My Sweet Homeschooling's
Died
Loss is the cause of fatal injuries that are disguised.Undeniable pain, irrefutable loss.It is not as painful as wounds that bleed, but leave a scar that is more concentrated than open wounds.
A young man in neat-looking clothes, in a black suit and a white shirt, supported his look today.
Today, his graduation day.Today, the day of his separation with the white age of ashes.
If the teenage teenagers out there are happy with his graduation, but not with him.Black man seemed to stare softly at the tomb that has been two months not absent he visited.
He was asked many times the headstone of his beloved girl.His first love, a good time with him who lives in ruins of memories.Everything has passed, as well as the story of his beloved girl's life.
But for him their story will be eternal, and will continue to strengthen over time.
Who would have thought, the departure of the girl made the life of an Algafriel Hazka Dwiarga oscillated udders.Two months left Gea, able to make the physical and physiological defense of an Al disturbed.
Every day Al locked himself in his room, went on hunger strike, couldn't sleep, to the point of mild depression due to loss.
"Ge...loe don't see what I'm doing now? I'm skinny, sick sick, ugly, can't sleep, hunger strikes.This is all because of loe? Because you left me!"lirih.
"Loe doesn't love me, does she?"
"Why? Because I'm brandalan? Like racing? Pake loe-gue language? Is it because I like jahilin loe?"the babble is not bored.
"Gue love and love Loe ge, you don't want to answer my words?"revealed again.
"Gue's like a crazy guy, huh, ge?"a Tear succeeded in loloa from Al's dark black bead.
"It's because I'm not ready to lose loe ge!"
"Gue hasn't been willing to lose Loe Ge!"
Pluck
"Relain him bro, kalo no, pity him there.Let's not calm!"the sound came from behind Al.
There-there Reno and Geno who look handsome in their second formal suit.
"Yes Al, kalo loe is not willing to pity Gea." added Reno sage.
"But I'm not willing to let him go!!"
"Loe must learn to move on, and continue to live loe.Life leo is still long Al."
"But...gue..it doesn't feel like you can!"
"Loe can be Al, besides we're here.Gue and Reno will be there for you!"geno said while embracing Al's shoulder.
"We are beside you.Make help you continue your life, move on in this difficult time!"added Reno while participating in embracing Al.
Al's cry broke again, let it be stamped crybaby now and then.Because of this pain he who experienced, and he who felt, not others.
"Thanks..loe both are there for me!"al lirih.
Ogre but managed to bring relief to the hearts of Geno and Reno.
Loss does leave a painful wound, but still do not let it all dissolve.
Life must continue, whether or not there are loved ones by your side.
Because loss, empathy, and meeting are mutual relationships that will not be interrupted at any time.
● 8 Years later.........
In a hotel bintang lima, the area of central Jakarta looks crowded with a sea of people passing by, room decorations filled with white lilies, white crystal lights, and other wedding trinkets that look beautiful, beautiful, beautiful,kalem, and romantic.
Far away there, dipelamian precisely.A handsome man with dark brown girly looks handsome wearing a brown coat rather golden calm.Syina never fade, kala glanced at the woman next to him.Women who has officially become his wife from eleven hours ago.
Beside her, stood with grace the bride.Parasnya typical ayu europeans, draped pretty by a golden brown wedding dress with a brightly embroidered accent and brocade accents that dangle to sweep the floor.
Her adult hair is curled pretty and inserted a variety of flower-shaped headdresses are simple.Cantik nan graceful women of Aussie and Yogya blood on this one.
A smile of happiness emanated from both, happy for both parties.After eight years of knitting love, finally they let go of their singles this morning before God.
"Wahh.congrat ya bro, have merrid aja loe, did not expect!"the shrill voice came from the man in a white and light brown batik shirt.
Both prospective brides are indeed asking for the invitees to use batik cloth for the reception at night.Therefore no one wears a suit and shirt except the groom.
"Loe dates?"
"Yes, my best friend married, when I didn't come!"origin said.
"Have just married a dodol!"correction of male genitalia.
While the woman can only smile sweetly at the witty conversation of her husband and his friends.
"Ck...finally loe merrid also.Gak suspect bro.Any fighter dong later malem? Don't love the saggy man"his god while raising his eyebrows.
"What the hell loe...nikah sono, let loe's brain not ngeres!"elak, angry.
"Eiitss...loe as good as I asked to marry again.Loe did not want, kalo I have bini at home.Udah beautiful, fine, so again, and most importantly, he again bunting my son."he was proud while smiling happily.
"Well, did you tell me to make polygamy?"insinuations.
"Hehe...that's what I mean!!"he said while chuckling.
"Ohhh...gue knows, that's a hard satire for loe bro.Let's stay doang who is still single is available among us!"god, to the handsome man who had been standing by his side.
