
The atmosphere of the hospital was turned into a roar filled with the sound of hopeful cries. A hope that Cindy is able to wake up and recover as usual. Husein continued to blame Gilang for what happened to his daughter. He was so furious that a slap floated down his right cheek. Silence of a thousand languages.
James had no power to mediate because this was not his realm. He is just a spectator. Hasna clasped her daughter's hand tightly while occasionally kissing her affectionately. Her tears were unceasingly drenching both of her cheeks.
Cindy's fingers moved and slowly opened her eyes. His body felt stiff because of the tremendous pain that plagued his entire body. His index finger seemed to be pointing at someone sitting on the sofa, James.
James also rose. Hasna switched seats so James could watch Cindy closely. ”Ka-mu.” his murmur was weak with both eyes dimly staring at James.
”I'm James miss,“ James said as he clasped Cindy's hand. Everyone in there didn't understand why Cindy had appointed James to speak. Not his father, his mother, his sister, or Gilang.
”To-long ja-ga Gi-lang.” Cindy's pinta trying to smile.
”I will take care of Gilang with my life. I will not let him hurt a single strand of hair.“ said James steady.
“Ma-af.” Cindy said and her hand was released instantly when her consciousness was completely lost and the patient monitor became a straight line.
”Cindy!“ peekik Hasna roared when she found out the child breathed his last. James freezes when he remembers the incident, which Cindy gives him a final message to keep Gilang.
Surely Cindy loved Gilang so much that she no longer paid attention to the streets and had to die. James' chest stinged like a sharp dagger slashed at him. However, all of that was faint due to the sharp gaze of his eyes as sharp as an eagle.
Husein continued to judge Gilang and Jamea certainly did not accept. According to him, all this is God's will that is inevitable. ”Quite Mr. Husein.” said James held Husein's hand which continued to grip the collar of Gilang's shirt.
”This is not a Mistake. There's nothing wrong here. Try to think again how chronologically your child came out following Gilang. Gilang did not ask him to follow and see something that he should not see.”
James gave me his card. Husein was silent as he read the card and found out who James really was. James knew his actions that seemed to rely on his background to stop Husein's actions were wrong. However, he also did not want anyone here to blame each other. All of this is destiny.
”I beg you to be wiser in assessing the situation.” James said.
Currently Rama is explaining the lecture material for law majors to all students/i in his class. Excuse me for a moment because the phone keeps vibrating. ”Halo?” sahut Rama's.
”.....”
From his desk Kevin was surprised to see the look on Rama's face that suddenly changed drastically. ”I'm sorry, I have a sudden affair, so our material got here first. Thank you.” said Rama segela out of class.
”Why yes? Not usually a cake person so.” Inner Kevin a little anxious. A few moments later he also got a text from Rama if later in the afternoon Rama will pick him up.
”Do not take a taxi at nebeng!” sms from Rama again made Kevin shake his head.
”Tumben really yes Pak Rama ngajarnya not selese that?” chirps Naila sitting next to Kevin.
”Do not kepo deh Nai. Problem lo aja bejibun ck.” pout Juan makes Naila want to hit him with a book but he undo.
Kevin and his friends gather at the usual place, Juan, Kevin, Malik, and Naila. ”Mal si Dhika where?” kevin asked astonished when one of the personnel did not show up.
“Lu don't know? His brother Dhika will die in the accident was malem.” Malik replied.
”Hah?“
“Iya srius, Pakdos Rama's cake there as well. Earlier, there was papasan ama he cake hunt it.”
”Rama? Lah? Related to her sister Dhika whatan?“
“Kudet yes you? His older brother Dhika was Pakdos Rama. Just broke up kasian emang.”
Kevin was silent for a moment. Just broke up? Means Kevin himself is the affair of Rama? Don't the two break up because Rama was caught cheating on Kevin? Kevin shook his head. Rama is not that kind of person. But, maybe, right?
”Tumben the Melisa don't ngintilin lu Kev?” tanya Naila's.
“Udah end.“ Kevin replied while eating his peas in annoyance.
“Thankful alhamdulillaah.“ said Juan stroked his chest grateful that Kevin and Cindy had broken up.
”Basic lu Jo,“ cynical Naila menoyor Juan's head.
”Gue juan not Jo.“ protest Juan.
During the trip to the apartment, none of the two started the conversation. Rama speaks a thousand languages and so does Kevin. Rama's mood was not good. This is clearly visible from the way the driver who seemed speeding and careless to make Kevin have to hold something on the top so that his body does not oscillate.
“Hm?” sahut Rama with deheman alone without looking at him one bit.
“Lu hurts?” ask Kevin carefully.
