
"Sir, we're here!" the Taxi Driver. My daydream was broken because of his words. I'll pay the cab and get out of the car. I've been at the gate of the Ice Beams house. Ice Beams, what do I have to do to face you now?
I forced myself to enter the gate of the house. The front of the house is empty. Return my feet to the back house. My heart feels like it's pounding. This guilt makes me feel more claustrophobic.
"Money!" someone say hello. "Miss, why? Well, did Young Master and Miss Qia end up in an accident? Young Master why? His hands are bandaged like that? Duh, Non Qia's forehead is also a Young Master's forehead wound," Aunt Ava touched the wound plaster on my forehead. "Can't you believe it, Non? Where's accident?"
"Ehm, the story is long, Bi," I said briefly. I don't want to tell you a long story right now.
"The wound still hurts, doesn't it? Should Aunt call a doctor?" Aunt Ava looks worried.
"No need, Bi. It doesn't hurt anymore" I looked up at the living room and the front yard. The ice caps aren't there. "Ehm, where is Mr Rexford now, Bi?" I'll give myself a question.
"Young Master just walked into the room on the second floor, Non. He didn't talk anything. Young Master was visibly angry and upset, Non," Aunt Ava looked down. "Ehm, sorry. Aunty did not intend to interfere in Miss Qia and Young Master's affairs. But, Auntie has been here since Young Master was a child. So, even though Young Master's face seems flat but Bibi knows when she is angry, sad or disappointed," Aunt Ava looked at me.
Ice Beams sad and disappointed? Is he angry too? Is this relationship serious? But, didn't she have the Magic Grandma collection. Ice Beams, why is it so hard to guess your heart. I don't know why the feeling of tightness is getting worse. I feel more guilty.
"Ehm, I want to go to the room first, Bi," I said softly as I passed away. I set my foot up the stairs to the second floor. I've got to see the Ice Beam. Look at that brown door, I tried to touch that door encel. Apparently locked.
"Ba..pak.." call me stammering. GECK! GECK! GECK! Knock that door. "It's me, sir, Qia. I know you are inside" I exhale and I strengthen my heart. "Sir, I'm sorry! Please, open the door, sir. I want to talk to you, Father" I said in a loud voice. From inside the room there was no response.
GECK! GECK! GECK! Knock that door again. "Sir, please open the door! I want to talk to you, Father!" I knocked on the door and said that again. "I'm sorry, sir! Forgive me!" the beats and words I kept repeating. No response from inside the room. "Ba..pak.." call me wirih. I started to lose energy.
"Sir, may be angry but please don't be silent, sir!" say again. I was most afraid that someone would silence me as a form of anger. Being silenced by someone is worse than receiving anger in person.
"SISTER!" screams tight. "I'm still waiting at the door until you open this door!" I leaned my back against that door. Both my knees are bent. This guilt makes me feel so full. What do I do to get the Ice Beams to open the door? An idea came to my mind.
I open my smartphone, I'm looking for a contact with the name 'Ice Block'. I sent a chat message through that contact. I wrote a message saying: 'Mr, please open the door 😢...I'm sorry, Mr. 😢...please don't leave me like this...😢...' . Kupencet send sign. My message is up to a two-gray check mark. I sent the message many times both via chat and SMS. I probably did it more than 500 times. He still doesn't respond from behind this door.
I open social media, I send the message via direct message to various social media owned by Ice Beams or precisely social media owned by Mr. Rexford, the CEO of A2J Tech Company. I sent that message hundreds of times. There was no response from behind the door. I also sent the message via e-mail hundreds of times as well. Free Ice Beams do not open or respond to these messages. I didn't lose my mind, I tried to call him through a conventional chat or phone app. He didn't respond to my call. I did that many times.
"Mr!" I said once again. "I'm sorry Qia.." I started crying. "I'm sorry for cursing and yelling at you." That stifling guilt made me unable to stop crying. "Sir, please open the door... Qia apologized, sir.." I said as I pleased. Still no response from behind that door.
I'm tired of being silenced like this, could this be what the Ice Beam felt? He doesn't like it when my attention gets distracted by Naren so he keeps bothering me? Is he really taking this relationship seriously? But this relationship is only because of agreement. He told me he didn't like me. But why should he be angry and disappointed mixed with sadness when I was with Naren all day? Why does he seem angry and unwilling if I'm with Naren? Didn't she already have Miss Vanya, Saphira or any other magic granny possible! Why would I call another woman near the Ice Beams a Magic Grandma? Shouldn't I be happy if she doesn't take this relationship seriously? All of this is getting me confused. I hugged my knees tighter. I just kept crying and all my anger and confusion.
Did I accidentally fall asleep last night? What time is it now? I felt a hand touch the wound plaster on my forehead gently. I opened my eyes slowly. Seemed a very familiar flat and cold face. But in the eyes of the cold eagle was a ray of worry.
