
Natasha started thinking about Alex...
Several possibilities began to appear inside his head.
Natasha started thinking about those bad thoughts, Natasha became so sad and angry.
No. gabe...
Alex can't do that, right?
Is it because....
At the moment, Natasya could not think clearly she was too carried away by emotions.
Elsewhere, Alex apparently peeked at the conversation in the dining room.
Hearing how it turned out that everyone had blamed Natasya for the previous kiss clearly made her feel guilty.
He would never have thought, if the kiss he gave Natasha purely because of his desire and Impulsive actions was making trouble for Nonanya, and now Nonanya is even in Cap as a cheap woman because of this by her family.
Alex felt guilty when he thought about it.
He should not have done such things to her..
He should be self-aware of his position which is only a Bodyguard, but he was too carried away and carried away by the good attitude given by this Nonanya.
He became a burden that allowed people to slander and bring him down.
Thinking about all this, he felt very sad...
This is all his fault, his fault for being disrespectful to the point of doing things of some kind.
He who does not know the return of gratitude, but clearly Natasha has been very kind to him to take care of him, buy various good things even to take him to the hospital.
What less is Miss Natasya's kindness?
Though she does not know about her true identity, Miss Natasya still helps her and is kind to her.
She may be a nobody, but Miss Natasha is still nice to her.
And now this is what he gave to Nonanya...
He was just a burden, which even embarrassed Miss Natasya...
How'this?
Right now, Alex saw how Natasha passed him, and went out towards the back garden.
Alex saw that the look on the face of sadness clearly did not let him, and he began to chase after her until they arrived at the back garden.
Natasya also realizes how Alex is after her.
Natasya who was currently still overwhelmed with emotions, then immediately turned around and said,
"You.... Don't come near me anymore!! It's all your fault..."
Hearing that hurtful tone, Alex also realized that this was indeed his fault.
"I'm sorry... Ii'm sorry... It's my fault... I'm being disrespectful like that, so it gets Miss into trouble... It's my fault I'm really sorry,"
Hearing those words of guilt, Natasya also did not know what to behave like.
But at the moment he needs a calm and does not want to talk to anyone, including Alex.
He needed to calm his mind to think about all this with a clear head.
"Morning!! Go you, Alex... I don't want to see your face first, I want to be alone,"
Alex, who had suffered herself at the banishment, was speechless, her heart also ached.
This is his fault..
It's all his fault...
"Good, Miss... I'm gonna go, thanks for everything up until now,"
Natasha didn't really listen to what Alex just said.
Because Alex says it pretty slowly.
But before Natasya could ask, she saw Alex was already gone from that place.
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At the moment, Alex, who did not know where he wanted to go, started walking indistinctly on the streets, had no idea how long he had been walking.
His heart still hurt and felt guilty, but he also did not know what to do.
All he could do at this moment was leave so that he would not become a burden anymore...
But is it okay if he leaves?
A feeling of doubt arose in his heart.
Seeing that even on a night like this the park still looks crowded, many people and young couples who look to be having fun there enjoy happiness.
But seeing it does not provide comfort for the sad Alex, because at this time he alone has no place to return.
Did Miss Natasya become resentful of him?
Just thinking about it made his heart ache.
From after the kiss, Alex also realized about the feelings she had for her Miss Natasya, this is something called falling in love, after she investigated on the Internet.
This should be a very happy feeling...
However, Alex feels that his feelings are wrong...
Alex found a seat there and began to sit still pondering about all the things and all the feelings he had.
Alex stayed there long enough, not paying attention to the people who had passed by.
Until then, there was a girl who was seen together with her friends passing by.
The girl, not paying attention to Alex at first, until one of her friends, began to say,
"Well, look there's a Handsome Man sitting alone,"
"You are, if you've seen a handsome man always like that,"
"But look at that, see that,"
One of the girls pointed at Alex.
And just as the girl was staring at Alex's face, there was a sense of shock and disbelief.
He repeatedly did not believe his eyes.
And in a panic, he started running towards Alex, and approached her.
Alex is initially unaware that someone is approaching her, until someone touches her shoulder.
Alex's gaze immediately met with a girl who touched his shoulder.
"You.... How did this happen? Ye... Alex... Alexander Smith's.... Aren't you dead? Alex? Are you still alive? You really are my Alex?"
The girl looked in disbelief as she looked at Alex's face, her expression looking extremely shocked.
Alex clearly did not understand what the girl was talking about.
"What are you talking about? You know me?" Alex did not believe it.
"You... You're Alex, right?"
Alex doesn't know what to respond to.
Was this girl in front of him a person from his past?
Alex begins to look into his memories trying to recall the past.
But his head hurts...
But suddenly when confronted by the fact that he met someone who might have known him in the past, Alex feels scared.
"Not.... I'm not Alex, you may be wrong..."
The panicked Alex stood up immediately, then ran away from the spot holding his painful head.
He also felt that the girl's face was quite familiar.
But he couldn't remember who the girl was...
And also...
Alexander Smith's...
Is this his full name?
When he remembered this name he also felt this name was familiar...
So his real name is Alexander Smith?
And who is this his true identity?
Who was Alexander Smith?
What kind of person was he in the past?
Alex ran away, quite far from the location of the girl who had recognized him.
Alex feels not ready to suddenly meet his past...
Not to mention his head started to hurt...
True he had to take his medicine, Alex then began to take the medicine in his pocket.