
Raisa is helped by elfie's mother in a wheelchair to go to the morgue and see for the last time the beautiful face that has raised her and accompanied her, Leonard is on standby beside a wheelchair to avoid an unexpected accident, a sense of nervousness circling Raisa's mind, however she is served for the first time not by her mother.
Raisa managed to sit on her wheelchair on the ground by Leonard to the morgue, the susana became cold instantly.
Raisa's tears returned unstoppable as she looked at her mother's face "have been released" the word arrived out of Leonard's lips, undeniable a piercing taste that stuck it in the heart.
Raisa nods after the farewell in silence, only do'a dangles in the bottom of her heart, the meaning of loss can be interpreted in melts of tears that do not dry up, she returns to her room, she, laying down her body that feels floating, somehow her body feels fragile without a soul, Elfie mother who can understand the sadness of the heart of Raisa stroked the shoots of her head full of affection, "we ablution first yes dear! the calm must be obtained from the light given by the ruler of nature" Raisa nodded tightly gripping the soft hand of Elfie's mother back to step her feet into the bathroom.
Leonard stared at the echo of the departure of the two women of the other generation, silhouettes loomed over his lips, gratitude radiated from his deepest heart, no sense of destruction that had ever reoccurred in his heart.
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Raisa decides to immerse her mother tomorrow morning, the wall clock shows her shortest finger to the number 12, Raisa is not sleepy at all her tears continue to fall, a deep sense of loss left behind by loved ones is the saddest thing.
Mother Elfie said she returned home because she was afraid her youngest son would look for her and cry, she had petrified Raisa to perform the prayer before, and she had also warned Leonard not to do silly things.
Until the atmosphere returned to silence when Elfie's mother left now there was only Leonard and Raisa.
Leonard was very understanding of Raisa's condition, he also knew losing someone who was most valuable and the only relative in the world, it must be very painful, it must be very painful, that night Leonard did not fall asleep he listened to Raisa's cry in bed, Leonard might hug the person in front of him if he was not Raisa, not because he did not want to but it felt inappropriate.
Leonard pura sleeps on the sofa, until the dawn of Azan reverberates, Raisa walks with an infusion stick as her restraint to the bathroom and ablution, and, Leonard who noticed Raisa's departure was standing guard at the side of the bathroom door.
The sound of water splashing, touching some of Raisa's limbs, Raisa opened the door and was shocked as Leonard stood in front of her.
"Can't make people worry!" Leonard wanted to get Raisa but Raisa shook her head.
"Sorry brother I have ablution, we pray congregation yu? I'll wait there!" Raisa smiled gently and walked towards the katifah, there was peace and her face was waiting to be worn.
"Let me alone, you wait" Leonard took peace and the face of Raisa, dangled before him strung down on the katifah to become the seat of Raisa.
Raisa smiled stiffly, she was indeed a little afraid of getting excessive attention like this, but she also could not refuse because of Leonard's simultaneous speech and treatment, so she did not have time for him to say words.
Leonard went to the bathroom to fetch water and began to imitate Raisa, in his life, this was the first time he became a priest, after Leonard's greeting turned to face Raisa.
Because of the habit with Raisa's mother to take Leonard's arm and kiss him softly, Leonard was wide open to get a treatment beyond his expectations.
Leg.deg.deg.. Leonard's heart was pumped up very quickly, the reflex of his hand gently stroking Raisa's head out of nowhere the comfort in her heart but she desperately wanted to forever feel the vibration, she said, he also greatly enjoyed the atmosphere created by accidentally becoming a wonderful experience in the memory of his head.
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Raisa suddenly realized when a big hand touched her head, she got up.
Duk, "aw.md.. Why are you! sick know!" leonard's chin hit Raisa's head, her chin felt throbbing pain, Raisa lowered her head in shame.
"Sorry brother! I didn't intentionally!" Raisa lowered her gaze and squeezed her hands together, Leonard chuckled amusedly with an expression emanating from Raisa's face, the pain suddenly disappeared, and she began to launch a follow-up strategy.
"Sorry you don't know enough! look at my chin until I'm blushing! your responsibility!" Raisa became very guilty, she raised her head a clear liquid flowing down her smooth cheeks.
"Ck, why cry? by now.. I'm just kidding really crybaby, not fox yes crybaby" Leonard rubbed the tears of Raisa who continued to slide.
