My Star is You
THE SEOSEN 1 MOSSY RAISYAH LEE
hay my name is mossy raisyah lee I am a santriwati pesantren AS-SYAKIB
I am the prettiest santriwati in the pesantren as syakib I am a gentle and quiet santriwati
I have two close friends named bima and angela.
bima and Angela were best friends of the little mossy until they entered the boarding school together.
I entered the pesantren because I was once a broken home so I chose to enter the pesantren and eat my religion
but one time I was studying, I heard from my brother that my mother had a car accident and I was getting worse.
but I did not try to exalt that he could rise up and proclaim the departure of ib unya.
but his father doesn't know where?but all I tried was strong.
and feel grateful for having good friends and family who are in boarding school.
2 YEARS LATER.....
mossy who was going out went to the tree house but angela came and called her name
" mossy where are you going??
"i want to go to the tree house why??you want to come?(?saunku)
"hmmmm yes!!
"hmmm yaudah!!saunku)
while walking there were people calling out in very small tones
"just ...husth ....mossy..
"wait angela do you hear like someone is calling me? (sautku)
"uh uh?no let us walk it's just your feeling!(!angelic saut)
while heading towards the tree house I asked angela
"angela..!!you come along have you said goodbye to ustazah??
"hmmm...yet!!they know I come out with you often!(!angelic saut)
"angela..kan you know me!!I don't like it if you don't say goodbye!!how are you looking for??next time tell me not to be like this!!
"yes I'm sorry how you were so rushed!(angelic saut)
"ah!!since when do I rush?
"that was..(saut angela).
soon after, Angela and I enjoyed the lake.
me and the other guy were sitting on the swing.
"mossy why??what's the problem?suddenly happy and suddenly sad you why?I noticed you have a problem, huh??ayok told me (saut angela)
"hmmm.I'm fine"
"hmmm don't lie mossy I've been from childhood with you so I know you like that there must be a problem??(?angelic saut)
"mmmmm.....
suddenly the bima took 2 crowns that he made from the bunga and put them on my head and angela
"uh what is this??loe came to the crown on my head and mossy!(!saut angela with a high tone)
"hmmm... Don't sad my princess why?hmmm but wait for you why keep going" and why don't you hear my voice??(?saut bima's)
"hmmm oh means your voice well that mossy heard??(angelic saut)
"well, it's the time of the ghostly voice (saut bima)
"hahahhaha (angela laughing)
"eh wait why my princess this one from earlier was silent and not happy??
"hmm..nothing I bima!(saunku)
"(bima glanced at angela)
"weh what loe nyalain cave??weh cave also don't know why?? he didn't say (saut angela)
"you guys don't fight, I'm doing nothing!and thanks for the crown!!(I look at him with an excited face)
"hmmm. yes my princess.
"hmmm come home looking!!and you get back there don't come with us through the front door (my saut)
we went back while angela and I were on the road and suddenly Marcelah and her friends came to me.
"hmmm where are you??(saut marcella with a barking tone)
"weh... That's right where we're going!!and what is your business??(?saut angela with a resentful tone)
"already ah!!can't you guys get in trouble?? why do you always disturb my life?what's wrong with me?(?saunku)
"do you want what is your fault??hmmm it's your fault because you've been approached a guy" here and caper to ustazah here!!(saut marcella)
"eh loe what"an since when mossy like that he never caper to anyone!(!!angella with a tone of annoyance and anger)
"it's over you two are like little angela marcella and it's up to you that marcella wants to take it. I'm like that I don't care (my gut)
mossy and I continued walking again and entered the pesantren.
up at the boarding school me and angela were summoned to the big kiyai room.
"angella and mossy you're looking for a big kiyai!(!another santriwati saut)
"hmmm okay!!(saunku)
I entered the big room.
"asalamallaikun kiyai big what does kiyai call me and angella?(??saunku)
"hmmm..yeah!! and you know what your mistake was?(?kiyai big)
"hmmm sorry I and angela don't know what our fault is?(?saunku)
"why are you still near bima adimanyu the santiriwan??not you know if santriwati and santriwan can not meet!!(saut kiyai is large while heavy tone)
"forgive us kiyai not we who call but the ima adimanyu who came alone to us both at the tree house!!(sautku with his head down)
"then you and angella get the punishment of standing at the flagpole until the zuhur prayer arrives (saut kiyai)
"t.a.p. (angella dressing)
"no but-but you are breaking the rules as hard as do (big kiyai sauce)
" yes kiyai (saut while looking at angella)
angell and I carried out the punishment of Kiyai
"ih...sebal I must be working marcella!!(saut angella while upset)
"no punks can't be angella(sautku)
"who says it and why should we be the ones who come to us eh even we are the ones in the law!!(!saut angella gets upset)
"angela patient do not need to be angry this is also our fault (sautku)
while at the law marcella and her comrades" came
"hahahah kasian well pretty prettiest chick gets huuu punishment (while sneezing)
"already ah angella not in ladenin we have to be patient otherwise we will get more than this punishment.
shortly thereafter the sound of the azan bekumandang clock shows me at 12:35 am and angella called kiyai.
"angella, mossy is done now you are ready" to go to prayer. (saut kiyai)
"yes sir thanks for the punishment we did not repeat it (saut me and angella)
we went into the room and got ready" for the mosque.
13.00 We all returned from the mosque and angela and I met Bima by accident.
"hy my princess why?(saut bima's)
I just looked at the bima and went straight to the room.
"tumben mossy you don't say hello to bima??(?angelic saut)
"nothing" than we do to punishment again!(!saunku)
once in the room, I picked up the Koran and read and memorized the one in minya ushazah aina
"are you ready to memorize next week?(?angelic saut)
"nothing" I'll keep memorizing and you'll be quiet enough (my gut)
and I also memorized while looking at angella but arrived" someone knocked on the room.
"assalamallaikum santriwati angella and mossy!!(saut ustazah aina)
"wallaikumsallam ustazah what's up??what can I help you with?((angelic saut)
"please gather the two of you in the dining room at mealtime (aina ustazah dressing)
"iya ustazah thank you for calling both of us (sautku)
"yes I have pamit assalamallaikum
"waalaikumsolay.
I also tidied up the room and went and angella to the dining room.
once there I and angella looked for a place for us to sit down and we accidentally sat down on a bima.
"hushth why what's wrong?? you guys are angry with me I'm sorry?(?saut bima while tangent)
"heh.bima can not bother angella and mossy!!because" you they're in the same law big kiyai (another santriwati)
"why can it be??(saut bima's)
"don't know if he's seen you until they're in the law!!(santriwati other)
"hmmm already don't be noisy later you guys get angry and you've got us both is okay (my gut)
the entrance bell shows everything going in class
angela and I went in class and took each other's Koran.
and I also asked ustazah rui to go forward and memorize surah while angella kinggungungan because she forgot to memorize the surah requested ustazah riu.
his face grew pale and distraught due to fear of being punished by ustazah riu.
after I finished memorizing in front of angella's turn and she was silent because there was nothing she memorized.
I also felt sorry for him and I got the idea that he was not upset ustazah riu.
" ustazah riu.. pardon me ustazah what I can help angella he had memorized last night but he had forgotten!!can I help her by reading her tajwid just so she can remember!! (my thoughts are full of hope)
"oky may but this one time only other times angella must memorize without the help of mossy (saut ustazah rui)
"iya ustazah (saut angela).
and the rote memorization was helped by me.and finally he could so that I and he were twisted together and we went out in the hall and we went in the tree house.
while heading towards the tree house the bima held me and angella.
"mossy why??he said we're best friends why are you two so close to me?(??saut bima's)
"we don't go bim!!(saunku)
"why isn't it cold but why do you want to stay away?(?saut bima's)
"eh bima loe can be silent ngak our heads dizzy!! a lot of memorization added loe come again!(!angelic saut)
"don't make any noise when someone thinks they're fighting!!let's angella we go in the room just don't have to go to the tree house first I've bad mood (sautku)
I also returned to the room but when on the road suddenly my head hurt but accidentally caught me so as not to fall.
"eh... You why mossy? (bima and angella)
bimapun take me to my room while being seen other santriwati
ustazah riu panicked to see me being brought by Bima to my room.
