
"Val hugs me, I'm cold"
"Yes, baby, how warm, right?" holding back her tears from coming out.
Some moments of silence Noval hugged Dera with a smile but Dera was only silent maybe because in the arms of Noval who he thought warm.
But then why Dera's body did not move, and breathing was not heard by Noval.
" Dear, just shut up, are you sleeping?" said Noval.a little worried
While stretching out the embrace, Dera closed her eyes with a pale face.
"Darling.you sleep yes, wake up.. Honey don't joke Noval pat Dera on the cheek, her tears don't feel like they're flowing.
" Dera.. , Dear Dera.." Noval kept calling and trying to wake him up.
Noval panicked more and called all the people who were there to immediately go to her room,
After seeing the pulse by Shella who happens to be a nurse, Sella repeated the check turned out that Dera was no longer there.
" Sella looked at her husband and shook his head.Farel immediately hugged his wife"
" I'm sorry I'm Val, Dera's no more, with teary eyes, with,
"NO, it's impossible that this must be wrong, shella please check again or not call the doctor to make sure Dera is still good."
According to Noval's request, Dera was questioned by the Doctor who had been called by Shella, but the answer was the same Dera was already unfulfilled and died.
Noval was devastated by Dera's departure half-heartedly and her breath left her.
he felt it was all unfair to have separated him and Dera.
"[Sweetie.why are you leaving, don't you want to age together to spend the rest of our lives,] crying.
Both of his parents are very hit especially Dera is just a child only wayangnya.
Dera's mother stripped in her father's arms
" Our son yeah"
"Yes ma'am, Iklasin ya ma'am, maybe this is the way" whispered Dera's father.
While Mother tried to calm Noval because of the loss that she had always loved.
Dera's departure makes all friends friends of the member *** arrive for the last time before his final resting, campus friend Dera comes by trying to give strength to Noval, but Noval is not strong for everything.
Hearing Dav, Noval carries her,
" Dear.you why hem, here is the same papi, you know yes dear Mami does not exist, you calm yes, utu utu.. cup cup rubbed his head" Noval brought Dav next to Dera, then Dav Shut up and sleep.
They buried Dera, in a TPU near Noval's villa house.
" Bun tomorrow if Noval first, Noval buryin next to Dera ya bun:
" Dear what the fuck you are, don't pity Deve"
" You have to be strong for the baby boy you love"
"Yok came home late"
" Dear..., I go home first yes, tomorrow I come again love you"
With a heavy sense Noval left the tomb because of how much his soulmate was there.
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Noval is currently in Dera's room looking at the photos on display and the trophy is composed Rapi, Noval is at home Kusuma Dera's parents' house, Noval reluctantly goes from the room, Noval, he still misses his beloved wife, his little lover who he picked up two years ago, and he married with pride and happiness, it turns out his meeting made him separate again even forever.
Not only Noval but all her family and friends feel the loss,
Noval is screwed, Noval is frustrated that she is working on staying in the room with her son.
He felt very guilty, because he did not know the true state of Dera to the effect of Fatal. And he accidentally found a drug in the drawer, which he did not know and a letter from the hospital stating he suffered from his illness.
"Honey you're hiding this all from me, what do you mean baby, are you punishing me in this way, because of my mistake, this is too much dear your punishment, dear, you gave Dav to me but left me." said Noval lirih
"Honey, your punishment is severe enough for me, a punishment I will never forget" he said.
Removing his tears, Dav wakes up and Noval holds him and asks his mother to make him milk.
"Dav baby papi can't be naughty, baby, don't be rude, you want papi here, you become a strong child can't be weak like papi"
cup scratched Dav's forehead and was still holding Dav
Their family was very sad because Dera left but more sad to see the state of Noval who did not think about health, even the thin body of elongated hair he did not ignore anymore. he works more at home than he has to go out, babysit Dav alone but sometimes Mother accompanies him and helps him.
Noval sometimes visits Dera's final resting place with her favorite bouquet of white roses,
crying in the belly of his beloved wife.
At home**Noval**self-enforced and to the makeup drawer Dera found the letter.
To. My hubby❤
Hi yang. my hubby.
The KaNovku I love the most..
I'm sorry, I never told you about my illness.
I'm afraid of losing you and I'm afraid you won't accept losing me.
I know you're sad because of me, nothing but I'm happy to be married to you, my loved ones since a long time ago and I'm happy, I can conceive your fetus mukin will be born from my womb.
Dear spirit and live your long hudup for the sake of our child.we have named Dav Alfi Kusuma Wijaya.
I'm tipping yank...
Spirit yes dear, I remain near you bye kaNov my beloved hubby.
I don't want any tears baby raise our ank well baby.
There is a farewell meeting, but do not block your steps to continue living.
Warm regards from me
Dera Adisti Kusuma❤'s
Noval kissed the paper letter from his wife.
and promised to survive raising Dav even though alone, good luck there dear love u.
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salutations
Noval and Dera