A handsome man with dark black, with a sharp black bead that looks charming in a shirt with white batik cloth with a golden, black and yellow pattern.Fused with black material pants and black pentopel shoes.
The good looks of a 28-year-old man is able to suck almost a sound of the eyes of the many pairs of eyes that are there.
"So, when do you want to follow man?"ask the male sipengan.
"Later on.You've found a suitable one!"the man answered flatly.
The female bride shuddered in horror with this male expression on her face.
'Handsome looking duck!'the batteries.
"Oh..iya dear, know this my best friend from Junior High.This is Genopanto thomas barack, best friend, tengil-gokil,ter-humor ter-member, Ter-O'on, Ter-jail and entangling me!"he said while introducing the man with brown.
"Haiii..gue reno.Friends of loe's husband, from the time of orok berm (red baby) until bangkotan (Tua) later." he said while chuckling.
"Hey...Brother Reno.I'm Sereline, just call Eline." he said softly.
"And this handsome single man whose name is Algafriel Hazka Dwiarga.Best friend of mine is the most handsome, certainly.Smart, Clever-cuckling duck, Flat-expression, popular, simple but complicated if the affairs of the heart,and including the wrong motivator I saw." said the groom, while glancing at the man in white batik patterned black, gold and silver.
"Haiii.sister Al, I'm sereline.So I can't call me Eline."he said gently with a smile.
The sharp man began to speak
"My name is Algafriel Hazka Dwiarga.People closest to me used to call me Al." he said flatly.
Yes-They are Geno, Reno and Al mature after eight years have passed.
No longer three urakan youths in white ash uniforms who like to race wild again.Today they transformed into handsome men who are also successful.
"Jaudah, if so you sit down and eat" said Geno.
"Ngee nie's story? Njirr..we expelled Al!"pissed Reno.
"Sstt...the mouth is guarded dodol, do not want to have another wife bunting at home? Lambe's very full of lips."timpal Geno.
"Some, because of the late loe here, so make a long queue noh?"
"Hehehe...new to me, we've gone first yuk Al.Terasa ngehalang kamee road!!"reno said as he took his best friend by.
"You know nyolot!"reno's lips.
Now Reno and Al are indeed being held at the wedding reception of their best friend, Geno with the lover.The happy sea does look obvious on the face of both.Different case with the current state of Al, who is longing for the existence of someone.
Someone he always longs for his existence.If he can beg, then Al will beg that God can bring them together, if only briefly.Al really miss him, his figure, his smile, everything about him.
Until sayup sayup heard MC give his microphone to a group that will appear entertaining.
"Alright, there is a request from the handsome Aa in the corner there.Say request a song Just Miss for her best friend who is upset.If so yuk..kita sing together." he said.
Shortly thereafter began to sound guitar passages, accompanied by musical instruments accompanying the voice of the vocalist.
(Only Missing - Andmesh Kamaleng)
🎶When I'm Alone, I see photos and videos
With you I kept long
This heartbroken look at all the pictures of self
What can't, I'll re-🎶
'Ck....what is this song?'batin Al jengah's.
🎵I want this moment, you are here
Laugh with me, like I used to
Even if only for a moment, God please grant.....
It's not that this self doesn't accept reality
Heart It Just Miss🎵
Al started lyrics after lyrics this song conveys his longing feelings to someone.Someone who is far away, near god.
🎶All the ways I tried
So that I can be without you
But all, different
It's hard to erase memories with you🎶
🎵I want this moment, you are here
Laugh with me, like I used to
Even if it is only for a moment, God please grant it
It's not that this self doesn't accept reality
This Heart Just Misses
Just Rindu🎵
🎶I want this moment, you are here
Laugh with me, like I used to
Even if it is only for a moment, God please grant it
It's not that this self doesn't accept reality
It's not that this self doesn't accept reality
This Heart Just Misses
This Heart Just Misses
I miss your smile lover🎶
(At the end of the arranged song, according to the request siperiquest.Mother so Beloved)
Until the end of the song, the handsome man sliced dark black almost melted his crystal clear.His longing for the girl, indeed made him sick and crazy.
Tired because every memory with him strengthened over time.
Crazy because his figure seems to always be present in his eyes.
"Make Aa, who is patient, Death is indeed the beginning of separation.But it does not mean the beginning of loss.Maybe Aa must be iklas, because he is not the soul mate of Aa.Sometimes there must be a girl who can replace him in the heart of Aa."said the vocalist bend while smiling.
Death is the beginning of loss, but it is not the beginning of everything.
Do not let the grief dissolve shackle you, try bangkin and continue living.Because god knows what time you are happy.Including when Al is happy.
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Afterlife🏴
Huappp....morning🖑🖑.
While waiting for sahalat duha, write first.
Sorry if it's a bit slippery.
This is the story of their story.
Just enjoy the flow, follow the process.
Later will also be beautiful in time😊😊
Sukabumi 13/11/19
07.34