"bima abhimanyu what are you mossy??(?ustazah rui)
"sorry I want to immediately hold the mossy who wants to fall (saut bima)
"you have arrived here just do not enter and thank you for bringing mossy and sorry mom has scolded you (saut ustazah rui while panicking)
"wrong liewhat about mossy?(saut kiyai big)
"yes, what happened to mossy?angella (saut ustazah aina)
"hmm I don't know maybe mossy soy sauce abis in the sun earlier (saut angell)
"hmmm yasudah all behind this ustazah riu and ushazah aina (big kiyai saut)
but soon I realized from my summary.
"hmmm... What's wrong?? why are they all gathered here?(saunku)
"so you passed out and were taken by the bima (saut angela)
"oh!I'm sorry I bothered you guys (my gut)
"it's okay it's our obligation mossy (saut ustazah riu)
15.25 The sound of the mosque rang me and the others were getting ready to go to the mosque.
"mossy!!after we pray we still have class, right?(??angelic saut)
"hmm... yes but 4 o'clock just entered have you memorized again??
"god!! I forgot mossy emang surah what the hell was told to memorize?(??angelic saut)
"hmmm.not surah an-nisa yah!!can you really be in the law if you don't memorize??
"so how??mossy help me again!(!saut angella with a face pleading)
"mmmmm.....
we finally arrived at the mosque and I took up a position to pray.
and Angella is still forcing me to help her.
"mossy pliss help me memorize!!(angelic saut)
"hmmmm.
soon we prayed........
after the rest of the santriwati prayer called me to the library.
"angella, mossy let's go to the library before class!!(santriwati aniya)
"hmmm. yes but we're out of the room oky (saut angella).
I also went to the room.
accidentally hit bima and other students
"oh, you guys why walk with santriwati (saut angella).
"angella, mossy are we in line!(saut bima's)
"the way where the nutmeg loe peang!! santriwan hut there (saut angella)
"already ah!!bima you're there!!(saunku)
the bimapun went and we arrived at the room.
"angella, take your Koran and take us to the library (sautku)
"oky beautiful!!
when we went out to the library the bell went into the classroom, and angella was shocked as she looked at me.
"mossy..!!(.angelic saut)
"why??
"have entered??what time is it?(?angelic saut)
"i don't know angella I justadz the bell.
"i don't know yet!!(angelic saut)
"it's okay I'm calm
we finally arrived at the classroom and waited all and ustadz with faces of pale angella and fear.
"mossy ....!! how I'm afraid (saut angella)
"you calm down and read alfatiha continue to start memorizing before ustadz comes
"iya mossy (saut angella)
angell started to memorize and I was watching him memorize.
suddenly ustadz came...
"assalamallaikum santriwati (mails endadz)
"waalaikumsallam (all)
"oky before we enter with memorization and new material please store your memorization.(ustadz mail)
"iya ustadz mail (all)
"oky ustadz call in luan angella.(ustadz mail)
angella advanced with her pale face.
"angella your spirit can definitely (sautku)
angell looked at me with a smile.
after a few minutes angella memorized me also called ustadz mail to memorize surah an-nissa.
a few minutes passed and angella finished memorizing me and angella out of class and headed to the library because we were told to send ustadz mail to pick up a book.
"mossy..thank you I can memorize!!(angelic saut)
"yeah!!but it's your effort too.
"(anggella hugged me)
while waiting for another, angella and I discussed the meaning of patience.
"mossy why the hell do you always smile and keep silent you also do not speak if in the bull santriwati marcella and her gang (saut angella)
"hmmm..it's okay!!let Allah who retaliates why should we repay him, the time of the apostle was in an all-out bully even in throwing the apostle of Allah remains a smile to the person who bullied him.
"but I tell you it's not the Messenger we're just ordinary people!!why are we just fighting?? (angella dress)
"yes we are not prophets!!but at least we have to follow the patience of the Prophet and let God retaliate and there is no benefit also we pay back
suddenly ustadz mail overheard the conversation of me and angella.
"angella..is right our mossy words are patient enough and pray well" for the man let god avenge all his deeds.
"iya ustadz (saut angella)
before long the clock showed at 17:15 all the students left the room and seven to their respective rooms"
angella and I went to the room and met Bima.
"hy my princess mossy and angella you guys why the hell I'm tumben cuekin!!
"h.m.mmmm ngak bim tomorrow we wait in the tree house there is what I said (saut angella with cynical)
"hmmm okay.
I continued my journey to the room.
but before heading to the room Angellapun asked.
"mossy why are you so cute with bima?(?angelic saut)
"angella she's not my muhrim even though she's our best friend so we'd better keep our distance than we're slandered
"hmmm ... Yes also!!(angelic saut)
"mmmmm....
"uh, so why did you accompany me to the tree house for a moment?(??angelic saut)
"hmm.iya may but not for long.
"oky my bestie (angella hugging me)
when we got to the room.
I take the Quran and memorize the surahs that will be given ustadz riu and practice the hadiths of the Quran.
نْ اَبِى هُرَيْرَةَ رض قَالَ: قَالَ رَسُوْلُ اللهِ ص : اِنَّ اللهَ لاَ يَنْظُرُ اِلىَ اَجْسَامِكُمْ وَلاَ اِلىَ صُوَرِكُمْ وَ لٰكِنْ يَنْظُرُ اِلىَ قُلُوْبِكُمْ. مسلم
From Abu Hurairah RA, he said: Prophet Muhammad said,“Surely Allah does not see (judge) the shape of your body and does not judge the majesty of your face, but Allah sees (judge) the sincerity of your heart”. (CHR. Muslim)
About Patience, the Prophet said :
، ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ) ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ From Abu Yahya Shuhaib ibn Sinan, he said : "Rasulullah saw. Saying: "It is amazing for the believer, much less that all his affairs are very good for him, and that will not happen to a believer, unless he finds pleasure he is grateful, and that will not happen to a believer, so that is very good, and when he is afflicted with hardship he is patient then that is very good for him."((HR. Muslim) About forgiving, the Prophet SAW said، ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ⁇ ithout. ⁇ thinking ⁇ 00 ⁇ “From Abu Hurairah radhiallahu'anhu, that Rasulullah shallallahu 'alaihi wa sallam said, 'It is not alms that reduce wealth, it is not, and Allah does not add to a servant his forgiveness (to his brother) except glory (in the world and the Hereafter), and no one humbles himself because of Allah except that He will exalt (degrees) him (in the world and the Hereafter).'” (CHR. Muslim, no. 2588 and other imams).
when while memorizing angella saw me full of smiles so we both looked at each other's faces while laughing.
"why are you angella?(saunku)
"ah!!not only am I amazed by you from the past mossy you are very strong with your ordeal even you are very beautiful memorize it (saut angella)
"angella..I'm not as strong as you can see!!I'm just a human!!and the most powerful is the creator and I know that the ordeal will have a way if we are patient, and my rote you are also beautiful and there is nothing more special. (sautku)
"(angella hugged me) God willing...
"angella do you know what the story of Job???(?saunku)
"hmmm I kind of forgot to understand!! how is the story (saut angella)
"this I tell you.
There is no one in this world who has not been given trials in his life by Allah SWT. No exception for the Prophet Ayyub alaihi salam (USA).
The prophet Ayyub was sent by Allah SWT in the Hauran area, Jordan-Syria (1420-1540 BC).
However, in the midst of carrying the treatise of the Prophet Ayyub was wracked with sickness for 18 years. Not only that, all of Ayyub's wealth was also lost and his children died, and was shunned by everyone except his wife.
Nevertheless, Prophet Muhammad Ayyub faced it with patience and piety.
The story of the Prophet Ayyub is immortalized in the Qur'an of the letter of Shad.
وَاذْكُرْ عَبْدَنَآ اَيُّوْبَۘ اِذْ نَادٰى رَبَّهٗٓ اَنِّيْ مَسَّنِيَ الشَّيْطٰنُ بِنُصْبٍ وَّعَذَابٍۗ
اُرْكُضْ بِرِجْلِكَۚ هٰذَا مُغْتَسَلٌۢ بَارِدٌ وَّشَرَابٌ
It means: "And remember Our servant Ayyub when he called upon his Lord, "I am troubled by Satan with fatigue and torment.”(Allah says), "Bring your feet; this is cold water for bathing and for drinking.” (QS. Cad: 42-43).
