My Sister My Husband's Affair

Papa's Regret

''mas, thank you for accompanying me here again.'' I said that morning when we returned to see Nina.

''yes dear'' replied mas Arya briefly, making my mood a little ugly this morning.

''kok answer is just that doang anyway, mas?''

''that's right baby, continue mas have to answer how again dear'' replied my husband soft and slow, he scratched his forehead which I believe does not itch.

''ah already, you are not romantic'' answered me origin, I deliberately want to tease my husband.

''sorry, if mas can't behave as you expect dear'' my husband softly said, I feel a sigh in the chest. My husband's attitude is still the same, he hasn't changed. He is still very considerate and appreciative of me even though now my body is fat.

''oh yes, forget it. You're the best'' I replied then with a knotty smile, I gently caressed my husband's hand where I was holding.

Me and my husband were walking in the mental hospital courtyard, we walked through several rooms, to the very end of the room, to see Nina's condition. Because soon I will give birth, before giving birth I want to visit see my sister first.

Mas Arya pushed my wheelchair very slowly because my stomach felt heavy, I had difficulty walking, I then chose to sit on a wheelchair in the hospital.

In the hospital is still the same, there are still many patients who stare flirtatiously at my husband, especially the sisters are also flirtatious. They smiled strangely at my husband. I know my husband is very handsome, but they should be aware of themselves dong that Arya already has a wife. They should be able to keep my feelings.

I don't know why I feel so sensitive now. I became easily cranky, irritable, and emotional. My mood changes often.

Maybe this effect before childbirth may be. I hope the baby in my womb will be healthy and born safely. But I am lucky to have a husband who cares so much and understands me so much. Always patient in the face of my changing mood.

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"Mom!'' call Nina, when I get in her room. He was sitting casually on the sofa in his room, he was combing his long hair.

''hay nin, how are you, dek?'' reply, approaching him. Mas Arya pushed my wheelchair.

''alhamdulillah I am good mbak, mbak himself how are you? Mbak looks more full and fat once now''

''alhamdulillah then. Mbak is also good, only so you see yourself mbak situation. Ma'am now often feels claustrophobic. Maybe this is the effect of the baby in the womb. Soon mbak will soon give birth, you doain ya hope everything is smooth and fine''

''amin mbak, I wish mbak same as pounding I'm healthy always. That's my only hope''

''amin, thank you dek''

''sama-sama mbak, thank you also mbak because all this time mbak always cared about me.''

''it's already an obligation mbak, dek''

''once again thank you very much, mbak.'' said Nina, staring intently at her cousin's sister.

''you take good care of yourself, you have to be patient and never leave prayer five times, so that your mind is not empty. Try to make peace with the past. Ma'am will pick you up tomorrow, when you are free, we can vacation together.'' my message. Tomorrow Nina will return to serve her sentence, she will go back to sleep in the cold and narrow cell. Because the condition that the doctor said was almost completely healed. Mas Yudha had already dropped all his charges against Nina, only that Nina had to serve another 6 months as a result of her prison.

''yes mbak, I will always remember the mbak'' messages''

''yes already then mbak bamit go home first yes. sorry can not be long''

''iya mbak, tell me yes mbak if ponakan I've been louncing''

''yes, it must be the deck''

Then we passed again, and Arya pushed my wheelchair with patience. Take me away from the room.

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Now I'm in court, accompanying Mama. Even though Mama had forbidden me to come, but I could not keep quiet I wanted to accompany mama, undergoing her divorce trial.

Me and Arya sat side by side, with mom in front. Mama looks so graceful and beautiful with her long hijab. The smile was always perfect on my face.

The sound of shoes clashing with the floor was heard quite clearly before the trial began. We turned to the source of the sound, then as it passed us, the man sat not far from his mother.

Papa, papa looks different, papa looks thinner. His hair was a little long, fine hairs were already filling his jaws.

The look in his eyes was able to look at Arya mas for a while, as well as Arya mas. I saw a longing held in my husband's eyes, it's been almost 4 months, my husband did not meet with papa. Papa also threw a smile at me.

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After going through several processes, the Judge finally knocked on the hammer. Decide trial. That now mom and dad are hard to officially divorce. Papa also had time to say his talaq pledge in front of everyone.

For all the gono gini business, there is nothing to fuss about. My mom has split everything. Took the right of mother, and partly for papa, as a result of papa's work so far.

I saw Arya shed her tears, witnessed her parents' separation firsthand. I know it must be very painful for her.

It is sad indeed, at the age of twilight as they should be mama and papa spend their old days together happily, but, maybe this has become the way of life of mama and papa. Hopefully after this the friendship of mama and papa will still run properly. There is no deep grudge and lodged in the heart, so that both can live the days well and happy without burden.

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"Arya, stop son. Papa wants to talk!'' greet papa when we're about to enter the car.

Arya turned her head, then walked slowly towards papa. Mas Arya took the old hand slowly, greeted him and kissed him.

My mom and I just kept quiet about the interaction between the boy and his dad.

''Arya, how are you doing, son?'' ask papa gently.

''I'm good pa'' replied mas Arya briefly. My husband is very irritable in speaking.

''thankfully, papa misses you altogether'' said papa, patting Arya's shoulder slowly.

''how are you?''

''p-what's good too, you can see by yourself' said papa a little nervous with a hoarse voice.

Papa then hugged Arya mas, sobbing apologizing to Arya mas repeatedly.

''I'm sorry, sorry papa son, papa can't be a good father yet. Papa is too selfish, always following lust without thinking about your mother's feelings and you used to'' as much as Papa spoke.

''it's pa, it's all happened. Nothing else needs to be regretted, replied Arya.

Then papa let go of her embrace from Arya mas, she extended her legs towards me and mama.

''Ratna, excuse me, yes'' said papa lowered his head, hiding his wet neutrality.

''yes mas, I have forgiven you, mas'' replied the gentle mama.

''thanks Ratna. I feel ashamed to remember everything I did, explained Papa.

While we did not answer anymore, we just quietly listened to papa speak. I saw there was a lot of regret on that old face. Papa was like he was saving something. I'm sure there must have been a lot of things going on in my life over the past 4 months.

''hay Ayuna, beautiful father-in-law. How are you, baby?'' said papa greeting me.

''alhamdulillah I am good pa'' answered me gently.

''alhamdulillah, may you always be healthy, dear. Looks like papa's grandson will soon see the world''

''papa's right, soon papa and mama will be oma and opa'' I replied smiling kindly to papa.

A moment later, my stomach hurt so much. Last night I had a hard time sleeping and I also felt a little pain in my ari-ari. But now it feels different, it really hurts.

''gold, my stomach is mas. Sick mas, I can't stand it, mas'' I said suddenly while holding his stomach.

"Aikora ... Why you, baby?" asked my husband to come up to me, and so did my mom and dad, and they said my name.

"Bag,"

''yes baby, you strong baby, come on hunt'' said my husband panicked, he carried my body, took me in the car.

I saw my mom and dad panicking too.

''papa, can you help me drive? I will accompany Ayuna behind Arya's orders. Since our bodyguards did not come, Dimas was busy at the Office.

''can son'' said papa for sure.

Then my mom and dad got in the car, they sat in front. Papa's running the wheel.

I felt my stomach ache so much, I clasped the hand of Arya, enduring the excruciating pain.

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