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After being satisfied walking and breakfast for the second time the two people, sitting on the beach while staring at the beach.
“What do you ask for now?” ask sagara.
Quinsya turned his head to stare at sagara, “can I hear the story about muse as a child? Caca want to know more about muse?”
Sagara kept silent while staring at Quinsya's serious-looking bead of eyes, “promise won't go away from me after I tell you all about myself?” ask sagara.
Quinsya raises his hand and takes sagara's hand, hooking their little finger, “promise, caca promise whatever caca hear caca will not stay away from the muse, this caca is strong, it's, the proof of caca can survive from caca pain for 13 years” said quinsya promised to sagara.
Sagara took a deep breath before telling his story.
🍄Flasback ON🍄
‘Prank Prank brak’
6-year-old Sagara cupped his ears with a pillow in his bedroom closet.
Every day he heard broken glass and furniture thrown by Airi mother. Sagara did not know what happened every tantenya came mother airi will cry hysterically and began to destroy all kinds of furniture in the house.
Like people who are affected by psychiatric disorders, Airi mother lamented her marriage with her husband.
‘BRAK’ sagara room door open with strong knock. Sagara knows that Airi went into his room, with a rattan in his hand.
“MANA SHE! WHERE'S THE MOSTER BOY!” airi's mother shouted in search of sagara, in the cupboard of the small body shaking violently, afraid of getting hit again by the mother.
“IF HE IS NOT PRESENT IN THIS WORLD! I WON'T EXPERIENCE THIS!” shouted mother airi.
Actually Mother Airi got baby blues syndrome, because giving birth to sagara has made her body shape change, when in the first child the woman's body shape looks normal, he is also often disturbed by the cries of the baby sagara and the incitement of his half-brother, until it ends up hurting the sagara, fortunately, sagara is often given to the nanny if not sagara may have died at the hands of his own mother.
But there are times when sagara is very loved and feels very loved, the name of the child will always love his mother even though it has been hurt like that.
If his mother's pain relapses, he can only hide in a closet or hide under the bed, wait for the new calm airi mother to come out and comfort the mother airi.
“Airi! Don't blame your son! Just divorce your husband, then you will be free from your suffering, just leave your son to the man” the voice of Aunt Novi is heard in the sagara room.
Little Sagara does not know what the meaning of aunty novi, he only knows at this time he only has to hide in the closet while Airi's mother is still emotional.
“No! I will not divorce him! It's good that he made me like this and he wants to leave me! I'll make her son miserable like me!” maki mother airi's.
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A few hours had passed, the little sagara no longer heard the dizzying debate of the two adults, she finally came out of her hiding place.
Sagara settles into the kitchen because his stomach continues to make noise due to hunger.
Wonderful? Of course, it is surprising to see the nature of his mother who has two personalities. But that's exactly what happened, sagara considers her mother has two personalities because sometimes her mother can warm as warm as it was but more often raging as before. Previously the personality was never there, sagara did not know all the strangeness of her mother starting from the loss of her first son who never sagara know.
“Saga overslept in taman” lies sagara, she does not want Airi mother to know her hiding place, because if found out she will be easily hit by airi mother.
Mother Airi smiled sweetly at the sagara, “lain time tell mother if the saga goes to the park, so mother is not worried”
Sagara nodded his head slowly, “iya bunda” replied sagara lying, because until anytime he would not say it to the mother.
“good, saga hungry? How if we eat together, aunt has made a good food tasty” said Airi mother.
Once again sagara nodded and followed Airi to the kitchen.
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“Eat a lot yes, let you quickly big_” say mother airi stop when she saw the face of her son who was cool eating his food. “why do you look like your father!”
Sagara's hand movements immediately stopped once his father mentioned if like this sagara should be ready to receive a tantrum if his mother's disease recurred.
“You monter boy will look like a monster! Your father does not come home every day because he does not want to meet with his mother! It's all because of you! A poster like you has made you ugly!” Mother Airi began to clench her hands and make the sagara more rigid.
‘Plak’ one blow hit sagara small hand. The man just silently accepted everything.
“INI ALL BECAUSE OF YOU!” once again his mother's hand was about to hit the sagara, the little man had already closed his eyes allowing the pain to re-touch his skin. But for a few seconds he did not feel the blow.
Sagara opened his eyes slowly.
Seen the figure of a father who rarely goes home is staring angrily at the mother airi.
“This is what you did to your son as long as I wasn't around!” maki Aditya's.
“Mas! You go home, you are evil, why don't you go home, this is all because you attach more importance to work than me, so the monster I hit!” mother airi said.
“He's not a monster! Look at him our son Airi!” peekik Aditya's father. “Bik! bring the saga into his room!” aditya's father orders the housekeeper who has been hiding since, he is afraid to protect his young master, as the hostess will further punish the sagara if anyone defends the little man.
“You're more defending him! Clay mas! Because of him I became like this! We're like this! You defended the muster from me__” pekik mama airi.
Sagara was no longer able to hear the quarrel anymore because his ears were closed by the housekeeper, so it happened to sagara. Almost every day.
🍄Flasback OFF🍄
Sagara ends his story, he does not want to see Quinsya's face he is afraid that the girl will run away from him, sagara closed her eyes and held her breath, because it was resigned if Quinsya ran away from him.
‘bruk’ sagara's eyes opened, and turned to look at the person who hugged her, Quinsya instead of running or kasian, she was just sad to hear the sagara's childhood story, she wanted to be a medicine for the man, she said, drugs that can cure the trauma and pain felt sagara.
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