My Secret Admiral's

chapter 46 is getting more comfortable

The atmosphere returned awkward as night fell, Rakana and Rayna were silent in each other's minds.

"Sir..."

"Rayna's..."

They called out simultaneously making Rakana and Rayna smile awkwardly.

"Sister Friend first...."

"You first..."

They pointed at each other simultaneously. 

Rakana breathed. "Yes, she was ladies first." Rakana.

Rayna took a deep breath before speaking. In her face Rakana bravely.

"Thank you for all the kindness Mr. Friend gave me. I'm sorry I haven't been able to pay for all the losses you've incurred because of me." Rayna's words are so formal. "Sir Friend must be tired from waiting for me here." Back Rayna said. "And do not prolong the problem of the incident, sir, I do not want if later the relationship of Pak Rakan with Mr. Jonathan becomes not good because of this problem. It's just that I'm asking, I don't want to see Mr. Jonathan again." Pinta Rayna pleaded, she really didn't want to see the bule man.

"I'll keep giving her a lesson. This is not abroad. It doesn't matter to me if I don't have a friend like him, nothing to lose to me!" Rakana.

"I'm angry, I'm upset because he hurt you. He can't be forgiven!" Rakana spoke with her angry look.

"Don't forbid me, because I'm seeking justice for you Rayna. Would you just forgive her, if only I hadn't come in time, what would've happened to you." Highlight disappointed now Rakana show, because Rayna instead forbid her to give lessons to the Caucasian man. "If you guys do her up to equal liking I'll let it go." Even if his heart will not be willing. Inner Rakana. "But this, obviously you're forced to serve a depraved man like him, are you going to take it for granted!" Rakana seemed to feel tight when saying that, but she had to realize Rayna, that she cared about him a lot.

"My life will be ruined and maybe I don't want to live anymore." Lirih Rayna replied with teary eyes. 

Rayna began to cry, if remembering the incident he felt tightness in his chest, the honor he always kept would be tarnished so forcefully, he did not accept the truth, he was angry about it, too, he was angry about it, but he does not want everything to be difficult and difficult.

Rayna was getting sobbing, but he held back so as not to cry loudly, his life had been slipping since the beginning and did not expect there would be events like this that happened to him.

"I'm sorry Rayna, I didn't mean to hurt your feelings." Said Rakana slowly, she also approached Rayna whose body shook with her cries.

"Sister Friend is right, I should not let him live a quiet life, even though I am not a victim but I am almost a victim." Isaac Rayna. 

Rakana stood beside Rayna who was sitting on her patient's bed, hesitating a little to hug Rayna, but she was eager to calm the girl down. Rakana rubbed Rayna's head, until the tip of the hair slowly, but suddenly the unexpected happened, Brug... Rayna hugged the body of Rakana who was beside her with sobs, Rayna needed a hug to strengthen herself. And the hug is anchored to the man who keeps him comfortable and safe besides his father.

"Punish him sir, do not forgive. I don't want to see him live quietly and do the same to others, give him a lesson that will make him realize that he has committed an unforgivable crime!" Rayna said with a cry of anger.

"I'll do it!" Rakana grow increasingly convinced, especially Rayna who has asked for it.

And in the end Rayna's cry broke, her embrace to Rakana grew tighter and her face slipped on Rakana's warm chest, she was no longer able to hold it, she was unable to hold it, she really can't be a strong woman in front of Rakana. He is always weak!

Rakana reciprocates Rayna's embrace, she rubs Rayna's back which vibrates due to her crying, calming the girl of her heart's owner all along.

"Cry if it makes the taste in your heart overflow. After this you can't cry anymore." Bisik Rakana's. 

The sobs stopped, replaced by a silence that struck two different people of that type. But their embrace has not yet been released. Rayna's cry was still heard but it was calmer. Rayna was actually embarrassed because she was the first to embrace Rakana. So after he didn't cry he was confused as to what the hug should look like when it came off.

Rayna's phone ringing sound makes Rayna parse a hug on the man who became her boss. At last...

Rayna saw a name on her phone screen. "Dad." Mumbled.

Rayna took off her embrace, then quickly rubbed her wet face with her tears in haste.

"Sister, don't talk first." Please Rayna while looking at Rakana's face with her puffy and wet lips, Rayna's face right under Rakana's face as the girl raises her face, making Rakana anxious herself. Rakana nodded, then slightly moved away.

Rayna took a deep breath, then rubbed back the rest of her tears that were still wetting the ends of her eyes and eyelashes.

"Hallo daddy." Rayna answered her father's video call.

"Ray you're okay, right? You're like you're in the hospital?" Ask your dad directly when you see a room like a hospital room.

"I'm fine, Dad, I'm in the clinic at the hotel where I work, my regular monthly guests come." Rayna gave an excuse by showing her a good smile.

"Your monthly guest is still always sick? Quickly drink the pain reliever, don't make me worry." Her decree.

"Every father, I've had a drink, this rest may soon lose its pain." Rayna back up. His father did know that every month Rayna would be in pain if her period came, so close their relationship made her father know Rayna's habits that one.

"Good then. When are you coming home, son? Your brother Radit always asks you to tell." 

"Radit asked me, Dad?!" Surprised Rayna in disbelief, the father looks to nod confirming.

"She said she wanted to apologize to you directly. Radit always blames himself now, because rarely do you come home. Your brother thinks because he's the reason you don't come home." Some fathers, Rayna glanced at Rakana who was watching and listening to the conversation between herself and her father, making Rayna cleared her throat, he does not want Rakana to know his family problems anymore which is not okay. Enough already! Her thought.

"Dad, we'll talk later yeah, I'll call dad, if I get a vacation later I'll go home." Rayna said, disconnecting from the call, after the father understood.

"Roman..." Rayna muttered slightly smiling in a daydream. Finally, his sister wanted to take him back and that meant he was willing to forgive her. 

"Have the call?" A heavy voice ripped Rayna in her daydream. Rayna nodded slowly.

"You always get sick when you're on the moon?" Ask Rakana suddenly. Rayna stared in disbelief as she was ashamed to talk about such a thing.

"You should check, check now, let me get the doctor to check!" Said Rakana quickly, he did not want Rayna to be in any pain.

"No need sir, this is normal anyway now I'm not coming by the moon." Reject Rayna quickly. "It's just an excuse for my dad not to worry about me." Said explained.

Rakana breathed a sigh of relief. "If you're sick just talk to me. Don't be shy." Her speech. Rayna just smiled awkwardly.

Rayna looked at her boss's face, if Rayna was honestly now more comfortable with her boss, but why does it feel so far away if she wants more than this.