Mufasir Ibn Kathir in his tafsir Ibn Kathir explains, Allah has spoken of His servant and Apostle Ayyub as and of the trials which Allah inflicted upon him as a disease which affected his whole body and the misfortune which befell his property and his children, so that not a single pore of his body survived the disease except only his heart.
And nothing was left of his property to be made a helper in his time of pain and misfortune, besides his wife, he still loved her, thanks to his faith in God and His apostle.
His wife worked for others as a servant, and he spent it to eat her and her husband (i.e., Prophet Ayyub). His wife worked that way for eighteen years.
Before the disaster, the Prophet Ayyub lived with abundant wealth, many children, and had many lands and vast buildings. So it was taken out of his hands by Allah, so fate threw him alive in the garbage dump in his city, for eighteen years.
All those who had been near or far would not approach him but his wife.
His wife never left him morning and evening, except when working for others, but soon returned to him in a short time.
After the time of the ordeal was long, the time of the height of the ordeal had passed and was destined to end in accordance with the time that had been set at His side, so the prophet Ayyub prayed to the Lord of the worlds, the Lord of all the apostles, as His word suggested:
{أَنِّي مَسَّنِيَ الضُّرُّ وَأَنْتَ أَرْحَمُ الرَّاحِمِينَ}
(My Lord) I have been afflicted with sickness, and You are the Most Merciful Lord of all. (Letter of Al-Anbiya: 83).
And in this epistle is mentioned by His word: And remember Our servant Ayyub when he called upon his Lord, "I am troubled by satan with fatigue and torment.” (Shade: 41)
According to one opinion, the meaning is the disease that befell his body and tormented because of the loss of property and children.
Then Allah, the All-Merciful, granted his prayer, and Allah commanded Ayyub to rise from his seat, and to stomp his feet on the earth.
The prophet Ayyub did as he was told, and Allah sent forth springs from his feet. And Allah commanded him to bathe with the tears of the springs, and all the diseases of his body were gone, and his body was as healthy as ever.
Then Allah commanded him to set his feet once more to the earth in another place, so Allah sent forth another spring and commanded Ayyub to drink from it.
After drinking the water, then all the diseases that are in his stomach and become healthy he was born and his mind as it was.
That is why it is mentioned by His word:
{ارْكُضْ بِرِجْلِكَ هَذَا مُغْتَسَلٌ بَارِدٌ وَشَرَابٌ}
(God says), "Split your feet, this is cold water for bathing and for drinking.” (Shade: 42).
أَنْدَرِ الشَّعِيرِ حَتَّى فَاضَ.
Ibn Jarir and Ibn Abu Hatim said, having told us Jonah ibn Abdul Ala, having told us Ibn Wahb, had told me Nafi ibn Yazid, from Aqil, from Ibn Shihab, had told me, from Anas ibn Malik ra who said that the Prophet Muhammad once told him: indeed the Prophet of Allah Ayyub a.s.l lived his trial for eighteen years.
Everyone rejected him, both near and far, except for two men who had been his closest friends since the beginning. Both used to visit him every morning and evening.
One of the two said to his friend, "Do you, by Allah, have Job committed a sin that no man has ever committed."
His interlocutor asked, "What sin is that?" He replied, "For eighteen years he was not pitied by Allah Almighty and was not delivered from his ordeal."
When the two visited Ayyub, one of his friends could not help his curiosity, and he told Ayyub.
So Ayyub said, "I do not understand what you are talking about, only Allah knows that I met two men in dispute, then they both mentioned the name of Allah Swt (in his oath).
So I went back to my house, and then paid kifarat for the two men for not liking the name of Allah Swt. mentioned in the case of right (right)."
It is said that the Prophet Ayyub, when fulfilling his wish (removing water), was always led by his wife; and when it was finished, his wife again led him to where he was.
One day his wife came late, so God sent down a revelation to Ayyub: Throw down your feet; this is cold water to bathe and to drink. (Shad: 42) When his wife arrived at the place of the prophet Ayyub.
His wife was looking for her husband and Ayyub came to him as he had recovered as before because God had eliminated all his diseases.
When he saw his coming, his wife asked, "May Allah bless you, do you see the Prophet of God who is experiencing the trials that were here? So by Almighty God for everything, I have never seen a man more like my husband in his health."
The prophet Ayyub said, "I am Ayyub myself." It is said that the prophet Ayyub had two crates, one for a grain container, and the other for a grain container.
So Allah sent two sets of clouds; when one of them was on a grain container, the cloud poured the gold it contained into it.
The other cloud poured gold into a container of jewawut grain until it was spilled. Thus according to the history presented by Ibn Jarir.
The Prophet said: When Ayyub was bathing naked, the golden locusts fell on him, and Ayyub took them and put them in his clothes. So his Lord said to him, "Hi Ayyub, have I not given you enough that you do not need what you see?”
Ayyub answered, "It is true, my Lord, but I still do not feel enough with Your blessings.
Imam Bukhari presented it singly through Abdur Razzaq's hadith with the same sanad.
That is why it is mentioned by His word:
{وَوَهَبْنَا لَهُ أَهْلَهُ وَمِثْلَهُمْ مَعَهُمْ رَحْمَةً مِنَّا وَذِكْرَى لأولِي الألْبَابِ}
And We gave him (by regrouping) his family and (We add) them as much as they did as a mercy from Us and a lesson to those who have a mind. (Shade: 43).
Al-Hasan and Qatadah said that Allah revived the dead sons of the Prophet Ayyub and added to him a number of children with it.
The Word of God Swt.:
{رَحْمَةً مِنَّا}
as a mercy from Us. (Shade: 43)
thanks to his patience, his determination, his obedience, his low self-esteem, and his calmness.
{وَذِكْرَى لأولِي الألْبَابِ}
and a lesson for those who have a mind. (Shade:43)
that they may know that the fruit of patience is salvation, escape, and well-being.
The Word of God Swt.:
{وَخُذْ بِيَدِكَ ضِغْثًا فَاضْرِبْ بِهِ وَلا تَحْنَثْ}
And take with your hand a bundle (grass), then strike with it and do not break the oath. (Shade: 44)
So it was because Ayyub a.s. was angry with his wife, feeling bad because of an act that his wife had done. According to one opinion, the wife of the Prophet Ayyub had sold her braided hair, then exchanged it for bread to eat the Prophet Ayyub. So the prophet Ayyub denounced his wife's actions, even to the point of swearing that if Allah gave her healing, she would actually beat her with a hundred strokes.
In the opinion of others, the cause is other than that.
After Allah has healed him and made him as healthy as before, it is not appropriate for his wife who has contributed to give him service and love and kindness to him to be repaid with a blow.
Finally, God instructed by His revelation that he encouraged Ayyub to take as many as a hundred pieces that were all made one, and then be smashed to his wife once.
Thus, it means that Ayyub fulfilled his vow and did not break it and fulfilled his vow. This is a way out and a solution for those who fear Allah and obey Him. For this reason it is mentioned in the following word:
{إِنَّا وَجَدْنَاهُ صَابِرًا نِعْمَ الْعَبْدُ إِنَّهُ أَوَّابٌ}
Verily, We have found him (Ayyub) a patient man. He is the best servant. Verily he is obedient (to his Lord). (Shade: 44)
Allah Almighty praises and flatters this servant that he is:
{نِعْمَ الْعَبْدُ إِنَّهُ أَوَّابٌ}
best servant. Verily he is obedient (to his Lord). (Shade: 44)
Many return and complain to Allah. Such a thing is mentioned by Allah Swt. in another verse through His word:
{وَمَنْ يَتَّقِ اللَّهَ يَجْعَلْ لَهُ مَخْرَجًا وَيَرْزُقْهُ مِنْ حَيْثُ لَا يَحْتَسِبُ}
Whoever fears Allah, He will make for him a way out, and will give him sustenance from his unexpected path. (Letter At-Talaq: 2-3).
so we must take from the story of the prophet Job who had great patience for the trials given by God.(my saut)
"iya mossy I will try to learn more patience (saut angella)
"you have rested for a while maghrib we have tausiyah it a little later you sapean (sautku)
"yes you also rest my bestie (saut angella)
when a few minutes rest adzan maghrib reverberate I also clean up before angella banggun.
and the angel was stupefied and clean" and he and I went to the mosque together.
when heading to the mosque ustadzah rui asked me to stay.
