My Place To Go Home

Chapter 81 quarrel

"Do you not want to get married, have a small family and be happy with them? Yes, there is at least a purpose when returning home from work." said Kasih while offering a cup of coffee to Alvin.

"Yes there is you. The purpose of brother is you love" replied Alvin accordingly.

"If I get married and come with my husband. Alvin's alone again"

"Until when does my sister continue like this? I just want to see you happy brother." Love tried to convince Alvin.

"Love, brother is happy like this. What else?" Alvin.

Arguing Alvin's hand is like this. There will be no end especially when talking about marriage. His sister looks very anti-marriage.

"If Ratna will marry someone else how?" love Chirps suddenly.

"uhuck.. Uhukk.." Alvin who was sipping coffee immediately choked when he heard the name Ratna.

"Kok so talk about Ratna anyway." Alvin protest.

"just look at it later. Beware until the crying brother left behind mbak Ratna." taunted Kasih.

"What the hell is the deck, sister has nothing to do with Ratna." elak Alvin.

"Mbak Ratna is dear to you brother. But my sister never gave me clarity for him. I doubt, actually this sister really does not want to marry because of trauma is it a brother who likes to play the feelings of women?" Love doesn't want to talk anymore.

Saying Kasih seemed a little piercing and Alvin was immediately offended.

"What do you mean Love? why talk like that? It's brother's life and the decision is up to me. Why are you setting me up?" Alvin suddenly raised his voice. No thank you for saying it like that.

"I'm not setting up Brother. I just want you to know that what you're doing can hurt people's feelings. If you don't want to be serious, at least don't give hope to others." Love also seems to be getting hooked.

"You don't understand what I'm feeling. How I live apart from my family. You don't set me up, love. Know if you were a kid yesterday afternoon." snapped Alvin.

For the first time because of his emotions Alvin spoke harshly to Love. Especially when Alvin slammed the coffee cup he was holding until it broke scattered on the floor.

Love froze when Alvin shouted at him. Didn't expect that her brother reacted this angry.

The tears slowly began to pool and fall down her cheeks. Powerless love restrains his sorrow. Finally he ran to the room and locked himself in there.

There was a pile of disappointment and unease. She is disappointed by Alvin's attitude that snapped at her but also feels guilty for her remarks that have offended her brother.

While Alvin who is still emotional chooses to leave the apartment. He took his car and continued to drive without a destination.

Alvin and Kasih although brothers are conceived but does not mean they are perfect and understand each other. Uniting two characters is not easy especially the two did not grow up together. They met after they were both adults.

Moreover, human characters who tend to attach importance to their respective egos are often obstacles.

Both Alvin and Kasih still have high egos. The difference in view is still reasonable. It took a moment for them to dive into each other's thoughts. Digesting all problems until the time that finally heals.

As sad as it may seem, Love realizes that Alvin is the only family she has.

He comes out of his room and searches for Alvin. Worried about her brother's situation. But the man was no longer at home.

Love saw the broken cup scattering on the floor. He began to pick it up with mixed feelings.

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The morning was welcoming and now Kasih has been getting up to cook breakfast and is getting ready to go to work.

Love is ready with the formal suit. He was eating the breakfast he had cooked. Not to forget he also prepared breakfast for Alvin.

While Alvin looks neat with typical office clothes approaching Kasih who is at the dining table. I don't know what time it was last night. He ate breakfast made by Kasih. Both of them looked cold and completely unashamed.

Until leaving for the office, the two were also together but did not talk to each other at all. It was as if each of them were alone.

Arriving in front of the office Kasih directly got down from the car without turning towards Alvin at all.

"Ck, goddamn it." Alvin clucked himself.

As she was about to continue her journey to her office she accidentally saw Ratna being ushered in by a man. The same man at the time of the incident at the restaurant some time ago.

The man opened the door for Ratna. While Ratna casually reviewed the smile. Alvin's heart seemed obstructed to see the scenery in front of him.

Not wanting to get carried away Alvin also chose to go with his car. But the phone kept ringing. Apparently it was a message from one of his office friends who invited Alvin to attend his birthday party at one of the nightclubs.

While in the office looks excited with the birthday party. It just so happens that he is Shaira Ratna's division one friend.

"Where is the show?" ask Ratna.

"In club NN mbak, can ngajak couple really. Ratna's brother was invited all at once, that's often picked up." said Shaira.

"mmm.. Look at it if it is not busy" said Ratna.

Actually Ratna was lazy to join such an event. But when one of the employees mentioned the name Alvin who was invited he finally immediately intended to come along.

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Ratna is now ready to go to the club. His appearance this time looks very different. She wears a thigh-length jeans skirt with transparent black stockings and a sleeveless black crop top slightly revealing her smooth waist. Don't forget he covered it with a black blazer.

While Jody now looks relaxed wearing a black hoodie combined with ripped jeans.

"Wow" said Jody when she first saw Ratna's performance.

"What's up Jody? Am I not suitable? Ugly huh?" Ratna.

"No, you look so pretty" replied Jody.

Both of them entered the club room. The more into the sound of DJ music and the noise cheers the more felt.

Although Ratna initially felt this was too noisy for her but she tried to fit in.

He looked for the whereabouts of his friends who had apparently gathered in one corner of the club.

Ratna looked around and caught the figure that had been watching her with Jody since. Alvin was sitting and chatting with some friends in the bar.

Ratna did not want to waste this opportunity. He picked up a glass of alcoholic drink and immediately downed it.

Then pull Jody onto the dance floor. Mix with a crowd of other people.

The effects of alcohol and frustration felt by Ratna made her want to act out of her habit.

He invites Jody to dance like any other young couple. Squeeze his body according to the rhythm of music.

While Jody who was initially a little awkward just guarded Ratna from the wild gaze of the men around her.

One of Ratna's friends handed her another alcoholic drink and Jody, inevitably they went back to drinking it.

Ratna who is not a reliable drinker certainly immediately felt the effects of alcohol.

Her body feels hot until she takes off her blazer leaving a crop top that makes her look so sexy.

"Jody, tell me. Do I look sexy like this?" Ratna embraced Jody's neck and spoke a little whispered to him.

Jody who can still control herself also tries to keep looking after Ratna.

"Say Jody, am I pretty in your eyes?" ratna said again.

"Yes Ratna, you're so beautiful.. And sexy" replied Jody.

Ratna further tightened her body to Jody. He gently rubbed the man's nape and a second later Ratna kissed Jody's lips.

At first Jody was very surprised but her feelings could not be lied to. He accepted the kiss and replied. It doesn't matter that they are in a public place right now.

While Alvin who saw it immediately felt the flames in his heart. So hot and sick.

True it turns out Love. She was so sad and sick when she saw Ratna being friendly with another man.

Not strong to linger in that place Alvin also chose to leave. No matter who prevents it.

He is conscious and feels so guilty about love. He shouldn't have yelled yesterday and been rude to his sister.

Now all Alvin wants to do is apologize and hug his sister.

But when he arrived at his apartment he did not find the existence of Kasih. His sister did not come home either.

Alvin slammed his body on the couch. Feeling the pain in his head. Seeing Ratna who already had someone else and now her sister went to leave her.

"poor Alvin" he muttered to himself.