
In the car Icha continues to look at the marriage book he just got, he did not expect that he would get married as soon as and unexpectedly, this, he always imagined that he would marry the man he loved and loved.
But that hope seemed to disappear instantly, but he did not know what fate was waiting for him in the future, as much as possible he believed that God was all fair, he would give the best for his life, he said, God knows what we do not know.
"Emmm we go first? All of you know each other, I don't know all about you" Devan broke the silence.
"Emm can, we just go to the park, there the atmosphere is cool, not too hot nor too crowded"
"All right"
The car slowly drove on leisure, not how long they arrived at a park called Icha.
They get down the car and walk through the park, Icha walking a little strangely because this is the first time Icha has walked with a man in the park, as well as Devan.
Icha does like a crowded place because for him his life is too quiet he always hoped there would be someone who can pull him from the loneliness, he doesn't even have any friends he has just friends, yes friends. he does not want to get too close to someone because he knows everyone can change anytime and anywhere for no reason even for unclear reasons. He does not like toxic relationships because for him all relationships are just bullsit, because everyone will be good if needed again.
Not only that Icha is also a butterfly student, lecture-home college-home. He does not like to be in the organization because he thinks following the organization is just a place to find face, why? Because what he saw when following the organization association was only containing the words of a certain person, of course, the most face-seeking, whether it was just his opinion or indeed agree with everyone, he said, we don't know, do we? For we are not in his position :).
"We sit there yuk, under the big tree it seems cool air there" Devan asked as he pointed at an empty bench overlooking a lake,
Icha just nodded her head and walked towards the bench.
Arriving at the bench looks a little dirty and dusty, "don't sit it dirty, we go home just yuk, I'm a little unwell" Devan had never been in this crowd the first time he had been in a public place like this, he had felt uncomfortable from earlier.
"Why this can be cleaned really" Icha took a handkerchief from his bag, then wiped the bench, "it's clean, you can sit" said Icha staring at Devan.
Devan said then he sat on the bench that Icha had cleaned. And so was Icha he immediately sat next to Devan.
"Sir..."
"You.." They spoke simultaneously.
"Emmm... You go first" said Devan.
"No, you go first" said Icha.
Icha just stared at the lake in front of her, wondering if she should tell anyone about her miserable life? Or should he make up about a peaceful and quiet life? Ahh that's impossible for him. Icha tends to be a little introverted, he always limits himself to telling his life with others. Is it time to share your story with others? But is this person nearby trustworthy?
"Hey why daydream? If you don't want to tell a story it's okay I can wait" Devan said when unable to answer from Icha.
"Actually I'm not a real person here sis..." Icha begins to establish herself to tell the story as it is with Devan.
Devan just nodded and stared fixedly at Icha's face which was hit by a breeze.
"But before can I ask you something?" Devan just nodded.
"Can you keep everything I say? I have never told anyone about my life, because I do not know that people close to me are friends or opponents" Icha said loudly while looking deeply into Devan's eyes.
"Just promise to take care of whatever you say, and I can guarantee that I am not a bad person, you can believe what I say" Devan said it was no less serious than Icha.
"Alright, actually I'm from country X, but I decided to continue my studies here, because papa always told me if he used to really want to go to college here, so I as a child have a duty to fulfill that desire" Icha said with a peaceful expression, he continued to stare at the beautiful lake.
"But just been in college for a few months suddenly my mom sent me a lot of money, pocket money that yesterday was not yet exhausted, yet, I thought it was just in case when my allowance ran out, but after that my mom and dad never gave me the slightest word and I started to worry I was afraid if anything happened to them. but after a few weeks I suddenly got a letter, and it turns out that it was from my father that it was written so that I wouldn't just believe in someone and no matter what happened they were very forbidding me to go home, and after that I saw TV and" Icha could no longer continue the story, he was so devastated when he remembered all that he was sobbing. Devan who saw it was immediately hugging Icha, Icha returned Devan's embrace very tightly, he felt very fragile, this was the first time he told about his family to someone.
"Icha hey Icha what's wrong with you?" Ask Devan who panicked because Icha's body instantly weakened and Icha's breathing was heavy. Devan swiftly carried Icha ala bridal style and took him into the car.
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