My son is not wanted

Throes

Lea was silent for a moment as she stared at the tired and resigned Netra Harry, a man who used to be humorous and always laughed under any circumstances was now very frustrated in Lea's eyes

"Aren't you tired?". Lea took a look at the entire line of that face. "You're not tired of pretending like this?"

"I'm not pretending and I'm actually doing this?".

There was one thing that stuck in Lea's day, she was always comfortable with the man in front of her but on the other hand she was also afraid that Harry was just playing with her, there like Harry playing other women and especially his best friend Jennie

"What about Jennie and your ex? You play a lot of women's hearts you never think of there?"

"Jenni". Harry asked innocently he himself did not know if Jennie was interested in him because he himself never spoke sweetly with the woman "You do not know about Jennie, you do not know about Jennie, but that ex you called, there's no Lea trust me".

"But you're so close to them, how can I trust you Har?"

"I'm just lonely". Harry kept a wound. Behind that sentence "My poor, loving past made me that way"

Lea did not dare to ask any more, this was already concerning the very personal life of the man in front of it she felt she did not have such great rights.

"You don't want to know about my past?".

"Isn't that too private?"

"I want you to know everything about me". Harry looked confidently at his lover

Lea could only nod her head, but her heart kept one thing that managed to make her heart beat faster

As important as I was to her, she even wanted to tell her past .

"Lea my mother never paid attention to me well she'd rather spend time with her friends first".

"you know until the end of his life he never even loved me sincerely I spent more time with the waiter at home and also my father"

Harry recounted briefly he felt Lea needed to know about her life in order for Lea to understand herself

"And for those women, I'm not really serious with them I always say sweet with women because my dad wants me to be a good guy and not hurt women and that's a principle I've held on to until then this"

The man stretched his embrace on Lea until her hands were on either side of the man

"Lea... I don't know since when exactly did I fall in love with you you're a very considerate woman and kind to others I want that attention to be on me and be mine to the fullest".

"Initially I just wanted to meet you briefly, though, just to satisfy my curiosity but I ended up being the guy who wanted you so much by my side I was challenged when you rejected me for the first time"

"But believe me Lea I really love this moment"

The two men spent a few moments staring at each other with such a deep gaze

What should I do, he's very serious and I don't find any lies there. Lea wanted to hug the man right now but ego overcame her

"Lea I give up if you reject me right now, I won't use that one-month opportunity again". Harry looked so resigned "And you're calm no one will know about that night especially Justin"

"This is not a matter of surrender and cowardice, I don't want you to be tormented being near me it makes me like a bad person who uses innocent people especially yourself".

"Hisk..... ". Lea could no longer resist the turmoil in her heart the man in front of her made her doubt and fear

"Lea you're okay, why are you crying if I hurt you I am. I'm sorry".

Harry clutched the beautiful woman again, and did not wait for long Lea replied to the man's embrace as if he did not want the man to leave her

"Well you confuse me, you hug me but your words always reject me".

"I don't know... ". Lea spoke in her hoarse voice "I'm not sure about you but I don't want you to go "

See even your heart works better than your brain. Harry closed his eyes for a moment his heart was relieved now, at least there was a point of certainty in the day of the woman he loved at this time

"Give me Lea's reassurance, don't make me wish more"

"Let's forget that one month, I don't want to part with you". Lea said confidently she did not want to take the risk that would keep the man away from her

"You believe me?".

"No, but I don't want you to stay away from me and all that time you have to really-bear my heart". Leah let out a word that relieved her heart instantly "Harry be a real man, don't you dare act behind my back or I'll kill you!".

Leah posed a threat that made Harry's heart so happy, the woman threatened him but that's what made the man more comfortable

"Okay, so how's Miss Lea? Are you ready to be my wife?".

"What!?". Lea stammered for a moment because the man said "Se..sepat it?"

"Of course how would you if you changed your mind, an opportunity like this doesn't come twice right". The man's smile was so wide, the happiness on his face seemed so real "You don't want me to go, why are we buying time again"

Lea bit the man's chest in a frenzy, then again hid her face in the chest of the man's field

"It hurts!"

"feel it".

"When are we gonna talk this out with your family?". Harry returned seriously "Hmm I'll talk to my father as soon as possible"

"It's not too fast"

"What's the matter, I've been chasing you for over five years and we've been in a couple's relationship for half a year is that too soon?"

"You're right...."

"Our age is also no longer young, you do not want to marry and see a handsome and beautiful child later?. Harry looked at Lea with hope