
Maura woke up with puffy eyes the next day from crying last night. The woman's feeling was empty.
He didn't even know when he fell asleep from exhaustion. The woman woke up when the day changed. Abigail woke him up.
His face showed no sign of life. It was so sad since waking up. Look at his eyes empty. Even when he came down to breakfast with his two older sisters, the woman was more silent.
On the opposite side of the table, Noah was getting impatient. The dining table in this house is not like most people's houses. Which makes the residents can only look at each other without touching. However, Noah felt the distance between himself and the younger brother was so far away.
Though the distance between himself and Maura was not as long as the young man's hand. This made Noah upset. He even got a warning from the eldest so as not to disturb his sister.
"Ara left with Bang Noah, yes," said the sister made Noah look up.
Netra they looked at each other. He quickly nodded without commenting.
It was only after the morning activity was passed by breakfast together - minus the papa - that the two brothers left earlier than the first brother. He said he still had to prepare other files before leaving for their family-owned law firm.
"Ra, don't you want to tell me is it the same?" noah was getting bored. All the way to campus they were silent.
The girl beside him turned to the right. Looking at the face of the brother who looked serious and worried.
"What story, Bang?"
Noah seemed hesitant as he said, "About last night maybe?"
Maura thins lips. He turned his gaze forward without any interest in answering the older brother's question.
Noah was obviously feeling anxious. This is not what he expected. The man hoped, Maura said whatever was on his mind at the moment.
However, there was guilt in Noah. Especially with his attitude that seemed to trap the younger brother to follow his class. Undeniably, Noah did have a special purpose other than for Maura to meet the quota. However, after what happened, he was a little regretful now.
"Nothing, Bang. Ara is fine," said the sister actually hurt Noah's feelings.
How could he possibly believe that Maura was okay? The woman's appearance was very bad. The little boy also knew that Maura was not okay, but he could have lied to him. Who's not even a kid anymore.
"Dek, you think I'm a kid who can lie to you?" Noah's tone began to change. His seriousness level rose one level higher than before.
By calling Maura 'Dek', it was a sign that the youngest could not dodge anymore.
Maura took a long breath. Replying to Noah's occasional gaze still turned towards him.
"Well, what should I do, Bang? It is also impossible to cancel Bang Noah's class" said the girl sharply. The man beside her felt even more guilty.
"Bang Noah, apologize again for that. It's ...." Noah's sentence is incomplete.
The older brother let out a long breath and felt a futile defense. It seemed that all excuses were simply alibis to defend themselves at this moment.
"Bang Noah, I'm sorry about the class of your choice. My brother was wrong. No one should interfere in your affairs, no matter how you feel." The regret was sincerely expressed from the lips of the second brother. However, Maura simply replied to him with a knotty smile.
The woman has no more energy to argue at this time. What is there to argue with the brother anyway? After all, everything is done. Maura can no longer back down.
Even if he was annoyed by the cunning way used by Noah, Maura still could not be angry. More precisely, he would not be able to get angry for more than two days to his two brothers. Maybe it is one of the legacy of the mother who is still held firmly to this day.
Maura will always remember. My mom's advice is very meaningful. To maintain the brotherhood between her and her two brothers.
"Bang Noah didn't have to think of a macem. Seriously, Ara is not papa really," said the woman trying to calm her brother when he was about to get out of the car. Imbuhnya,"Later Ara went home with Andara. Bang Noah doesn't have to wait to get home first."
Afterwards, Maura actually left the older brother and ran small towards his college building.
***
Andara greeted Maura with excitement as soon as the woman appeared at the classroom door. Deftly he shifted the back bag that was previously placed next to where he sat. Deliberately saving empty space for Maura.
"Tumben morning really. Do you want to do my job?" maura asked after trying to neutralize her face so as not to look bad.
At least Maura did not want to share this sad story so early to Andara. Or rather, he was trying to avoid the question of 'why' that made him feel tired just by thinking about it.
"Gue denger from a technical child, he said Mizar abis pounded Sagara. That really?"
Maura's forehead shriveled. Instead of answering, he turned to look at Andara with a suspicious look.
How did the girl know that Mizar Abis was gang-raped by Sagara and his friends? Only Maura managed to find the victim and the five boy friends who knew about the incident last night.
The look on Maura's face is increasingly suspicious when you see your behavior getting wrong. Obviously, who else would not be wrong if stared at with sharp eyes by Maura.
And, the look in those eyes seemed to say, "Lo know where?" which made Andara feel small in front of Maura.
"Ehm .. Gu-gue knows one of Andromeda's children. Je-jerome, he's a neighbor in my apartment."
"How come you never told me?" maura asked more like interrogating rather than asking.
"Ck, who knows if you have a complicated past with Mizar. So far you also do not seem to know the same Andromeda."
Maura gave no response. Before last night, Maura had told Andara everything. How can he get to know each other with Mizar and how their relationship ends up being a mortal enemy.
He just did not suspect if the scope of their friendship turned out to be quite related so far.
"Oh." Maura answered briefly. Making the woman sitting next to him snort in annoyance.
"Ck, fuck. Why did I become like a brother who made a mistake? It's because of your eyes, Ra. Sadistic. It's translucent to the bone of the marrow."
Maura was not in action at all. The woman took the book out of the bag before the first course began.
"Well, you made a mistake."
A pair of netra Andara widened. "Gue was wrong, Ra? Holy jeez!"
"Never said from the beginning that you know Andromeda."
"Well, we never talked about them. Why am I the one who got the gum? Answer my question first! That's actually Mizar abis pounded Sagara?" Andara urged her friend to tell her the truth.
Maura sighed. Andara's question made the woman repeat the scene last night in her mind. The scene that made Maura was filled with anxiety.
How he was so panicked to see Mizar lying helpless. It was as if there was a part of him that felt pain. However, the shadow of the past strengthens and returns to present nightmares that were never even imagined.
An emotional turmoil that even until now he could not translate. Though, if for revenge, Maura should be satisfied to see Mizar hurt. The fact is that the woman is getting calmer. Even waiting for news almost all night.
Maura secretly laughed at herself. Yes, he did not sleep all night just to wait for a short message from Sky that said, "Mizar was already sober. Tomorrow I can go home if conditions are at all possible."
Is it that easy as revenge faded from his heart? He had not even had time to avenge the pain of losing Raisa.
Heh, Muara should have avenged the pain first, before feeling pity for what happened to Mizar.
The huft! Maura again exhaled more violently than before. The woman's mind went back. As if there were a lot of urgent things.
Even so, Maura really did not fully understand what was really happening. Between vengeance and worry is gnawing at his heart. He really doesn't have to do anything.
"Ck, Ara. Daydreaming. Answer my question first. That's the Sagara guy who's doing it?"
"Gue doesn't know. That's their assumption. I haven't asked Sagara."
"Huh? Do you want to confirm Sagara?"
"Yes." Yeah."
"Make what, Njir?"
"Because I'm the only one who can make Mizar suffer!"
"HUH?!"