My Neighbor in My Heart

Don't want any more

After Prayoga's departure, they continued their conversation. Marcel and Gilang discussed about the Capital he gave, Stella and Milka joked with laughter in the room.

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At 18:00, Stella and Marcel decided to go home. Marcel drove his car back home. Since Prayoga's departure, Stella seems to have turned quiet.

Marcel :"Stell, I know what your heart is." Seeing Stella.

Stella sees Marcel, she doesn't understand what Marcel's words mean.

Marcel:"You still love Prayoga, don't you?, you don't have to answer Stell" Looking up at the road ahead.

Stella:" I don't know what I'm feeling right now, Cell, I think I've been able to forget it all this time, it's time I didn't see it I didn't think about it, but as soon as I saw that old feeling reappear Cell, I confused to explain it Cell" rested his body on the car.

Marcel:"Stell, I know that." Smile but the heart is hurt. "Maybe Prayoga is your soul mate Stell, you still seem to love so much." Focus driving.

Stella:"Cell -"

Marcel :"You don't have to think about our marriage Stell, I don't want this marriage to ruin your relationship with Prayoga. If it's a soul mate, no one can ban Stella, rather than our marriage has been running for years now alone right?"

Stella:"What do you mean Cell? We're divorced?"

Marcel :"Well, maybe this is what's best for you or me, we might not be partners so we're separated again."

Stella:"I'm pregnant Cell,"

Marcel: "You're afraid of divorce because you're pregnant with Stell?"

Stella:"Yes,"

Marcel: "We'll get divorced later after you give birth, you take it easy I'll be responsible for her expenses,"

Stella:"Who will she come with?"

Marcel: "If you want to take him, please."

"You don't know what my heart is like now Stella, but I love you so much that I will do my best for you" Marcel said.

Stella:"Cell,"

Marcel :"Ha?" Seeing Stella.

Stella:"You're happy that we're divorced?"

Marcel: "If that's what makes you happy, it'll make me happy with Stell."

Stella:"Still the Cell."

Once at home, Marcel parked his car in his garage, then they got off.

Marcel: "You just come in, let me bring a suitcase of clothes here."

Stella;"Oh yeah, tell my mama I'll have dinner here."

"Is divorce the best decision? Did Marcel not love me anymore or just because he wanted to make me happy? Marcel is also human, he can't always ask me to love him, there are times when he's tired too. I love Marcel, but my love for Prayoga seems to outweigh my love for him" Stella said in her heart

Marcel came into his room with a suitcase of clothes.

Stella:"Cell, the house is quiet?"

Marcel: "They're out again, buy food maybe."

Stella:"Oh, you're here." Clapping the bed next to his sleep.

Marcel: "I'm going to take a shower," looking for a towel in the suitcase.

"Looks like he's avoiding me, why is he? Does he not love me?" Stella asked in her heart.

Stella:"Marcel, here a minute."

Marcel got into bed, Stella sat down and leaned back.

Stella: "We'll take a bath together, yeah," took a towel in Marcel's hand.

Marcel:"What's up? Justsaytheword. I'm gonna take a shower, I have something to buy outside."

Stella:"What do you want to buy?"

Marcel:"That's none of Stella's business."

Stella:"Oh well. You are more mature than I am, so your thinking is more mature. Do you think getting divorced is the best decision?"

Marcel:"He's the best."

Stella :"Why? Don't you love me anymore? Or is there another woman you love?"

Marcel:"Stell, don't corner me, I love no woman but you. We're not Stell's soul mate, that's what sets us apart."

Stella: "Then did you"

Marcel:"Love doesn't have to have Stell, I'm sorry, I just realized that. Here's my towel I'm gonna take a shower."

Stella: "We'll take a bath the same," pulled a towel from Marcel's hand.

Marcel: "I don't want to take a bath with Stell anymore." Pull the towel firmly.

Marcel walked to the bathroom and took a shower.

"Had always wanted to take a bath with me, now he says he doesn't want to take a bath together anymore. Why the hell is he?" Stella asked in her heart.

"If I take a bath with you Stell, there I love you even more. I don't want that to happen, we'll be separated soon. I don't want to fight for you, but I think it's been 3 months to make you love me, but you still can't love me Stell, I don't want to force my will, I don't want to have selfishness in me. Forcing you to marry me is part of my selfishness Stell, I don't want to make you more broken because of my selfishness." Marcel said in his heart while cleaning his body.

Stella took a towel from the suitcase and entered the other bathroom. Finished bathing Marcel directly wearing his clothes, he did not find Stella in the room. Marcel took his car out of the garage and drove it out of the compound.