"mossy. (saut ustadzah riu).
"yes why ustadzah??
"can you fuck around for a second?(?saut ustadzah riu)
"iya ustadzah I insyaallah can.
and we also walked with ustadzah riu after arriving at the mosque we sat waiting for prayer.
and I also look for a theme while thinking and a few minutes of prayer time.
5 Minutes when I finished praying I was called forward and did tausiyah
In addition, the love of forgiveness is one of the nature of the Prophet SAW. He always forgives people who hate and hurt his feelings. The Prophet teaches us to keep doing good to others even if they repay them with evil.
“The Prophet was the best man of his deed: he was never rude, he did vile, shouted in the market, and returned evil with evil. Instead he forgave and reconciled,” (HR Ibn Hibban).
Reporting from the Nahdatul Ulama online, in the letter Ali ‘Imran verse 134, it is stated that a Muslim who is charged is recommended to take at least one of the three attitudes of someone who committed a mistake against him, it is recommended to take at least one of the three attitudes of someone who committed a mistake against him, it is holding back anger, forgiving it, and doing good to it.
ٱلَّذِينَ يُنفِقُونَ فِى ٱلسَّرَّآءِ وَٱلضَّرَّآءِ وَٱلْكَٰظِمِينَ ٱلْغَيْظَ وَٱلْعَافِينَ عَنِ ٱلنَّاسِ ۗ وَٱللَّهُ يُحِبُّ ٱلْمُحْسِنِينَ
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Allaishe yunfiqina fis-sarra`i wud-arra`i wal-kaiminal-gaifa wal-'afina 'anin-nas, wallahu yu simul-muisininin.
It means : “(i.e.) the inflicted person, both in the free time and narrow, and the one who restrains his anger and forgives (errors) others. And Allah loves those who do good.” (QS Ali Imran: 134).
In another verse, God says:
وَمَا خَلَقْنَا ٱلسَّمَٰوَٰتِ وَٱلْأَرْضَ وَمَا بَيْنَهُمَآ إِلَّا بِٱلْحَقِّ ۗ وَإِنَّ ٱلسَّاعَةَ لَءَاتِيَةٌ ۖ فَٱصْفَحِ ٱلصَّفْحَ ٱلْجَمِيلَ
Wa ma khalaqnas-samawati wal-ara wa bainahuma illa bil-saqq, wa innas-sa'ata la`atiyatun faisf-saf-sual jamil.
“And we did not create the heavens and the earth and all that is between them, but in truth. And, in fact, the time (apocalypse) will surely come. Then, forgive (them) in a good way.” (QS AL Hijr: 85)
Those are some Quranic verses about forgiveness, hopefully it can be an advice for all of us so that we have good morals and have a forgiving nature.
when the kelar messed with me and the santriwati and satriwan all came out of the mosque.
and headed to the dining room but I still went to the room before heading to the kitchen
when heading to the room Bima pulled me
"uh... bim why??
"mossy is something I want to say!!(saut bima's)
"what's that say??
"mossy.. It has been many years that I have harbored this feeling on you but all this time you have not been able to repay it even giving me hope!!(saut bima's)
"hmmmm.sorry my love is the same you do exist but that is only limited to my sister and friends only from that this feeling can not be more. (directly step away from the bima).
and singing until I stopped walking
Winning my heart is not
One easy thing
You managed to make
'I can't live without you
Keeping that love is not
One easy thing
Yet for a second you never
Turn away from me
Lucky for me
Owned you
You are evidence
From the beauty of the face and heart
You become harmonious when I sing
About the light and darkness of this life
You are the most beautiful form
From the good of God to me
Time doesn't touch your beauty
You're the greatest woman to me
Please, you keep that in mind
Tearing down my ego is not
One easy thing
With tender love you break
Hardness of my heart
Lucky for me
Owned you
You are evidence
From the beauty of the face and heart
You become harmonious when I sing
About the light and darkness of this life
You are the most beautiful form
From the good of God to me
Time doesn't touch your beauty
You're the greatest woman to me
Please, you keep that in mind
You are evidence
From the beauty of the face and heart
You become harmonious when I sing
About the light and darkness of this life
You are the most beautiful form
From the good of God to me
Time doesn't touch your beauty
You're the greatest woman to me
Please, you keep that in mind
Please, you keep that in mind
"bim has stopped do not turn this affection into a feeling of love and do not disturb my life with the word love oky (sautku while continuing the journey to the room).
"was I wrong mossy!!( bima while shouting)
but angella came and pulled out the bima's ears.
"uh.sick angella(glow sauce).
"eh loe why express your feelings to mossy??loe wants him to get away from loe and our friendship is broken loe weird" only (saut angella while upset).
"but I really love to mossy who misrepresented my feelings to him. (saut bima)
"dad is wrong!you know mossy a quiet and indifferent child will be called love you express that you are careless and after all in pesantren can not date. (saut angella)
"(anyone shut up and go)
angell followed me to my room.
"mossy, are you mad at the bima??you know he's ridiculous!(!angelic saut)
"what am I angry about??(saunku)
"why are you silent??(angelic saut)
"nothing!(saunku)
"but I want to know why you don't want to try to open your heart to Bima?(angelic saut)
"why open my heart is it enough that I have loved him and what else he wants to ask of me?(saunku)
"hmmm...are you not like this because of the stars?(?angelic saut)
"huh.. star!!why talk about the dead!!mending us to the food kitchen do not discuss him again (my saut)
I got out of the room and went to the kitchen.
while heading into the kitchen the bamboo faced me again.
"hy mossy I'm sorry!!I know I was wrong (saut bima)
"(i just shut up and go)
"is it because your star is always silent and slumped like this?(??saut bima's)
I stopped and turned to the bima.
"star!!why should she and not she be gone??why should he talk about her again let her calm down in nature there (sautku)
"continue if not a star why are you like a person who lost the spirit of life before your mother died?(?bay saut).
"be quiet I don't want us to argue I want to go to the kitchen.(my gut while walking)
"mossy ... mossy the star is still alive and in never leaving you. (sail the bima while shouting)
I don't care about Bima.
"(not because I didn't send the stars away in my life but it was really hard to erase the memories with him,and until now I was still in shock when I heard the star had kidney cancer at the time and that's why I couldn't let go of the star,and anyway I want to follow the rules of this pesantren only)(my answer in heart)
when I arrived at the kitchen I suddenly had no appetite and I went back to the kitchen.
"eh... mossy let's eat here!!(saut tasyah's)
"eh tasyah..yeah just eat me no appetite(sautku).
when I wanted to get out of the kitchen angella confronted me and took me to sit .
"come here you must eat also do not hold back hunger (angella sauce)
"hmmm.. I just drink I really do not like to eat and I am full of agella (sautku).
"oky I don't make it.
while I waited for angella to eat the bima and the others to come in, and I came out of the kitchen.
"angella I went to the toilet well to my belly (my dress)
"oh oky please go ahead.
I went out to my room, and I took my prayer kit and headed to the mosque.
suddenly ustadz mail approached me
"what are you hiding from all of us mossies??
"eh ustadz there is nothing I hide (my saut)
"yes, we have been waiting for you in the mosque
"iya (sautku).
ustadzpun went to the mosque while I went into the room.
"hmmm what is it that I called ustadz mail?? how serious is that??but it's more than guessing" mending me to the mosque alone (my answer in heart)
I went out and went to the mosque, but the bima attended me again.
"mossy.. I'm sorry about that. (glow dress).
"hmmm.
"but there's one thing you should know about mossy stars!!(saut bima's)
"exclude why?must discuss the stars and do not muddle the atmosphere of the bima.
"but the real star is still alive mossy!!is it that easy to forget the stars?? so you don't believe me (saut bima)
"it's up to you bima.
I also went to seven mosques.