"Sorry brother! I'm just used to doing that with my mom! sorry!" Raisa looked into Leonard's eyes there was a beam of light in those eyes that made her remember something.
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That cloudy afternoon Raisa was crying in the locked toilet, all the school residents had gone home she was glued to her wet clothes lamenting the pain in her feet, he had already tried to bang on the plastic door before him, yet no one had opened.
Leonard heard the cry of the little girl in the toilet, his heart was sliced, I don't know what was on his mind maybe this is the name of monkey love said the old man, Leonard was used to helping Raisa quietly and beat the school delinquents who had disturbed Raisa, but instead of the hoodlums the delinquents were increasingly becoming and resulted in Raisa reluctant to go to school for several days.
The day Leonard was so lonely, he didn't see the little figure anymore.
Raisa herself finds out about leonard's treatment she feels very guilty and decides to change schools.
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Raisa smiled gently with her sobbing, "thank you sister!"
Leonard was so upset with himself that a sentence that tortured him came out on its own, "sa! marry yu?"
Raisa's eyes are perfectly rounded she can hardly believe what she just heard, indeed Leonard is not the first person to ask her to marry or ta'aruf, "so my good brother just wants to invite me to get married huh?" Raisa again lowered her gaze, there was a sense of disappointment that crossed her heart.
Leonard was fixated who immediately raised both his hands parallel to the head, "uh no really, e.that's ..anu means, I.. Don't do this for that! kita . e..what yes.. Hm.. Don't think there dong!" Leonard gasped in response to Raisa's words, he himself was disappointed by her uncontrolled lips.
Raisa got up from her seat, her heart felt a little pained, obviously Leonard's words just now had given her a limiting landscape not to pass the wanti wanti, seeing Raisa's silent expression, Leonard again followed his own words.
Raisa sits on her bed once in a while she sees Leonard still sitting on his chest, Leonard's heart scratches again getting such a subtle rejection, Leonard turns his eyes away and looks at Raisa's face, Raisa quickly lowered her gaze, a sense of awkward wriggling filled the room however they were strangers for the time being such circumstances made Raisa and Leonard nervous.
"Sister! we met again not yet 12 hours, does it have to be that fast?" Leonard rounded his eyes at Raisa's words, there was a strange sigh in his chest and his stomach that felt turbulent, wanting it to feel like he was standing up and jumping up and down, a stretch of faith hugging her giving the answer to the termination was enough for her to interpret as "'iya"'
"I don't expect your answer right now either, but I just don't want to lose track of you anymore" deg, Raisa's heart stopped instantly, the rhythm of his heart suddenly increased there was a sense of fun that he found but doubt always held him, he said, in addition to the shock, Leonard was aghast when he found the bracelet he gave when he was a child still on Raisa's left arm, his heart suddenly swam to and fro in a happy corner that was now inundating the heart.
"Hmm, I need time to think 40 days?" Raisa pulls her arm, Leonard realizes that Raisa is no ordinary woman, she is smiling clumsily.
"For a long time, 1 week" Leonard tried to negotiate with Raisa.
"Sister! mom just died a.." Raisa wants to continue her words but is again stabbed by Leonard.
"Ok 40 days can not be added anymore" Leonard followed his own stupidity, he knew clearly Raisa was mourning and even said the wrong thing.
'Stupid me, know raisa again lost, cry all night I still propose him again just sad again sad, stupid me!' grunts in the heart.
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At 9 am, his mother had finished in pulasari, before there was a heated debate between him and Leonard, Leonard asked Raisa to use her infusion to the funeral but Raisa refused firmly, Leonard said, until the decision was made to follow Raisa's wishes, the ambulance went off to sound in silence, entering a cemetery, the nurses held up the coffins of the deceased's body.
Raisa, who has no relatives and family, is accompanied only by Leonard and four nurses and some of Leonard's men.
But suddenly the atmosphere became boisterous when several black vehicles parked themselves on the shoulder of the road, seen Ridwan, Elfie's mother and Leonard's father and some people who were not recognized by Raisa appeared, there is also a state official who yesterday gave an award to Raisa.
"Sister!" Iwan or his full name is Ridwan Attahaya approached to Raisa's wheelchair, hugging Raisa full of affection, tears flowing down Raisa's clothes.
"Sister don't be sad, yes, Iwan promised to be big fast and protect brother, brother don't cry huh?" Leonard was surprised to see the closeness of Ridwan and Raisa, Raisa wiped her tears that had dripped several times she hugged Ridwan with a warm feeling.
