
Since that incident, he married me. . we married privately only invited a few close friends only , papa did not invite his family he did not want to tell this because he thought this was a disgrace. . Papa like him still can not fully my marriage and ergi..I can only go through with this situation.
After getting married ergi also invites me to live apart with papa because he wants to be more independent especially now he's the head of the family for me. ergi also rented a simple house for me. . indeed after a quarrel with his mama all the facilities he had had been taken back by his mama, the car he used to wear was taken, ergi was forced to buy a motorcycle from the rest of his savings, all of his credit cards have been blocked by mama . ergi no longer have anything now .
" sorry yes for a while you have to stay in this house first. . "said ergi when we entered the house , the house that is simple is much better than the house papa let alone the old ergi house. .
" yes, what is it , as long as it is the same you it does not matter to me. . " answered me with a smile to him
" i promise after I graduate college and get a good job we won't stay here anymore . " said ergi while stroking my hair
" yes . I will wait for it. ." I replied while hugging ergi. .
me and Ergi started cleaning and tidying the house until the afternoon . . After that I took a shower and tidied up my room . . ergi also came out of the bathroom which happened to be she just finished bathing. . he was also done with bare chest and terrible wet hair with a towel I was for a moment looking at his body is clean and sturdy , ergi also glanced at me while I was looking at him instantly I immediately turned my eyes away from embarrassment.
" why stop looking at me ? ? " said ergi while smiling and sitting next to me
" no, I'm not looking at you." answered me with a slight bow
" you are now my wife. . why are you still so shy. . " said ergi while holding my chin so I could look at her
" i, I want to make food first you must be hungry. . "I tried to get up but ergi held me back
" don't cook, I'm not hungry, I just want to eat you. . "he said as he looked at me
Ergi began to softly kiss my lips. . and pushed my body into the bed. . I also enjoyed every touch of the touch. . there was an indescribable feeling when he gave pleasure to my body. .even though he had done it. . but at that time he did it by forcing so that there was no feeling of pleasure that I felt there was only a feeling of fear and sadness at that time. . very different from tonight. . when we similarly achieved satisfaction and I fell asleep in his arms .
The day had started early. . I saw ergi still asleep beside me. . for a moment I looked at his face. . There was a sense of disbelief in my heart. . ergi was married and slept beside me. . I used to think being married to her was just a delusion . but now it's all real . . although ergi had to leave his mama for me. .
" pardon me. . because I am your relationship with your mama is not good. . "murm me while gently rubbing my sleeping ergi face . not long ago ergi held my hand that was rubbing his cheek . .
ergi opened her eyes and smiled at me. .
" i'll prepare breakfast for you. . "said while trying to get out of bed but hand ergi
hold her and hug me from behind . .
" here only. . accompany me all day here. . "he said
" we are married obviously I will always accompany you gie. ." replied I felt strange with his words
" tomorrow I'll be busy I'll start working . . " said ergi while taking off her arms and sitting next to me
" work ? where to work ? " ask me to touch
" i'm taking part time jobs at a restaurant . . After college I'm going straight to work and maybe I'll be home a little night. . "
" as a restaurant service ? ? why do you have to be like that ? I can ask my papa for help for our needs. . "answer me who feels unbearable if ergi has to do that. . . .
" luna, I'm not a child anymore I've become your husband, I have to take responsibility to support you. . maybe at this time only work that I can do because I have to divide my time with my lecture. . be patient a little if I have finished my lecture , I will find a better job . . I will try to make you happy.." said ergi while stroking my cheek gently.
I'm really sad to have to be like this now . but I'll always support her. . and will always love her . very much love her.