
...Death is the best way for someone who is already unable to cope with a world so cruel that it hurts for him. If he had clung to God, there would have been no way he would have chosen to end his life as the best course. ...
...{Windanor}...
A woman lying in a gurney, slowly opened her eyes. The first thing he saw was darkness.
"Why dark?Please turn on the lights in this room! I'm afraid of the dark!" Shouted the woman. A doctor followed by the nurse entered the room where the woman was. The woman who was none other than Ria was fumbling on the surrounding objects when she heard the sound of the door opening and the approaching footsteps.
"I'm where? And why is it dark here? Please turn on the lights, "pinta Ria. The doctor and nurse were silent.
"Sorry___I have to say this, maybe you will not be able to accept it but you experience total blindness due to the accident you experienced, " said the doctor.
Ria shook her head. He did not believe the doctor's words. He must have lied, he couldn't have been blind.
"Don't lie! I can't be blind. Surely you guys want to cheat, right?! Answer it! " Snappy Ria so tight chest .
The man's doctor was down, with a face that looked sad. "We are not lying, you are indeed blind, "the doctor replied in detail. Ria immediately cried hysterically holding onto the part of her eyes.
"Yeah!! I don't want to be blind! Why must all this befall me, Lord. Why don't I just die.....I am more tormented by this blindness. "
Ria screamed, crying out wailing at the bad luck that befell her. Tears so profusely came out of the woman's beautiful bead.The body shook so violently, her face flushed red. His chest was like a rock so big.
"Mother hiks...... I'm tired, I'm tired . Why should I survive? Why not just die, it's so much better than having to live with all the suffering I have to endure. " Ria could only curl up in the gurney like a baby.
Then how could he live his life with such blind eyes. He has no family. It's a kara. Somehow he could connect with his life.
The sound of the door opening again, made Ria cry to a halt. Footsteps approaching. Makes the woman try to get up from the gurney but a big hand holds her back, putting Ria's body back down.
"You who? Is this a doctor or a nurse? " Tanya Ria's. There was no answer from the person, but what he got was a warm hug that gave him comfort.
"You who? " Requestion Ria touched the person's face. He immediately released his hand from the stranger .
"You're men? What do you want?! " Task Ria Ketus. He could feel the fine feathers that fell around the man's chin. Moreover, her blind self like this is very easy to become a victim of crime.
"I am the one who saved you, " replied the well-built man.
Not happy or grateful. Ria directly pushed the man's body rough. His eyes looked angry.
"Why did you save me?! You should have just let me die, died at the accident site and it's better than I have to live with all this suffering!"
"Death is not the best way to end the problems and suffering you endure. That's the name you run away from a reality that you have to face, " said the man.
Ria turned her face away, looking the other way so that the man would not see her already wet and reddened face. Others can easily say that but do not know what if he is in the position he is now. Poor, poor, blind. Complete is his suffering.
"How could I not want death. My son was taken by force, I was a kara and____Blind, " said Ria in a raucous voice.
"You don't think like that. There's still me, let's just say I'm your family. And you are no longer alone. We face it all together, "the man clasped Ria's hand tightly.
Ria immediately threw out the hand of the foreign man, screeching cynically .
"There must be some bad intent from your kind attitude towards me! " I suspect Ria is pointing her index finger at the front, while the man is beside her.
The man lowered Ria's hand.
"I'm sincere to help you. And I promise I'll get you an eye donor to see as you used to, "that guy's smiling big. Rubbing Ria's head gently.
Ria was silent. Feeling the touch of the man. I don't know when he was treated well by others, there were only insults and scorn.
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"What'sthis? " Tanya Ria was holding a medium-sized teddy bear. The man smiled hearing that.
"It's a teddy bear. So that you are not lonely, "said the man who is none other than Rayyan.
Rayyan smiled, clasping Ria's hands gently.
"You don't have to worry about that. The cost of your treatment, I'm responsible, " Rayyan said.
"You why are so good with me. We didn't know him before. Your time is wasted taking care of a blind woman like me, " said Ria.
Rayyan was silent for a moment. I don't know how hateful and angry if Ria finds out if she knows who she is. Either he should be grateful or should be saddened by this woman's blindness. Because he can get close to Ria.
"There is no reason for someone not to be kind to others" Rayyan said.
Now Ria was silent.
"I'm going for a minute. I'll be here again in the afternoon. If you need something to pull the bell here, "Rayyan touched Ria's hand and brought it to the bell next to the woman.
"Now you know what to do when you need something" Rayyan said. Ria nodded her head, accompanied by a faint smile.
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Albian walks slowly while pushing the grocery troll. Laura took a snack she liked and put it on a trolli.
"So she wants chocolate milk? " Tanya Laura who was staring at the milk rack of different kinds of flavors that were lined up.
"Yes, honey. I want the chocolate flavor, "Albian takes the box milk one by one and puts it in the trolli.
"It seems like we've had enough of her shopping, " said Laura staring at a trolli that was already full of snacks and milk.
"Yes already. Now we go to the cashier, "Albian pushes the trolli and holds Laura's hand put it in the trolli grip so she can hold the wife's hand.
"You just sit down, baby on the bench, the queue is long enough later your feet pegel if you stand too long" said Albian.
"But sister___"
"I'm standing here. Nurut darling, now sitting on the bench there, " said Albian firmly but still soft. Laura pursed her lips and walked to the long chair.
Albian is staring around, the supermarket visitors here are very crowded. Maybe because of Sunday and many discounts in this supermarket. Albian's eyes were focused on Rayyan's silhouette standing not far away from him. But the question is Albian at this time, whose child is in the man's arms. They both looked very close.It is impossible that the man had children, while he was not married.
After all, he could not see the face of the child who was carried by Rayyan because it was covered in a bear hat.
"Rayyan you take the King to the car. It seems like she is very sleepy, " said Rima who just finished sorting through her groceries. Rayyan nodded and walked out of the supermarket.
Albian turned to pay attention to Rima who was in line the very back.
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Albian and Laura were in the car. After waiting for a long time.
"Sister wants to try, " Laura's putting a snack of chips on Albian.
"Suapin, "the Albian pinta who is focused on driving his car. He opened his mouth, taking a bribe from Laura.
"We went to the hospital, yes, " said Albian, making Laura immediately turn to look at him.
"What do you do to the hospital? " Tanya Laura with a shriveled forehead.
Albian shook his head as he sighed, "You forgot this morning the vomiting continued . You're afraid you're sick, baby, " said Albian.
"Emmm.... It just got in the wind. Brother forgot last night we were out for food. That must be the reason, "bout Laura.
"Don't argue!If I told you to go to the hospital, go to the hospital! " Say Albian ketus.
Laura lowered her head. His eyes are already glazed. Just this time in snapped Albian after a long time.