"is the star still alive!!but if he's alive where he's been and why hasn't he come to me and what's the reason his parents told him that the star is dead??ah this is all ridiculous and why does the Milky Way sure say the star is still alive!!is it because I rejected him that he seemed to relive the matter of the stars (my heart in heart)
before long I reached the mosque and the sound of the Adhan reverberated, I took my seat and read the Quran.
but the words of Bima made me still shadowed in the head.
and I also ended reading the Quran and all the santri were already in the mosque and ready to pray
when a few minutes after prayer I also clean up and meet ustadz mail.
" hmmm assalamallaikum ustadz sorry before his ustadz hail me emang what??
"oh yes you are in the mosque first let us practice memorizing the quran at the level of pesantren as kacamatan.(saut ustadz mail)
"hmmm. insyaallah I will be ready to follow the race ustadz.
"oky now you wait for me in the mosque (saut ustadz mail)
I also went into the mosque.
while angella returned to the room, but the bima held angella in the street.
"navy ...
"dad!! (glow dress)
" is mossy really not thinking about the stars??
"hmm. I don't know!!who are the stars and why do you know so much about the stars!!why don't I know who the stars are!!
"the star was the first love of mossy, he had cancer and he was treated in London, but deliberately the star's parents said the star had died but in fact not at all,because star parents know that saying stars are still alive will be a burden on the mind for mossy, and why don't you know who the stars are??because you went to paris back then and left me and mossy and kept the stars, then they came to love each other, and I know who the stars are,because I'm a star brother but you don't tell mossy (glow dress)
"(angella to shock and silence)
and the bimapun left angella.
"oh means that the star means so much to my mossy life I just found out but what I was surprised was that bima is the sister of the star really this can make mossy very angry to the bima (saut angella in the heart)
I finished and saw Angella daydreaming
"hmm...assalamallaikum angella you why do I see you daydreaming?? what's up?(?saunku)
"hah.. ouh waalaikumsallam ngak no mossy.
"but I see you daydreaming surely you're hiding something well??(saunku)
" hmmm.that was but there was nothing!!
"oh so let's go back to the room and rest tomorrow there will be a dawn class (sautku)
me and Angel went to the room.
soon we finally reached the room and we cleaned and cleaned the body but after we cleaned the body I noticed angella is not as usual angella like hiding something.
"hmmm... mossy sorry I can ask who the star is?? how do I know!!
"hmmm..a close friend of mine and he is dead why you ask about the open star I once told.(sautku)
"hmm ngak nothing I just forgot it, sorry well mossy
"hmm yes yasudah rest (sautku).
kamipun...
the clock shows 00.00 pm I also fly and pick up prayer equipment and head to the mosque to pray in the mosque.
when I went to the mosque, Ustadza rui called me.
"mossy you want to go to the mosque!!
"iya ustadza riu I want to go to the mosque all want to memorize later will be held a race so I insyaallah will perform as much as possible.(sautku)
"amin. let us walk together to the new mosque you just rest.
"yes ustadzah!but what other santri why not built?? (sautku)
"they're a little more we're building.
I also arrived at the mosque and rushed to pray tahajud.
a few minutes I finished praying tahajut and went to build other santriwati for their prayers.
and after awakening the santri who slept with me I continued to memorize the Quran and the hadiths
يَا أَيُّهَا الَّذِينَ آَمَنُوا لَا يَسْخَرْ قَوْمٌ مِنْ قَوْمٍ عَسَى أَنْ يَكُونُوا خَيْرًا مِنْهُمْ وَلَا نِسَاءٌ مِنْ نِسَاءٍ عَسَى أَنْ يَكُنَّ خَيْرًا مِنْهُنَّ
It means: “O you who believe, let not a group of men humble another group, may the one who is laughed at be better than them. And do not also a group of women denigrate other groups, it may be that the denigrated is better.” (QS. Al Hujurat: 11).
الْكِبْرُ بَطَرُ الْحَقِّ وَغَمْطُ النَّاسِ
Meaning: “Shoulder is an attitude of rejecting truth and belittling man.” (CHR. Muslims no. 91).
وَلاَ تَحْقِرَنَّ شَيْئًا مِنَ الْمَعْرُوفِ وَأَنْ تُكَلِّمَ أَخَاكَ وَأَنْتَ مُنْبَسِطٌ إِلَيْهِ وَجْهُكَ إِنَّ ذَلِكَ مِنَ الْمَعْرُوفِ وَارْفَعْ إِزَارَكَ إِلَى نِصْفِ السَّاقِ فَإِنْ أَبَيْتَ فَإِلَى الْكَعْبَيْنِ وَإِيَّاكَ وَإِسْبَالَ الإِزَارِ فَإِنَّهَا مِنَ الْمَخِيلَةِ وَإِنَّ اللَّهَ لاَ يُحِبُّ الْمَخِيلَةَ وَإِنِ امْرُؤٌ شَتَمَكَ وَعَيَّرَكَ بِمَا يَعْلَمُ فِيكَ فَلاَ تُعَيِّرْهُ بِمَا تَعْلَمُ فِيهِ فَإِنَّمَا وَبَالُ ذَلِكَ عَلَيْهِ
It means: “Don't underestimate the slightest kindness even by talking to your brother with a smiling face to him. That practice is part of virtue.
The Prophet said:
“Life as you please and you will die. Love something as you please and you will be separated. Do as you please then verily you will meet him.” - Hadith the history of the Judge
From Abu Hurayrah ra. said: The Prophet said: The Prophet:
By the One whose soul is in His grasp, you cannot enter heaven until you believe, and you have not been called a believer until you love one another. Will I show you something that if you do, you will love each other? Spread greetings among you the Hadith of Muslim history
From Anas ra. Prophet Muhammad SAW said:
It is not perfect for the faith of one of you, that he loves for his brother as he loves for himself - the Hadith of Bukhari no. 13 and Muslim number 45
“Yes Allah, grant me the sustenance of Your love and the love of the one who benefits me for his love by Your side. O God of all that You have provided for me among those I love, make it my strength to obtain the one You love. O Allah, what You put away among the things I love, make it my freedom in everything You love.” - Hadith the history of At-Tirmidhi
The apostle said:
"Whoever loves because of Allah, hates because of Allah, gives because of Allah and does not give because of Allah, then indeed has perfect faith.” - Hadith the history of Abu Dawud and At-Tirmidhi
The Prophet said:
Love your lover naturally because someday he will be the person you hate. Hate accordingly because he may someday be your lover." - Hadith the history of At-Tirmidhi
Hadith narration of Ahmad, the Prophet said:
Verily those who love one another, their rooms in heaven will look like stars emerging from the east or stars of the west flashing. Then someone asked, "Who are they?", "They are people who love because of God 'Azzawajalla."
Hadith of At-Tirmidhi, the Prophet said:
“If there is someone whose religion and morality you like, come to you to propose, then accept the proposal. If not, there will undoubtedly be chaos and great damage on the face of the earth.”
From Abu Hurairah Radhiyallahu anhu, from Prophet Muhammad SAW, he said:
“Women are married for four things; because of her wealth, her descendants, her beauty, and her religion; then choose a religious woman, surely you are lucky.” - Hadith the history of Bukhari
Hadith the history of Al-Bazaar
“Who loves someone because of God, then someone he loves says, “I love you also because of God.” Both will go to heaven. People who love more will be higher than others. He will be joined to those who love because of Allah.”
after memorizing the hadith" my Quran rushed to sleep before shubu
.....At 04:25 I flew and saw everyone still sleeping, I hurried to wash my face and leave the room.
when I came out of the room, I saw that Bima was sitting in a chair like a daydream, but I didn't want to go near her.
but the big kiyai called me and called bima as well
"mossy raisyah lee and bima abhimanyu can ask for help to the big kiyai room there is what I say to you.
I rushed to the big kiyai room.
"assalamallaikum (my saut with bima)
"waalaikumsallam please sit down (big kiyai sauce)
"mossy are you two who will follow the match between the districts?(?saut kiyai big.)
"insyaallah kiyai we are ready (my saut with bima)
"why are you guys going down next week?(?saut kiyai big)
"hmm.insyaallah if mossy under surah az-zumar kiyai (sautku)
"if I kiyai insyallah I bring surah ar-rum (saut bima)
"oh yasudah you guys practice and before practice you pray first so that this day do not need to enter the killer class at dawn. (big kiyai sauce)
"iya kiyai (my saut with the bima)
"we came out first assalamallaikum (my saut with bima)
"waalaikumsallam
I also came out of the big kiyai room and took my prayer tools and headed to the mosque but Bima called me.