”No papa Kevin.” replied Rama turned a little while and smiled even though his smile looked a little forced. Kevin didn't want to ask more questions. He did not want to make Rama's mood worse.
”Bikinin mas coffee yah.” said Rama when the two had arrived at the apartment. Kevin went straight to the kitchen while Rama to his study took a big box.
”This is what Ram? Want diapain?” ask Kevin and put a cup of coffee on the table.
”My stuff is the same Cindy first.” replied Rama.
Again Kevin remembered the words Malik had said on campus. He thought that Rama had cheated on him. So, is that right? He also ventured to ask.
“Gue heard your gossip on campus.“ said Kevin and Rama also turned his head while tidying up Kevin's hair which was actually not a mess at all. Rama notices Kevin as if asking for an explanation of what gossip Kevin has heard.
”Lu just broke up with Cindy. Means you cheated on me same dong!? Wah bad lu Ram.” said Kevin did not think out. Rama patted his head while shaking his head. How could Kevin think he was cheating? Rama is a man.
Rama also nailed Kevin's forehead to make him complain of pain. ”Have that brain if you want the value of something researched first. Don't just call it aja.” said Rama and Kevin also snorted.
”You should know my age is 27. Inget 27 years!” rama emphasized the word '27 years'. Kevin rolled his eyes lazily.
”Silence you dah.”
”I dated Cindy for less than a year. Not just a marriage or what yes, if dating is just a regular courtship and there is no intention to go to a more serious level what? Moreover, my age is already 27 otw 28 in a few months. Courtship is not clear, shame is the same age lah.” said Rama explained at length.
”So, don't cheat?”
”Why? Jealousy?”
”Ne-know.”
Kevin really doesn't understand what he's feeling right now. Of jealousy? I don't know if it could be yes it could be no. Everything seemed to suddenly and his common sense as if not to accept but forced to accept that in fact Rama is currently trying to get close to him.
His mind began to wander everywhere with a terrible feeling, it felt so frustrating when he was unable to understand his own heart. Did he start to like Rama? The darling? Of love? He's still not sure.
”Why?“ rama asked when he saw Kevin who looked angry.
”Gue hates myself. I don't know what I'm feeling right now. It feels so good, heh!” upset answer.
Rama was stunned to hear Kevin's vexed expression. Rama certainly understood the meaning of his words. For Kevin the love of fellow men is something taboo, and as the two together there may already be seeds of love in his heart. It's just that his ragged feelings haven't wanted to admit it.
Rama pulls Kevin to sit on his lap. He put his chin on Kevin's shoulder with both hands around his waist and felt how furious Kevin was. ”Sorry I have made you kek gini.” said Rama lirih there is a glimmer of regret. Not that he'll stop chasing Kevin.
Huh.. Kevin sighed. He did not know what to do to take where his heart was going. Either to like it or just carry the lust for a moment. ”Sorry to Kevin. Sorry.“ said Rama again apologized sincerely.
Kevin also grabbed the face of Rama so that the face of Rama was a little looked up and the eyes of the two met each other. He brought his face closer and placed a kiss on his lips. The kiss was increasingly demanding until both of them had to keep their lips away to breathe as much oxygen.
“Log into I Ram. Plis help me make sure my own feelings.” said Kevin looked at him late-goals.
In the room both managed to remove all the existing fabric until both of them showed each other the beauty of a masterpiece. Rama peed Kevin's toes one by one. He kissed his ankle up to the top making Kevin automatically squeeze the sprai of his mattress when he felt an incredible sensation.
“Sa-sakihht Ram's. Ugh.” was Kevin when Rama's three fingers ransacked the ring and cornered the tip there which made the pain turn into a sense of peerless pleasure. Not only that, besides Rama actively pushing back his fingers there, he also mengumpum little brother Kevin to make Kevin shakeless.
Sprai the mattress that was neat also became a mess because of his actions. Kevin bit his lower lip when Rama kissed his belly button and stomach area and then went up and grabbed two nuts.
”Uhh ngh Raahhm aaahhhhh emmmhh uuhhdaaaah ngh.” lengguhnya when fingers Rama's fingers increasingly ferociously cornered the ring. Kevin's eyes also bristled when Rama's fat brother beat his ring mercilessly. Kevin also squeezed Rama's shoulders to withstand the agonizing pain.
”You're mine.” said Rama and then kissed Kevin's forehead. A tearful thread drenches Kevin's eye when the pain mixes. Kevin grabbed Rama's face and kissed his lips. And again Rama surprisingly pushed him strong.
”AHHHHHHHHH.” both of them also issued it together which where Rama spilled his lava inside.
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