you and good deeds2 only," said his ummah while stroking the shoulders of zahra


zahra: "accept the love of the ummah" zahra says


ummah: "don't forget his dinner son, ummah go first" his ummah said and left


several hours have passed, now Zahra also fell asleep following the azam to dreamland, shortly after that zahra woke up because he heard a sound that roared his sleep


when he woke up it turned out that the sound came from an empty azam stomach and asked to be filled, but the owner of the stomach was still soundly asleep


_it looks like mas azam laper, because tdi malem did not have time to eat, pity_in zahra while stroking azam hair


zahra went to the kitchen to prepare the meal, and he picked up the cold food, after he had finished he returned to the room to wake the azzam


zahra: "gold let's get up, let's eat first" said zahra


azam: "you are alone" said Azam changed positions


zahra: "well, if you do not eat zahrs too, but zahra is hungry" said zahra with a sad face


azam: "yes, you will wash your face first" said Azam


they finally ate late at night