"mossy. wait.
"well why bima??(saunku)
"why don't you believe me anymore...
"bima not I do not believe you but do not disturb the atmosphere now bima. (sautku)
I also went straight from the bima without looking at the bima.
"bima why!! like he forced and assured that the star was still alive!!but more thankfully if the star is still alive well nothing also has no effect on me anymore.(sautku)
when I got to my room I pulled angella.
"assalaminophen...
"waalaikumsallam mossy here you have something I asked (saut angella)
"hmmm... What is angella??
"my friends come to the tree house for a minute!!and I heard you called big kiyai huh??(angelic saut)
"yes yah mossy you called big kiyai did you do wrong??(?saut aliyah)
"hmmm yes angella!!and I was not wrong but I was called and asked if I was following the match next week (my saut)
"oh so. (alisha and angella).
"it's just you and the bima participants from here??(?saut aliyah)
"yes as before!!bima and I have always been his emissaries (my friends)
"hmmm.let's go to the mosque(saut angella).
i,angella, and alisyah went out of the room to go to the mosque.
when on the road alisyah asked me
"mossy looks like you like him?(?saut aliyah)
"(suffering bella)uh.
"you're why angella (alysed cut)
"it's nothing (saut angella)
and we arrived at the mosque and took the shaf in the place as usual
when I finished my prayers, angella and alisyah came out, and seven rooms and took books for the dawn killer class, but I, angella and alisyah were pulled by friends bima.
"he's sick, or (the three of us)
"hy mossy and angella sorry well I wanted to show you something
but I haven't heard of me being called by another santriwati if I'm told to go down to the hall..
"eh sorry I have to go you guys just talk (my dessert)
i'm leaving....
"eh mossy. (glow sauce).
"eh bima loe crazy yah!!loe wants to be mad at you if you show her voice to her loe makai brain (saut angella with annoyance)
he and alisyahpun left regardless of the bima
"angella... What happened to the tape??(saut aliyah)
"hmm ngak ngak ngak need kepo (saut angella)
they went into the room and picked up stationery supplies and entered the class for the dawn killer class.
and I and Bima were training in the hall and interlocking the verses.
an hour passed me and the bimapun left after being given instructions from ustadz syakib
I went to my room and got ready to take a shower.
after I finished my bath, left the room and called out all the santri for morning gymnastics together, when I wanted to call the santri-santri in maike angella called me.
"mossy, don't you really want to look for stars??
"make what??let him be calm in nature!!do not talk about the stars!(!saunku)
I went and called another santri.
and all the courtesy headed to the field for gymnastics and all the gymnastics.
when the gymnastics runs out at 07:35 all the santri return to the room to clean up and satriwati after cleaning up to the kitchen.
and I went straight to the kitchen to help ustadzah riu and other ustadzah.
but angella helped me and she asked me about my match with the bima.
"mossy... How are you two ready??
"hmmm insyallah angella (my heart).
"mossy are you angry ama bima??
"hmm...no why??why should I be angry anyway!!what's wrong with him?(?saunku)
"hmmm... I thought you were mad at her!!
"what is it that you are angry for!!(saunku)
"mossy, you are the glory that God gave me!!
"hmm.I'm not special!!I am just a new ordinary human being also learning and I am not special that special God (my salvation)
"mashallah!!you tuh
"(i just smiled)
after I finished cooking, angella and I went out to the tree house.
while on the road I suddenly heard a poem from behind me that I had heard read by the stars.
I walk
In the middle of the field
By ourselves..
Wind whirling
Blow up the weeds
Sand, rocks
Play without limits
In the beautiful sky
Birds come home
Back to the nest
Where to wait for a couple
I complained
Thong, duhai,
I'm right here
Lonely friends
Footstep
Getting tired of singing
I'm still here
By ourselves..
Waiting for romantic twilight
Filling hearts…
"hmmmm... stop angella this poem is really familiar to me as if ever read by someone but who is it??(saunku)
"hmmm who I don't know!!
It's already a thousand twilight darling
So old I bear a wait
Shut up in the silent wind
Nature looks for rain
This wound won't heal, baby
Too deep you're scratching in the dark heart
Staring at the increasingly dim day
The orange shifts to embrace the night
I can only write a few characters
Clumping in greeting sentences
About love, love, and tears
Across the night you'll feel
I don't know when I'm still holding on
Your shadow never disappears
I am in the quiet of the night
Soft, warm fused in feeling
I want to close the twilight in front of the window
My hope faded in vain waiting
Together the night that arrived in a black veil
The end of the wait is good night
"this serious is no stranger to me (my dear)
I turned around and saw the bima.
"mamma..What do you mean?? why do you know this poem?(my face with a glassy face)
"mossy stars are still alive trust me (saut bima)
"the star is gone and he has calmed down to discuss him.(my saut)
he takes the recording and listens to the sound of the stars.
"hy my princess how are you??are you good? I missed you so much!!I'm sorry princess I lost word of you even I was disappointed with my parents baby!!they lied to you that I was dead but you know dear people I said like that so you do not think about and interfere with your health dear I will return to Indonesia next month and enter the boarding house with you,and one more pardon bima if he hides me because he was asked by our parents to keep my whereabouts a secret dear thank you for waiting for me to heal.
dear greetings from the star of alexsander miss you
assalamualaikum....
I also saw the bima after hearing the sound of stars and I cried and ran to the room.
"you evil bima why are you listening to the sound of the stars, now is he crying you don't think what will happen after this!!(saut angella while angry)
"but that's the mandate of the stars, angella I have to pass it all on to mossy!!(saut bima's)
"ah.. know you and the star sucks (angella sauce).
angell chased after me and knocked on the door of the room while calling me and all the santri came out and gathered in front of my room while talking.
and I opened the door....
"hmmm...why are you gathered here??I broke up for nothing!!(saunku)
angellapun enter with alisyah,
"angella.
"yes I understand!! I was shocked when I heard the sound of the stars, but thank God that he is alive!!dont be sad baby you strong!!I know a powerful mossy not like this!!let's cry like this
"iya angella is right mossy!!come on you have to get up and you are patient and you will come and you have to listen to his explanation (saut alisyah)
"yes you are right!! I must rise up and do not be sad thank you guys are always there for me (my salvation)
I wiped away my tears and took the Koran, and suddenly someone knocked on the door and angella opened the door.
"eh melly what's wrong?? come in (angella sauce)
"hmm yes .. angella where mossy there's aunty she's calling!!
"oh that..he again memorizes (saut angella).
"mossy this hp you ustadzah riu kasih ama you because your aunt nelfon. (saut melly)
"thank you for bringing me here (my son)
I also called back...
"hallo assalamallaikum bude
"waalaikumsallam darling how are you?(saut bude ririn hotel)
"alhamdulillah good bude!!bude how are you?
"alhamdulillah well dear hmmm you there are any difficulties?((saut bude ririn hotel)
"alhamdulillah bude I don't lack anything or trouble here they are like my family too!!
oh yeah bude why call me??
"no bude just asking how you are!!and bude misses you (saut bude ririn)
"ok ya bude I also miss bude but I have to go to the hall to memorize next week I participate in the match again assalamallaikum
"oky waalaikumsallam spirit (saut bude ririn)
I gave back to Melly and mellypun out of my room and I got ready for training again before going to class.
at 08:25 I went straight to the hall and ustadz mail told me to memorize the hadith of the torture of the grave for the courtship
"And do not approach adultery; indeed, it is an abomination, and a bad way." {Q.S. Al-Isra' 17:32}
"Women who fornicate and men who fornicate, whip each one of them a hundred times over, and do not have mercy on them to prevent you from (running) the religion of God, if you believe in Allah and the Hereafter, and let (the execution) of their punishment be witnessed by a group of believers." {Q.S. An-Nur 24 :2}
"insyaallah ustadz I am ready to memorize the 2 hadith and memorize the verse that contains the prohibition of courtship (sautku)
"nice now you memorize first ustadz want to go there first
"iya ustadz (sautku)
while memorizing the bima approached me and asked
"mossy you're mad at me well!!
