My Sweet Roommate's

Still trying

The invitation to marry from Alva is still not responded by Joana. Confused, of course Joana is confused. Marrying an unloved person just because of a mistake will be difficult. Moreover, he had yet to know how the real Alva was. The nature of the man, his past and everything. Joana needs to know.

“I want to take a shower.” that's all that comes out of Joana's mouth. With his own hand, he moved Alva's still-at-home hand to hold it.

Alva let out a heavy sigh, letting Joana go. Already taken virginity, Joana is still difficult he conquered. That woman's stubborn.

Joana really just needs time. His body, his heart was also mentally certainly still very surprised to receive everything. In the bathroom, he grimaced. When one point of his body was exposed to water. While staring at the reflection of his body in the mirror, the traces that Alva left were quite a lot, on his neck, shoulders, up to his chest.

The only one Joana expects right now, is that what they do does not produce. Yeah, definitely not possible, because they only did it once. Based on the logic, there are many couples out there who are married, but do not have children. So, once done will not produce. Joana just wishes that was all.

After cleaning herself up, Joana chooses to take a break. Lucky tomorrow is a holiday, so he can rest and sleep as much as possible after fatigue and his betina is surprised because of the man.

Alva only slept for two hours, unable to sleep well at all because it was still surrounded by guilt. And he also still has to make a hard effort so that Joana will forgive him, so that Joana will make up and marry him. The man woke up with a very heavy head, dizzy. Early in the morning, she had ordered breakfast, now she was in the kitchen, preparing a warm drink for Joana. For the first time he prepared something for someone other than himself.

On the table there is already a plate of rice sitting with side dishes of omelet, anchovies and tempeh. One of the foods that Alva remembers, that grandmother once mentioned it when Joana was sick. In addition to porridge, usually the grandmother also often prepares nasi uduk.

Tok tok tok tok

“Joana.” call Alva from the outside, and there is no answer from the inside after Alva wait for a few seconds. He's sure Joana's still asleep.

Until finally the man dared to pull the door handle, good luck sided with him because Joana turned out not to lock the door. Whether intentionally or forgotten, he also did not understand.

The still dark room felt quiet and quiet, because the owner was still asleep. There was only a glint of light entering from behind the curtains of the room that illuminated him.

Alva put the tray she carried on the table, then turned to Joana, the woman seemed to be sleeping under the blanket while hugging her roll tightly. Like fear of something. Alva smiled looking at the sight. His hands stretched out, brushing the hair that covered part of Joana's face. Whether there came a push from where, Alva brought her face closer to kiss Joana's forehead right until the owner of the body was disturbed.

Joana moves, keeps the sugar away. Then raise his hand up, stretching out the stiff muscles. He had not noticed the presence of someone around him.

“Good morning, time for breakfast.”

Joana immediately opened her eyes, perfecting her vision when she heard that familiar heavy voice.

“Bapak?”

“Father again.” grumbled Alva.

Joana could not believe that waking up was greeted by such a rare sight. A handsome man was sitting on the edge of his bed, staring at him. Men dressed at home, T-shirts and shorts, as well as the face of Alva is still like typical people wake up with her hair a little messy. What kind of situation is this? just like a husband waiting for his wife to wake up. Joana's thoughts begin to get contaminated by Alva's marriage invitation. He began to imagine a small part of married life.

“Eh yes, eum what yes?” Joana is confused what to call it. The woman changed her position to sit.

“Mas? A brother? or darling? honey?” Alva offers several possible designations that Joana can use to call her.

“Wake up, breakfast!” alva's Word. He took out a glass of water he had prepared on the tray, then thrust it at Joana.

Joana received the glass, then gulped down the water. Embarrassed he looked at the man before him, moreover Alva's eyes were now fixed on his neck. The man smiled, still remembering some of the things they did last night. How ferociously he peppered Joana.

“Ehm.” Joana cleared her throat, while moving part of her hair forward to cover it up. Although he should not be ashamed because it was all this man.

“One free?” ask Joana. “You have it, where?” Joana tried to talk as quietly as possible. He should still be angry at Alva, but he just wants to try to make peace with the situation, with reality. Moreover, Alva looks very responsible, by staying by his side all night, without leaving him.

“I, udah.” Alva's lying. How stupid of him, just buying one. Joana was all she thought about, without remembering herself.

“Still.” that one word escaped Joana's lips.

“Yes, eat. Spend.”

Waiting for a few seconds, Joana thought Alva would leave her surroundings after she thanked him, but it turned out that the man was still at home nearby.

“Iya,” says Joana.

“Today, want to go for a walk?” Alva wants to build closeness with Joana, his efforts must be even harder. He didn't want Joana to run away from him, since last night.

Joana shakes. “Cold at home, want to rest.”

“OK, eat. Why are you still watching the food?” ask Alva.

“Why is it still here?” Joana asked back.

“Can't?” alva protest not accepted.

“I can't eat at sight,” says Joana.

“We even had breakfast together at the same table.” stressed Alva.

“But this time, can't.” Joana felt that everything had changed since last night, being near Alva made her even more nervous. Moreover, eating must be supervised by him, it could-be that food will not pass in his throat.

“OK me out, make sure you spend yes.” Alva understood, she chose to leave Joana alone.

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Happy if they fight, or peaceful like this? 😆