My soul mate is a Widower

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hii guys sorry yes I long time not up all novels, I again not happy, again there is a problem also so to find inspiration for me this still can not 😔😔

I again felt the pain of betrayal like Sintya, I think all that only in the story I turned out also in my real life. I'm new at my partner's house and he's back with his ex-wife...

we are different countries because he just said back to his country to meet his children and take care of his transfer to settle in my area it turns 1 day he was there he had no news until three the day I wait for news, I try to keep contact him via WhatsApp etc still not in reply but my social media in his block and day 4 he there he sent a message via SMS he said his ex-wife suddenly he called back and he agreed he didn't come back here .. destroyed all my feelings while reading his message😭😭 so quickly he forgot me when we were in a relationship for 5 years just his fault I have not been given a child...

sometimes almost every night I sleep constantly awake and my heart immediately hurt immediately to think and imagine him again related to his wife who is now..

I do not know how to quickly forget it. Please guys have experienced the same as me? how to forget his😔😔