"(i just kept quiet and moved away)
"if you stay away means you're mad at me!!sorry dad
"for what I am angry with you there is no point in mending you memorize only what is in the match and do not disturb me. (sautku)
"mossy it hurts so much if you ask me to stay away!!and forgive my sister's star
"(i stood up and left)
"oky then you want me to leave not even care about you anymore mossy
angella suddenly came to the bima.
"let him take his time alone at the moment he's just disappointed by what has happened
"but angella loe knows the cave dearly to the mossy how the cave can avoid him (saut bima)
"gua tau bim but how it all happened he can't talk about the stars or you now he took a long time
"hmmm .. well maybe I'll be sad and fight for him better me (saut bima)
angell leaves, and goes to class after mossy
"assalamallaikum my bestie how to make next week memorization
"waalaikumsallam alhamdulillah insyaallah can thank you for giving me spirit.(sautku)
"why don't you come with me for a second in this class??
"hmmm where??and God willing if ngak be told ustadz mail yah(sautku)
"it's a walk to the park to breathe fresh air with alisyah
"hmmm.insyaallah well (sautku).
shortly thereafter ustadz mail came and asked me to rest just so fit.
"assalamallaikum
"waalaikumsallam ustadz mail (saut santriwati)
"mossy you can just take a break and let mossy stay present in this class
"iya ustadz (saut satriwati)
I also left the class and went to my room
"assalamallaikum
"walaikumsallam (saut ustadz mail)
I went to my room and heard the music that the stars and I had heard.
I couldn't understand
You show me the direction when I get lost
Give light when I'm alone in the dark
But time never waits
Until you finally left
Too late I realized you meant so much
Too late 'to come back and 'to wait
A second chance that could never have been
I just remember you blowing the wind while I was breathing
Water when I am in a drought
But I never ignored everything
Until now you are not
Too late I realized you meant so much
Too late 'to come back and 'to wait
A second chance that could never have been
Let me live in this regret
Until later you'll be back
Too late I realized you meant so much
Too late 'to come back and 'to wait
A second chance that could never have been
Too late I realized you meant so much
Too late 'to come back and 'to wait
Second chance
Which would never have existed
Which would never have existed
when I sing suddenly santriwan alisky hears and knocks on the door of the room.
"assalamallaikum
"wait waalaikumsallam eh alisky what is it??(saunku)
"hmm no!just because your voice is so beautiful
"oh I thought you were why!!hmm thanks yeah (sautku)
"i have continued the assalamallaikum road
"haalaikumsallam (sautku)
I closed the door and went to sleep
at 10:00 I flew and saw all the students at rest, and I came out of the room and when I opened I was shocked there was an aliyah.
"wow goshfirullah alisyah you make me surprised
"sorry assalamallaikum (saut alisyah)
"yes, your sister Alisky came here!!
"what did he do here??(saut aliyah)
"hmm ngak know just say masyaallah very beautiful sound I kept him immediately go strange him tuh
"hehe pardon my twin brother yah mossy (saut alisyah)
"hmmm it's nothing
I also cleaned the closet that had begun to fall
when I was done, I got out of my room and went to the tree house.
when on the road angella called me.
"mossy... You went to the tree house??
"hmmm.. Yes I want to go there!!you just go to class first let me wait there quietly I will be safe I'm also okay (sautku)
"oky if that's what you want
I went and continued to the tree house.
when I was just heading to the marcella tree house with the gangs.
"hy so alim loe where are you going??I think someone hanged the feelings of this person!!and there's a face-seeking here.
"what the hell!!who wants to look for face and not your business I want to go where (sautku)
I also passed through the marcella gangs and continued to leave regardless of what they said, but marcella pulled me and made me fall.
and you saw me fall because of marcella and she got angry.
"loe why the hell even push mossy!!what's wrong with him?(?bima is angry)
"wow!!there's a bad luck hero helping him
when the bima help ustadzah riu see everything marcella does and they are called
and I went back to my room and did not go to the tree house.
when I went to Angella's room, I saw me.
"mossy, how come to the tree house??
"nothing is left behind (my conscience)
"oh...!!kirain you have something disturbing again
"no yah you just studied in class I want to focus on rote first!!
I went into my room and took the Koran but Marcella still wanted to bother me.
"stock.tok.
"yes!!(saunku)
I opened the door but there was no one outside and finally I closed again but so continued until finally I got upset and came out of the room.
and dion pulled my hand.
"weh.. well why are you in santriwati territory you can't come here what's wrong??
"excuse me mossy!! I just want to give you this!!(saut dion's)
"hmmm.. okay I got it!! you go back there!!and you come back later can be caught angry.
dion left and I read the letter
hy my princess don't get mad dong!!I miss you as I used to!!well maybe I was wrong but is that trust I can't convey!! and I'm sorry I hid my identity all this time that I was the sibling of the stars!!I'm sorry my parents didn't want to hurt you until they lied to you!!they don't want you to get sick from thinking about the stars!!the star was in a coma and had to be flown to London!!is that my princess's fault?? if I am wrong, forgive me and my family
from ongol
bima
I also folded back and put it in my pocket and continued looking for angella and alisyah but when while looking for me called big kiyai
I also went to his room
"salamaallaikum (sautku)
"waalaikumsallam
"what did kiyai call me?(?saunku)
"what have you been memorizing all day?
"i memorized the surah ar-rum kiyai (sautku)
"yes you ate first new practice with kiyai here.
"hiya kiyai (sautku)
I came out of the big room.
when I walk into the kitchen, it pulls me
"mossy..pliss sorry!!
"bima..I never get angry or whatever I avoid because I just keep my distance in this boarding school!!so don't think I'm mad at you now you go back and memorize a little more we memorize with the big kiyai!!so you're the spirit (sautku)
"yes thank you my princess you are angry again!!! keep on talking about the stars how are you mad at him??
"about any star it is if he comes back here again well please I don't forbid it right him!!and if he wants to change why not!!let all the time answer (my answer)
" oh like that!! okay, I went to my room first, mossy
"oky abis pray we learn ama kiyai (sautku)
bellpun rang all the students out of the class and I went to the class to invite angella
when I went to class, Alisyah called out to me
"mossy ... Where are you going??
"dad!!I'm going to class to find angella (my saut)
"angella in the tree house I saw her just testing her into the tree house
"oh.iya ayok!!we go there let rameh (sautku)
"oky!!
I also went to the tree house with alisyah but I forgot that I wanted to practice memorization in the kiyai room.
"asagafirullah alisha!!(saunku)
"what's mossy ??wh why??
"i forgot that I wanted to practice big kiyai ama!!(saunku)
I turned around and ran to the big room
and I saw all the santri gathered and I was shocked!!
"ah!!what's wrong why rame gini??
"uh!!mossy why are you stopping here??come on in!!(santri other )
"oh yeah!!
I went in and took a seat, while waiting for the bima to finish memorizing practice but the time went by and I saw at 12:22 and I and the bima were told to come out and all the students went to the mosque.
I also went to the room and took the prayer device.
when the seven alisyah mosque called me and gave me a letter
"mossy!! there is a letter for you!!
"ah!! from whom?(?saunku)
"let's see I found it in that room
"oh thanks, yeah!!(saunku)
I also keep a letter in my pocket and head to the mosque with aliyah
when I arrived at my mosque, I called ustadza riu.
"your mossy runs out of this do not forget to the library there used to be ustadza want to give from your bude.
" yes ustadzah(sautku)
I also followed ustadzah riu to his room and I also took the goods given by bude and I also came out of the ustazah riu room.
"ustah thank you I went to the room first!!
"yes together (saut ustazah riu)
"assalamallaikum
"waalaikumsallam (saut ustazah riu)
while I was heading to the big kiyai room calling me
"mossy!!here first, son
"hiya kiyai (sautku)
"while you and the others enter my room well
"hiya kiyai (sautku)
I also look for others to get ready to practice memorizing the Koran, in the big kiyai room.
when all was collected me and the others entered the room and we were ready to practice memorization.
an hour passed by me and the others rehearsal, we finally came out of the room and I finished the seven libraries.
when I walk the bima pull me.
"mossy...
"what else??the bima?(?saunku)
"mossy, the day after tomorrow stars are going to Indonesia!!
