My Perfect Husband II's
epilogues
Bara experienced a shock the first time in his life. Beaten in endless regret even Bara did not allow anyone to sprinkle flowers on the body of his wife who had been wrapped in white cloth.
"Bara is already Nak" said Anna to appease her son.
Bara is not flinching. Bara continued to tightly hug Clara's body. Bara who was very hit, even Bara can no longer use his common sense at this time.
"I'm naughty, I'm evil same Clara. But if punished like this I am not strong," whispered Bara and then kissed Clara's cheek.
Bara really doesn't want to be far from his wife. Until the whole family came down to persuade Bara so that Clara could be buried immediately.
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Three days after Clara's funeral. Bara was still faithfully sitting in front of Clara's grave while looking at her wife's gravestone stuck in the red burial ground.
Bara just kept quiet though occasionally he cried regretting his actions. Regretting all his actions. Bara was even reluctant to come to the three-day recitation of his wife's death.
"When are you here?" asked Bob who came with a bouquet of flowers in his hand.
Bara just glanced at Bob at a glance and then looked back at his wife's headstone.
"Rome, Lia's down since her mother slept. At least you're a little bit useful if there's for Lia," said Bob cynically then put the flowers down and left.
"Do I deserve to be a father?" muttered the Bara who was holding Bob's steps. "I raped Clara before marriage, I got her bullied by my ex when we got married, she fought the cyst alone, she miscarried because I slapped her, when she was pregnant I cheated on her, she said, she gave birth to me and I wasn't there next to her" Bara said.
"You are your name ********. Why realize now? A lot of people are trying to remind you?" bob continued his steps.
Hearing Bob's words really made Bara remember how much he reminded everyone to focus on Clara. It was so stupid that it lost control.
"Jagain Lia," Clara's whisper sounded so real in Bara's ear.
I woke up and looked around him.
"Clarah! Clara!" bara shouted in search of Clara who whispered in her ear.
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Morning's approaching. Slowly, I began to open my eyes. All white and so bright.
The paradise? Inner Bara guessed where he was.
"Thank God, you are awake" said Anna, hugging her son very tightly and crying.
Adam and Lisa only breathed a sigh of relief when Bara began to wake up.
"Where is this?" ask Bara.
"Hospital. Two days ago you passed out on the deck of Clara's grave. Luckily Bob was with Robi. So you went to the hospital" replied Anna.
"Where's clara? Where's lia?" ask Bara.
"Lia drop's. But since there was a young mother who wanted to be her mother, Lia had started to get healthy" replied Anna.
"Where wife?" ask Bara who is back in tears.
Anna and Adam are silent while Lisa hides behind her father.
"Where wife? Where's clara?" ask Bara who came back hysterical and crying.
Bara looks pretty hit. Even when Clara's parents can start being sincere. Bara still did not sincerely accept the departure of his wife.
"Bara is calm, son," said Adam, hugging the weeping Bara. "Bara hasn't nengokin Lia has she?" continued Adam who successfully made Bara silent.
"Liat Lia used to yuk," asked Anna who was taken by Bara weakly. "But eat first yes," continued Anna.
She returned silent. Just looking ahead with her blank look.
"Can I eat, can I drink when my wife is not there? When my son dropped? I am a failure. Failing to be a husband, failing to be a father" Bara murmured with a sense of regret that will never end.
She returned silent. Reflecting on mistakes. Lamenting the departure of his wife.
Anna is worried about Bara's situation. Moreover, Bara more often lament the departure of his wife. Bara also more and more often complain about his mistakes. Even because of his deep regret Bara did not dare to touch his little daughter.
The more days Bara's condition worsened, although there was a little relief in Bara's heart when she saw and knew if her child began to be healthy. Even Lia Surah does not drop anymore and is able to grow well.
"Dad apologizes, son, if father is not stupid, you must now sleep next to mother" murmured Bara who saw her daughter from behind the glass before Bara was brought to calm down.
"Father you may call me Bara. I don't deserve to be your father" Bara murmured again and wiped away her tears.
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Three months later. After Bara calmed down and was at least able to accept reality. Bara went back to his house and Clara. Seeing that everything was still the same, Bara tried hard to hold back her sadness.
"Mas Bara has gone home?" greet the aunt who looks still the same as before and is busy taking care of the house.
Bara just kept quiet while looking at him coldly then went into his room.
"Darling, I miss you. I got a lot of tattoos now. I'm lazy to eat, not taste if there is no you," said Bara as if telling a story with Clara.
"Darling, today I'm starting again. I can't see our son first. Your father is still angry with me" Bara said again as he took off his shirt and changed his clothes.
"Darling, I'm not strong enough to keep going. Is this how you feel all this time?" ask Bara while wearing her shirt.
Bara continued his activities changing clothes and slightly combing his hair which now looks like a delinquent. Moreover, his tattoos also almost filled the body. Hands, feet, neck, stomach, back, even to the temples.
"I taught myself first," said Bara with her teary eyes as she reached the bottom floor.
Bara again vividly remembered how he left Clara at that time.
Pyars! With emotion Bara slammed the Chinese urn beside her. Then leave without any expression.
When Bara arrived at the campus, there were many people who were pangling about his new appearance that was so baddas. Bara's warm gaze and smile never again stopped on Bara's face which there was only a cold gaze that was so sharp and cornered. Although still many who like Bara and all the changes.
"Sekian," said Bara ended his class without question and then just came out.
Bara who initially wanted to return home again thought again. He decided to visit his parents before returning home.
Bara just entered without greeting or expression as usual. Bara continued to enter and stopped in the middle room staring at his picture with Clara and her extended family who looked so happy.
"Mara?" call Anna to make sure.
Bara just flipped his body and looked at his bunda.
"Oh my God, my son, how can you be now" said Anna, hugging her son who looked very thin and collapsed.
"Eat first yuk, later we nengokin Lia huh?" take Anna and push her son into the kitchen.
"Mother, what is it like to give birth?" tanya Bara who resignedly followed her mother to the dining room.
Anna just kept quiet and sighed.
"What hurts so much? Why is Clara dead?" ask again without expression.
Anna was silent as if she had not heard Bara's words.
"Did Tina kill Clara?" bara asked that made Anna start to notice him.
"Tina?" anna asked quite surprised.
"Mrs Anna, there's a guest. He said his wife was Bara" said the aunt who lowered her voice.
With impatience Bara immediately ran to the living room, hoping really his wife who came as well as Anna.
"The coal! I'm three months pregnant, your child," said Tina who immediately embraced Bara.
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