
Chicago was hit by another storm, snow was unrelenting and turned all the streets white, there was nothing Shofie could do, other than just curled up on the couch staring out the glass window of his apartment .
Actually not because of the weather , maybe his heart that did not go after the storm . only a month after the departure of Jason , Shofie could not deny his heart that he missed the man . want to hug him , want the man to caress his stomach which is often itchy at night . Shofie cries in her laughter, even the man no longer calls or sends messages .
No, it's his fault 'he's the one who made Jason leave him ', even his future son almost got hurt because of him . Shofie cries again , rubbing her stomach says a thousand sorry for the child she still contains . but her heart is still empty , still hurts .
Shofie could hear a beep on the door alarm and the door opened and closed, but Shofie would not take his eyes off the snow .
" Shofie .." The woman's voice came from her kitchen, Shofie could still hear the woman pull out her groceries and the sound of the refrigerator door opening and closing .
" what are you doing there, dear ..." diana stood not far from Shofie, the girl did not even look at him .
" why , mama is still here ... Why don't you just go like Jason did ?"
Diana let out a heavy sigh, she came over to Shofie and sat down next to him, "why do you keep going like this baby ...
Remember this child you bear .." diana carried Shofie in her arms, the girl just kept quiet and obeyed .
" why didn't mom just leave me like Jason ..." Shofie cries again remembering how Jason left her .
" ssttt...honey , don't talk like that , Jason works . he never leaves you . you know that honey , you know ..? "
Shofie straightened her head staring at Diana "what..?"
" you need to talk, baby, call him, tell him ..."
From the past until now it was only the key to their relationship, and Shofie realized, she had ignored Gaby's advice all along .
" what if he wants to talk to me ? "
" keep that fear of yours, baby .he'll want to .." Diana nods , hinting at Shofie to grab her phone immediately .
Shofie according to , maybe true talk is the only way , fuck if jason doesn't want to hear 'em, the important thing is he's already tried .
There was no first ring , once Shofie attached the phone to his ear, the operator answered it immediately . There's no Jason at the end of there, his phone's not even active . Shofie shook her head at Diana and almost put down her phone if only Diana had not told her again .
" call again .." exclaimed Diana .
Diana's phone flickered and the middle-aged woman long laughed "you called me dear .." the woman waved her phone trying to comfort her daughter-in-law , Shofie smiled wryly Jason's phone was still off .
" oh this is papa Arsen, mama must accept it .."
" hi pa..."
" Diana's.. Are you alone ..?"
" no dear, Shofie's with me..." Shofie still notices these two in-laws communicating .
" hear Diana ... You should go home ..."
" what!" Diana almost shed her tears there, but she just remembered there was Shofie next to her and was watching her .
" ma, what's going on "Shofie realizes something's not right, Diana's eyes glazed over and Shofie realizes it .
Diana hung up the phone with a sigh, her heart seemed to scream like she wanted to shed tears, but there was Shofie by her side, she couldn't possibly tell this news to Shofie .
At the same time Kelly had just returned home from her job & her face still had some black shit .
" hey what's up, you guys look tense ? " kelly opened her shirt without feeling awkward in front of Shofie and Diana .

" mama just received a call from papa .." Shofie's story, without being prevented by Diana , the power seemed to run out .
" what's wrong Diana, is there a problem ?" ask kelly .
Diana took her deepest breaths, "kelly can you find a ticket for me, tonight too .."
Shofie grabs Diana's hand and squeezes her anxious "ma, what's up here, say , please.talk to me..."
Diana solidified her heart, Shofie's hand that had been squeezing her hand "dear, forgive mama, mama has to go home shof..."
" something happened ..?" unknowingly her tears had already seeped into her cheeks .
" no , no dear , all is well ok . papa just needs mama's help there , after everything is done , mama promise ..mama will come back here , ok" Diana hugs Shofie once again, and Shofie is sure something is hiding Diana .