"oh bim!!that's nothing!!I do not think he wants to come again I am busy memorizing for the race (my saut)
"hmmm!!were you happy??
"not that, too, bima!! go to your room and don't bother me (my gut)
"oky I went to the room first.
"hmm yes assalamallaikum.
"waalaikumsallam
I went into the library looking for a book called "the month I missed"
and I found him, and suddenly he sat in front of me and I was surprised.
"weh.astagafirullah deni assalamallaikum!!don't play no kagetin me that
"mossy sorry!!cute assalamallaikum mossy (saut deni)
"waalaikumsallam deni next time say hello do not play kagetin people so for me no hangers
"heheh yeah sorry to read your favorite novel??(?saut dane)
"hmmm yes!!you read what?
"i read the book atmosphere (saut deni)
"oh well have read it don't be noisy okay
soon I finished reading I went out and saw the paper plane that was flying at me.
I don't know where to start this story
The silent fog slowly began to creep in the heart
I love you in silence
Resisting an ever more muffled longing
I want to feel like I met you
But, greeting you I can't
Then, what's my day?
Even the wind is silent
When I complain about anything that has to do with you
Maybe God knows enough
About what and how I feel
Because of my happiness, I can still slip your name into my every prayer
I was astonished and looked left and right but there was no one and I walked to my room.
but I saw a paper plane seventh me again
If you ask
About love in silence.
Possibly:
It's a wonderful taste in the chest, though,
Which cannot be disclosed.
Because:
There's an emergency
Hope may be met with disappointment.
If you ask
About love in silence.
Could be:
It is my race to you, my race,
Which I've been holding for years, though,
From then, now, maybe later.
But:
I don't want to bother you, though,
You may not accept my love.
Thoughts:
It may
I can't give you a grain of happiness, a jewel for you.
"hmmm who sent this beautiful poem??(my heart is in my heart)
I continued walking but there was a picture of the right arrow and a word was written
IF LOVE IS A SILENT HEART WORD .
PLISS TAUGHT ME TO LOVE SILENTLY AND TURN RIGHT
I was astonished but ignored the words, and I went to my room.
when I got to the room, Angella asked me if Bima was seeing me
"mossy, didn't you see me??he was looking for you, right??
"no!!what am I from the library?(?saunku)
"don't know me he was looking for you try you, meet him now!!
"hmm no!! tired I want to rest (my saut)
"well, just rest.
02.00 And I'm still sleeping because I'm exhausted.
suddenly ustazah melly knocked on my room door rather loudly.
"assalamallaikum mossy,angella open this ustazah melly!!
angell opened the door.
"waalaikumsallam ustazah why panic like that?(angelic saut)
"mossy where!!there is bad news from the bud
I also have angella.
"what's the matter angella??about bima??
"mossy!!how come there's a message from your budget that your father was in a car accident!!and you must now go there.(saut ustazah melly)
I immediately flew over and packed up in panic, holding back tears.
"mossy, be patient!! we are all saddened by the misfortune your father had.
"hmm.iya thanks angella.
not long after that brother Dion came to pick me up to go to bandung, and I also say goodbye to all ustazaha and ustadz and big kiyai
"assalamallaikum, please,
"waalaikumsallam, mossy please enter this brother you have picked you up, following sad yab mossy for the calamity that overflowed your paddocks (all of them)
"yes thank you very much everything and everyone forgive me if the race later I can not follow and forgive me for disappointing all of you.
"it's okay mossy calamity, it's never far away, and after all there are still many who can replace you so it's okay (big kiyai sauce)
"thank you everyone but for this matter I will be back again for all of you
"iya insyallah mossy (saut ustadz mail)
"yes, thank you, I say all assalamallaikum
"waalaikumsallam (all of them)
I also went to bandung kk dion when on the road me and kk dion chatted
" mossy.. if you graduate from the cottage you want to ngak nemanin kk and wife kk in london.
"hmmm.insyaallah well sis I was thinking old masi also(sautku).
"hmm.., how am I going about your race??is it finished??not that the last race is for you and will be replaced by another, right??
"hmmm. next week's race, and yes it's really my last race and maybe also the heck will be replaced with other brothers.(sautku)
"hmmmm, I'm racing well let's hurry to get to the airport, hold on to the bad luck.
"hmmm,iya brother!!how's my wife in London?(?saunku)
"well thank God good and now pregnant with the third child
"wow thank God I got another nephew (my son)
"iya doain is healthy!!
"yes brother!! how to take kak syafira to indo (sautku)
"hmmm, already pregnant gede insyaallah you will meet too, kak ajah shock earlier dawn kaka new in say budemu
"ohs..
soon after me and kk dion reached the airport and his car was told the driver to pick up his car and we had lending on the plane to Bandung.
soon we arrived and Riko's brother picked me up and kk dion.
"hay bang how are you??mossy also how are you going to stay?? (kk riko sauce)
"alhamdulillah good riko (saut brother dion)
"alhamdulillah both sis and about mondok alhamdulilla next week last I participated in the kak race (my saut)
"wih cool!!alhamdulillah please get in the car and we go home directly to rs pakde di rs (saut kak riko)
we went straight to the car and while on the road we were joking until laughing suddenly I missed this atmosphere again but it was over since my mother died.
"mossy!!why you?( saut kk dion)
"hmmm ngak nothing sis!!I just saw the atmosphere of bandung (sautku)
"oh. thought you were thinking about your heart (saut kk riko while joking) again.
"hahah.kaka where there is no dating in mondok (sautku).
"what about the bima and the stars?(?saut kk dion)
"alhamdulillah they're fine and they're my best friend not my girlfriend kk (sautku)
soon we arrived home and I was greeted by Riko's wife.
" hy lee, how are you??
"alhamdulillah good brother!!and how is may?(?saunku)
"alhamdulillah good de!! lee how's the mole?(?kk may saut)
"alhamdulilla (sautku)
"may, mossy lee quickly we'll be to rs for a while we chat again (saut riko's sister)
me and the others went to the hospital when on the road kk may ask me to read the hadith and I read it immediately


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Hadith Arbain #18: Takwa, Engaging in Abominations with Goodness, and Noble Mercy
Muhammad Abduh Tuasikal, MSc Follow on TwitterSend and emailDecember 15, 2018
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We are commanded to fear everywhere, to include ugliness with goodness, and noble character.
الحَدِيْثُ الثَّامِنُ عَشَرَ
عَنْ أَبِيْ ذَرٍّ جُنْدُبِ بنِ جُنَادَةَ وَأَبِي عَبْدِ الرَّحْمَنِ مُعَاذِ بْنِ جَبَلٍ رَضِيَ اللهُ عَنْهُمَا عَنْ رَسُولِ اللهِ صَلَّى اللهُ عَلَيْهِ وَسَلَّمَ قَالَ: (اتَّقِ اللهَ حَيْثُمَا كُنْتَ، وَأَتْبِعِ السَّيِّئَةَ الحَسَنَةَ تَمْحُهَا، وَخَالِقِ النَّاسَ بِخُلُقٍ حَسَنٍ) رَوَاهُ التِّرْمِذِي وَقَالَ: حَدِيْثٌ حَسَنٌ. وَفِي بَعْضِ النُّسَخِ: حَسَنٌ صَحِيْحٌ.
The 18th Hadith
From Abu Dharr Jundub bin Junadah and Abu ‘Abdirrahman Mu’z bin Jabal radhiyallahu ‘anhuma, from Rasulullah shallallahu ‘alaihi wa sallam, he said, “Bertakwawalah to Allah wherever you are; accompany bad deeds with good deeds, then good will abolish evil; and associate man with good manners.” (CHR. Tirmidhi, he says his hadith is hasan in some manuscripts mentioned that this hadith is hasan shahih) [HR. Tirmidhi, no. 1987 and Ahmad, 5:153. Al-Hafizh Abu Thahir said that this hadith is hasan]
"the Hadith describes the piety to Allah swt. (my salute)
"wow this is my style (saut kk may, kk rio and kk dion)
"thank you kaka (sautku)
"from mondok you join kaka dion in london(saut kk dion)
"no he came with me in bandung ajah (saut kk may)
"well, don't fight, I'm done for a long time. (my gut)