"Ba..pak.." call me for a moment. An unexpected response before, he stood up and immediately turned his back on me. "Sir, I'm sorry.." I started crying again. "I'm sorry, sorry for cursing and yelling at you yesterday.I'm sorry, sir.." I apologized while bowed. My knees were in a tight position on the floor facing towards the Ice Beam. The Ice Beams didn't respond, he was still standing behind me.
"Do you know what your mistake was?" the cold voice began to sound.
"Yes, Sir. I know, I'm sorry. Sorry for yelling and saying rude things to you. I shouldn't have done that."
"Never repeat this again! Your life and death have something to do with me! You are my wife. I am responsible for you, Little Mouse. From now on stay away from.." said the Ice Beam.
Stay away? He wants me to stay away from him?! I don't know why I feel so claustrophobic when I hear that.
"Mr!" I got up and thoughtlessly hugged the Ice Beam from behind. "I'm sorry! You can punish me! I won't protest or fight.." I'm crying harder. "Mother can be angry and punish me! But don't ask me to stay away from you.I don't like to be silenced like this...."
"Who asked you to stay away from me?" The Ice Beam turned around and took off my embrace with her left hand. "I ask you to stay away from danger, Little Rat," he looked at me in confusion. "Why are you crying? Are you afraid I'm going to stay away from you? Are you starting to like me, HUH?!" ask her while smiling sly. Why do I look so embarrassing like this. I don't seem to want this Ice Beam to get away from me.
"HUH! Who wants to be close to a grumpy and old om-om like Dad!" yell ketus.
"Then stay away from me!" shouts Ice Beams. "I will stay away from you from now on and will never forgive you!" cold screaming. He threw his face away and turned his back on me. Will never forgive me? The feeling of tightness was back.
"Sir, I'm sorry.." I'm back on the floor. Qia, fool! Why are you back cursing the Ice Beam? He almost forgave you.
"Yes, Sir. I want to accept punishment from my father. I will protest or fight. But please don't stay away and let me down.." I'm still squatting on the floor.
"Wake up then!" The Ice Beams gently caressed my head. "Oh yeah, what are you doing in front of my room?" ask Ice Beams wonder.
"Ba..pak.." I was shocked.
Is the Ice Beam pranking me? I've been here all night apologizing to her crying.
"I was waiting for you in front of the room to apologize. You don't open the door, I've called repeatedly and also sent hundreds of messages to your smartphone."
"HAHAHAHAHA!!!" The Ice Beams laughed out loud.
What's he laughing at? Did he intentionally harm me?
"You know, Little Rat, hahaha!" he said while laughing. " I fell asleep last night in the study and my smartphone was locked in the bedroom since last night."
"HUH?!" shouts surprised. So, last night my actions were useless. "But Aunt Ava said you were in the room!"
"I went to the room to put the bag after that I locked the door. My smartphone was in the room. I spent the night in front of the computer in the workspace to play online games" said Ice Beams.
So, Ice Beams aren't mad at me? He can even play online games. Is that a sign that he's not mad at me?
"Ehm, are you still angry with me?" tanyaku. "I'm ready to take the punishment from you" I bowed my head.
"Who wouldn't get angry if he was yelled at like that?!" The Ice Beams were looking at me with a horrifying cold gaze now.
"Ma.af, sir.." I dare not look at him.
"Ehm!" grunted annoyed. He's terrible if it's like this. "You must take care of me until my injury is healed. I don't want to hear any more protests, pranks or insults from your mouth! You understand, Little Rat!" ask the Ice Beam while pointing towards me. I just nod. "All right, it's morning. Come on, to my room!"
"Yes, sir," I followed obediently. Ice Beams stood near the bathroom door.
"Come, this injury makes me unable to move normally. You have to help me with every activity, Little Rat. Now help me, come quickly!" his orders. I also approached him. I was in front of him, what did he want me to do? "What do you see? Quickly help me take off my clothes!" the Ice Beam's Order.
WHAT'S?! Taking off clothes? What does he want?! My mind wanders everywhere. I'm approaching the Ice Beam. The right hand brace started to roll off. I saw a hand wrapped in a white cast.
"You're slow! Quickly take off my shirt and pants!" shouted The Ice Beam. Take off the shirt and pants?
What does he want to do? My mind flew back everywhere. I've been clutching buttons on the Ice Beam collar. The terrifying aura began to feel. Sir, please don't do that! Please, don't tear me up now! I think the look of a frightened face appeared on my face.
"Hey, hey! What the hell are you thinking? Don't think weird! I just want you to help me take a shower!" sahut The Ice Beam.
I let out a sigh of relief. Wait, help with the shower. That means I'm gonna be in the bathroom with the Ice Beam? Ice Beams, you're really sneaky! 😣
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