"Dear, big fast!" Leonard was wide-eyed at the soft words that Raisa said, indeed Raisa's gentle nature but her tenderness towards Ridwan exceeded expectations, maybe this is why they became that close.
"Get away from you, take it!" mother Elfie thrust a flower basket at Leonard and held the wheelchair push that Raisa used.
Leonard backed off regularly he entrusted Raisa to his mother.
The picture of the mother is very difficult at the same level there is not even a comparison for Raisa, a child's debt to the mother is impossible to pay, in the past, Raisa's mother often set Raisa's small feet on flowers and green grass, when the flowers spread the smell of love, Raisa's mother often pointed to the sky, then to the earth, and then to the earth, Raisa nodded even though she did not understand at all.
Now he has understood the meaning of the mother he loved so much, all his life must bow down to the almighty who sees beyond the eyes of the sky in the sky that covers human life, he also understood that life comes from the ground starting from what is stepped on then the body will return at the beginning he came from, that is the beginning and end picture which is the similarity.
The pungent earth aroma pierced the nose, in the fragrant fragrant accompaniment that came from nowhere it came from, the warm wind stroked the veil of Raisa, the veil of raisa, the funeral went smoothly led by a religious leader who is well known Raisa.
Until the petals filled the ground above the cemetery, Raisa relentlessly shed tears, at a time when Raisa might feel lonely at that time also angels without wings accompany her.
' Allahugahfirlahaa warkhamhaa wa'aafiha wa'fu 'anhaa ya rabbal'alamiin. O Allah, send down a great mercy upon him with the great blessing of the Qur'an, forgive him with a great forgiveness, O Lord of the world and the Hereafter, Lord of the worlds', Raisa said do'a for her farewell with her beloved mother, she stared fixedly at the mother's belly button, her tears kept dripping incessantly.
Some people begin to disperse leaving the cemetery before they say their condolences to Raisa and give her the envelope, but Raisa subtly refuses the envelope and says a lot of thanks for their presence.
An hour passed by Raisa kept staring at the petals that filled her mother's navel, leonard's father approached Raisa's wheelchair with a gentle gaze he smiled looking at Raisa.
"No more crying! your mother must be very proud to have a daughter like you" Leonard's father patted Raisa's back, Raisa nodded gently.
They left the funeral together, "we take you home!" mother Elfie touched Raisa's hand gently.
Raisa shook her head softly, "I'm your sister!" Ridwan hugged Raisa without awkward.
"Bun, yah yah y'all just go home I'll anterin Raisa" Leonard gives advice, other than because he just wants to be alone with Raisa he also actually wants to know what the current residence of Raisa is.
"Yes, you take care to bring the car, don't be like that!" threatening the sharp Elfie mother, Elfie mother who is a descendant of the big mafia it also looks creepy.
"Yes, I'm not gonna make promises! besides where else will you find a benevolent son like me and I only have some kind of world so I won't be." Leonard raised his two fingers showing the V symbol on his mother, the elfie mother flanged her head to listen to her son's words.
But then Mother Elfie nodded "but Iwan wants to come with mother!" Iwan whined pleading with his mother.
"There are only two, you want to sit where in the car tire, and then if you want to come now brother who anterin his brother" said Leonard gave a rather rude explanation, and then he said, Raisa raised her eyebrows, she did feel there was a shrimp behind the bakwan but she also finally helped Leonard explain to Ridwan.
"Dear, don't be sad! later we make the same cake if his brother has healed, now brother wants to rest first so quickly recover so Ridwan do not be sad huh?" Raisa smiled stroking the head of Ridwan.
Ridwan nods in agreement, Leonard opens the passenger car door, without aba aba, question let alone approval Leonard lifted Raisa's body and sat her in the passenger seat, with Leonard swiftly put a seatbelt for Raisa.
"Bun, you guys are passing by, turn in your wheelchair to the hospital, yes, I say goodbye! adios.." Leonard ran towards the control seat, he started the car engine and stepped on the gas until it passed leaving mother, father and Ridwan.
"Bun what's okay?" ask Leonard's father to be worried.
"Father, you're sure Leonard also has limits, it's enough that he lives beyond his limits well!" said Mother Elfie smiled bitterly considering the behavior of her son before that.
Leonard's father nodded and held the hands of the Ridwan entering his vehicle, leaving the cemetery.
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