
A few months passed.
Dinda along with the increasing age of pregnancy is now increasingly visible gembil and sometimes difficulty to do activities. Like this morning when he swept through his yard, he accidentally dropped his phone. He seems to have trouble taking it. Keanu, who was also cleaning the lawn in the yard, helped him pick up his wife's phone.
"Be careful Ummi," soft Keanu who gave his phone then rubbed his back slowly with a pity.
"Thank you Abi" Dinda replied with a smile.
"Ummi...! Daddy...!"'s....!" exclaim Ayman who is now almost 3 years old. She has grown up to be an active and chatty child.
Ayman and Papa Dimas just came by after buying ice cream. Ayman looks happy with his favorite ice cream in his hand.
"Faith is home?" Sahut Dinda looked over as well with Keanu.
"Cracker Daddy, how was it, exciting?" Keanu rubbed Ayman's head fondly.
"Selu Daddy, Iman is said to be handsome as Puput, Ina, pajna banak!"
"Many Nakes." - Erat Dinda.
"Hi Dedek! Dedek is mam?" Faith felt the mother's stomach and then spoke to her future sister.
"Udah Brother." Dinda imitated the voice of a child.
"Quick the club yes, later Brother loves ice kin," he chanted which of course made everyone there laugh.
Ayman also loves his sister who turns out to be this female gender. Keanu who was also being fair towards the two even though Ayman was not his flesh blood. How not, since Ayman was still in Dinda's stomach, all his attention was only on them. From the start of craving something until the time of giving birth, Keanu was like a husband who was on standby even though Dinda repeatedly rejected his feelings.
Until finally Dinda leleuh and want to open a new sheet after getting a lot of advice from Papa Dimas, Bibi Nur and also uncle Sam. Where else can he find a man who is sincere and loyal without ever changing his feelings? It was Keanu who sincerely loved Dinda. No thought of whose ex, girl or widow, child or not.
Everything is not Maslah for Keanu. The most important thing for him is that his taste remains the same and his good attitude. She likes Dinda's soft character and likes to give up. Because Dinda often relented, Keanu was increasingly moved to protect her.
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From far away, from the house on the hill that he rented which was still one village with Dinda, Andra saw the happiness letter of his son and ex-wife from binoculars. What's again? Yes, only in such a way could treat his longing. In such a way he can calm down and live his life like a normal human being in general.
It is no longer a man who just wants to die, die, and die. His phone rang and disturbed his concentration. He clucked in annoyance but still picked up the Call.
'Hallo!'
'Abdra, when are you back? This month you have 3 days off.'
'Just cut my pay if I'm late'
'Hey! it's not a matter of cutting cut you know! It's about our important client. Did you forget?'
'Look off, in two hours I'll be back.'
^^'Two hours you say? Back now!'^^^
TUT....
TUT....
The conversation was interrupted because the rampaging Bayu had already turned off his phone and threw it in any direction due to annoyance. Bayu had actually forbidden Andra to rent a house in the village. In addition to fear of being discovered, of course, also because he does not want his best friend's personal affairs will interfere with his performance.
And, sure enough, a few months passed, Andra often unfocused and thought more about her son. Not wanting to constantly become more chaotic, Bayu asks Andra to be able to control her feelings.
In the office, 4 hours passed and Andra was now in the pantry. " It's not that I'm banning you, Ndra, but it's our important client!" Bayu sounds assertive.
"Please separate between Ndra's personal affairs and work. Be professional You're not an Ndra amateur."
"Yes Bay." Not fighting or arguing, Andra chose only to obey and low-pitched so that Bayu did not ignite emotions. However, thanks to Bayu also he can see back those he loves. Because Bayu also his life spirit has returned.
"Actually all the presentation material I prepared. Everything is neatly arranged on the table in your room" Andra said casually and sat down while reading the morning newspaper.
"What?" Bayu looked in disbelief.
"Why didn't you tell me from the beginning?" continued again. Bayu became unwell because he had scolded his best friend, who he knew Andra had not done the presentation material.
"Hemh.., what can I do but thank you for all your kindness? Without you I might not have known until now that I wasn't alone in the world."
"Ndra, man,"
"Thank you Bay," said Andra with a sad look made Bayu speechless and lowered his emotions.
"That's what friends are for. But I beg you, Ndra. Don't you go see Ayman before Dinda gives birth."
"Why? I've been dying to hug my son Bay."
"Ndra, pregnant women are easily stressed and it affects the fetus. So I beg you to understand. If it was Keanu who took care of Dinda the best he could until your son was born, then now is the time for you to repay Keanu's kindness and sacrifice."
"You're right Bay. " Andra pensive and glaring.
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...Andra POV...
He's right, right now all I can do is keep a safe distance. I can only monitor their progress. Monitoring my son's growth from a distance of course. Whatever I am grateful for, my world has returned. My son, and. You're Dinda.
You look happy with him. He's better than me. (It feels bitter in the heart).
Bayu tells me there will be a 7-monthly event at his house tomorrow. What am I supposed to give him? I am so happy Nda. May your daughter be born as healthy and beautiful as you. I can only look back on the time we were together and I'm sorry I wasted such a good woman like you.
What can I do after this? My longing is getting more and more intense with you every day. When can I hold you, son? Ayman Dhakaa Pramudya's. What a good name. Grow up to be a good, tough and responsible child. Be a protective figure for Mom and your sister later. I always pray for you from a distance.
I'm sad, if I wasn't a stupid man then, maybe I was among you. Not Keanu. At dawn, which means what I saw was you Nda. You walked home from the mosque holding your husband and Ayman's arms in Dad's arms.
Thank you Keanu, you have given happiness to the people I love. Maybe I'm crazy, but there will be a time when I come back and show you who I really am in front of my son.
And for you, Dinda, don't know if this is love or just a disguised sense of regret. But, all this time, in my heart you are still the master.
After you left, I knew how important you were to me.
After you left, I found out how lucky I was.
After you left, half my life was gone.
Now I know you're precious and I'm still with my crazy prayers. I pray that we can get back together with Nda.
From far away I can see you.
From far and wide the wind I gave my longing.
From far away, I said. I Love you Adindaku's.