
Xavier Pov's
I was alone in my dark room with no sunlight. I contemplated my own silence lamenting all my sorrow which was now being pierced into the recesses of my heart. My eyes are blurry because there have been many tears that have been spilled soaking my cheeks. The regret that now pervades my heart, for all the foolishness I have done. I looked at a fruit knife on top of the white drawer, I immediately picked up the knife and stared at it flat. I don't know why all the memories of the past are now playing back in my mind. The story of my childhood and Alexa who always played together even though I did not want to and always scolded her, but she never cried and was angry with me, she just said I love big brother. I'm sorry why I can't be a good-natured Alexa-like person even if she's hurt, I prefer my own ego to avenge me for those who have taken away my family's happiness.
The Flashback
" Sister.wait for me "Say the long-haired little boy tied up in a ponytail.
" What the hell..." Lazy say.
" We go to school together with yuk "She said with a smile.
" No. I don't want to go to school with you, besides you will go for a car while I walk.you want to be tired of walking hah "
" Want.. anyhow the distance from the school from home is also not too far, let's later we are late. we will want a ceremony, later in the law "She said while pulling my hand. I just kept following Alexa who kept holding my hand. I was shocked when he stopped suddenly making me almost fall because he pulled my hand strong.
" What the hell is it??? " My words are upset.
" Is brother okay hah "She said as she looked into my eyes. I who are uncomfortable in such a face just throw away face while grunting annoyed.
" Wear this "Say it while giving me that long blue tie.
I was confused because Alexa gave me a tie I immediately looked into my uniform. Sure I didn't wear it . Die me .
" I'm not ...." Not finished I finish my words, Alexa has put her in my uniform collar while on tiptoes because I am taller than Alexa. I don't know why my heart is beating so fast looking at Alexa so close to my face.
" Okay.. seperate, today you do not refuse yes brother.
I just kept quiet as I continued walking into the schoolyard that was about to start the ceremony. I saw Alexa standing by the law holding her ear with her friend Bryan. It turns out Bryan put his tie in his bag because he did not want Alexa in the law alone, so he put his tie and willing in the forest by teachers who kill abis.
Flashback off
I remember an incident that I could never forget. How kind he was to me that he was willing to be in the law in front of all the students and teachers. While I was always evil to him and tortured him. I looked at the knife I was holding and began to carve Alexa's name in my right hand because my love for her was more than my own life. The blood now began to drip one by one on my right wrist. The sound of the door being knocked hard stopped my action because the voice of the person who knocked on the door was the sound of Alexa who was crying.
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